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Your Beautiful "life" chapter 16

Bella pov

After Jake stood up to Emmett, Emmett was a little nicer that night. I can't believe it has been almost a month and Edward still hasn't moved back in. Things have gone from bad to weird. Emmett spends so much time here at home now and he is being nice to me.

I can't wait for school to start so I can go back to work and get out from under his watchful eye. Edward and I talk everyday but I have only gotten to see him a couple of times and when he is over Emmett stays right by me to whole time.

I can't believe this, it's almost like he saw what he had lost and is now trying to reclaim what he thinks he lost. Too bad he didn't have me to begin with to lose. I haven't belonged to Emmett for a long time, in my eyes and I know I haven't in his heart ,that is if I ever had at all.

My days creep by and I count the minutes between texted or calls from Edward. His and Jakes band have recorded the few sets for their new album. I must say I spend a lot of time in my shower thinking of Edward.

Remembering the way his hands feel on my body. The way I fit into his arms the way his body was made for mine. "Bella would you like to go to dinner tonight? Bella, Bella" I shock the fog out of my head and looked up to see Edward standing there in front of me.

He was smiling at me and has wearing nothing but a big grin." Edward, where is Emmett? "I asked in shock. "He is being entertained by a few friends of mine and now it is my turn to show you how much I have missed you. Bella have you missed me too?"

I jumped up and wrapped my arms around Edward's neck. I brought my lips to his and we kissed freely. I didn't care who or how it had been done I was just glad it was and that I get to spend some alone time with Edward.

"I missed you so much Edward, I hate not being able to see you every day." He brushed his hand against my check and kissed my fingers. I wanted nothing more to hold him, to feel him, to just be with him and he wanted this as much as I did.

We started pulling each other's clothes off the need to be together after all this time had not faded. He didn't break his touch from my skin the whole time. We kissed and we felt and we just simply touched.

We couldn't get close enough to each other. Edward scooped me up and carried me to my bed room. One that I no longer shared with Emmett. He laid me on my new bed and started kissing every inch of my skin.

"Edward I want you now, "I whispered but it was more of a whimper from the way he was making my body feel. I swear at one point I was purring.

The fire was so intense that I didn't want him to make love to me I want nothing more than for him to fuck me and fuck me hard.

He gave me everything I wanted and more, Edward slammed into me over and over and when I came he bit into my neck and he came too. I knