Miserable at Best Chapter 2: My Thunder, a naruto fanfic

Hey! Its Christa :)

YES! THERE IS A SEQUEL! :D :D :D

Well, this one is also a song fic as well. I tend to write them A LOT.

I am also putting up a poll on my profile, to decide if I should be a full-time song-fic writer, or a full time story person. Or both. :D

It might not be up yet, cause I got kind of confused doing it cause I am still new to fanfiction. :P

I do not own Naruto, Hinata, or the song 'Thunder' by BoysLikeGirls.

lyrics

thoughts

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

Naruto was causally walking down the street. He was oddly quiet today, which seemed peace to most normal civilians, but to Konoha 12, it was a sign of the apocalypse. Naruto was still depressed about the whole Hinata situation. Naruto had a black backpack on, filled with all living necessities. He needed to move. He couldn't take being in the same area with Hinata and Kiba. It was too much, considering he loved Hinata. He would never get on with his life without knowing that she was there, with him. So, using his determination, Naruto was going to place that never wanted to go.

Yes, despite what he said when he punched Kiba, inside he knew it was a lie. He could never get over her. Naruto remembered that day, like it was yesterday.

He also remembered how he trained all that weekend, trying to get himself to say it. After he left Hinata and Kiba in shock, he left in his apartment, and cried for a long time.

Flashback~~

Naruto cried silently. He then headed out of his house. He had his original lopsided grin. Until he saw Hinata and Kiba making out in the park... The angry hurt blonde then punched Kiba in the face and left. Hinata was shocked at his next words.

"You...Cheater...We're over." That was the official closure of their relationship. Even though Naruto could barely spit out the words. Naruto was content, and ready to move on.

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Naruto tried to confront Hinata numerous times, but it would never go all the way. Naruto tried to look back into the pale, lavender eyes, that he cherished and loved so damn much. He wanted a simple explanation to why they were like this. Awkward, and even a bit depressing. But Hinata, would be her shy self, and excuse herself from the topic. Sakura and the other girls had tried to get an explanation as well, but they never took sides. Cause that was too heartbreaking. Naruto wanted to know why he was always feeling as he was missing something. And after being smacked by Sasuke, Naruto find out why. 'It's because I miss Hina-chan...' Naruto saddened at the fact. Then her remembered. He shouldn't call her 'Hina-Chan' cause he wasn't hers, she was Kiba's. He wanted to find a way out of what he was must have been a way out...

The blonde kept walking. Down the path that once a raven-nin Sasuke took. Naruto already explained about the pain to Tsunade, who reluctantly let him go, because nothing was ever he same without Naruto. Even Team 7 was depressed. Sakura wouldn't go to work for a week, and Sasuke, even though he never shows emotion, he was breaking inside. Naruto was his brother to him. Letting him go was hard. Kakashi began to come early to train, because Sakura never yelled when he was late anymore, that was her and Naruto's thing. Nothing was ever the same. Gai and Lee were sad, TenTen just nodded sadly for the blonde, same as Neji. Kiba could care less, same with Hinata, and Shino just nodded, slightly sad that his daily amusement would be gone. Shino was slightly in a better mood, because Naruto had that effect on people.

The goodbyes were even worse, and Naruto was close to staying. But he needed to find his way out.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Naruto began to reminisce. He remembered going to the ramen bar with Iruka, yelling at Kakashi, and calling Tsunade 'baa-chan'. Then he remembered that giggle that came out like a melody. Hinata's laugh. Naruto stopped, looking at the pale moon, shining across the dark sky. No stars were out tonight.

Naruto remembered about how Hinata gave hims strength, and she was his thunder. The blonde remembered about how she was always there, encouraging him, giving him strength. Naruto remembered when they had walks to the ramen bar, or park, and having their small little talks. Naruto remembered about how he lavender orbs captivated him, and how beautiful they were.

Naruto then realized it. He couldn't love anyone but Hinata. Then, as his day could be any worse, it started to rain. 'Bring it on rain, my day couldn't get any worse anyway.' Naruto thought to himself, the falling rain soaking his orange jumpsuit, as the rain mixed with salty tears.

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

The blonde trekked on. Naruto didn't feel like going faster by going in the trees. He just walked. Taking the nature all in. From the little crickets chirping in the night, and walking up to singing birds. It would be nice for anyone, and some people would find it beautiful even. But Naruto knew that nothing could compare to Hinata. The winding dirt path was empty, and Naruto felt alone, like when he was 8 again. When no one acknowledged him, and he had no one. But then Team 7 came along, and he had a family.

The sad blonde stopped for a moment, looking up at the burning Sun. Naruto couldn't move. Again, it hit him 'I'm all alone. Again.' The salty tears rose again, reaching down his whiskers that stained his cheeks. Naruto felt as if he didn't know anything anymore. But Naruto know that he picked to be like this. He knew that he chose this path to move out of his true home. Naruto's phone rang, but he didn't pick it up. He knew it was either Sakura, Sasuke, Kakashi, or Iruka. Naruto got a new phone, since he was leaving Konoha permanently. So he only added Team 7 and Iruka, cause they were the most important. But he couldn't bring himself to add Hinata.

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Suna wasn't like Konoha. They're were no trees, just endless mountains of sand and desert heat. There was barely any rain, or wind for that matter. The weather was plain, and Naruto felt suffocated in his tiny new apartment. The only people Naruto could talk to besides Team 7 and Iruka, were the Sand Siblings. Even though him and Gaara were good friends, Gaara reminded Naruto about Sasuke, Temari about Sakura's hot temper, and Kankuro of Kakashi with his some-what laid back attitude. Naruto barely went outside. He missed the tall grass of Konoha, the breeze that ruffled the leaves at night. He needed to breathe.

Naruto always thought that Hinata was really unique. From her lavender eyes instead of pale white like Neji's, or how her hair was a dark violet. Then Naruto thought like a pervert for a second, when it came to her bust size. She was definitely the biggest. Then Naruto saddened, knowing that he'll never see it again. Naruto thought about how Hinata was the only one at the Academy who didn't crush on Sasuke, and how she was the most bashful. Naruto's last thought was when she was so brave when she attempted to fight Pein.

The blonde knew, together or not, that Hinata would always be his thunder. Like, even if he got married, the strength of Hinata's thunder would never compare to his wife. No matter what. Then Naruto knew that he'd probably be single for the rest of his life. 'Because I'll never love anyone like her..' He mused, as his thoughts drifted to how eyes were so bright to him. When ever she was being kind, her eyes were soft, and when ever she was embarrassed, her eyes would widen. Or when she was happy, they were shining. Then, when she was fighting Pein, Naruto remembered how her eyes were bold, hard, and determined.

Then.

It.

Rained.

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Naruto wanted to make-up with Hinata so many times. He felt as if he was struck by her lightning. Naruto would feel sparks go down his spine whenever he thought of her. He too, was in pain equal to hers. He knew the pain. Naruto felt like he was in a circus or a puppet show. Walking on a tightrope, scared to fall off again to be hurt. Fear consuming his body. Naruto was constricted by the puppet binds, that stopped him from being with who he loved the most. Hinata. And he felt a sting of pain in his heart at just the thought. Naruto needed some time off from the Hinata drama.

Today is a winding road that's taking me

to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa.

Oh god, how he missed watching the sunset in the summer. And how her quiet but kind voice talked about the nature and stories about why the sun sets. Naruto remembered always talking with her, and how hearing her voice for hours was his favorite part of the day. And when she would say random little things it should how different she was and Naruto loved it. Even with her pale orbs, whenever he looked at them, they were always bright and shining. 'Just like her..' Naruto thought. Reminiscing his entire relationship with Hinata. And after some thought, Naruto thought of something.

And after consulting with Team 7 and the Sand Siblings, also Iruka, Naruto decided to go back to Konoha. To go back. To go see Hinata. To make up with her.

And I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

Because she was his thunder.

The End.

Well?

How was it? I love happy endings so therefore, I had to do that last cheesy part.

Its not definitely a happy one, but it gives hope? Cause Im gonna do another one anyway, so therefore, explanation for the last part.

Sorry if that confuses you.

Hmm...Sequel to this? O.o I wouldn't mind. I need practice anyway.

And if you think you have a song for a next part, feel free to PM me or just put it in the review box.

Thank you!

Review? Please?

Hmm..Sequel? Remember, I have no idea for the next song, so again, YOU MUST P.M ME OR PUT IT IN REVIEWS! CAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA!

I don't own 'Thunder' by BoysLikeGirls, or Naruto.

IM SORRY FOR SPELLING MISTAKES/GRAMMAR ISSUES!

JA NE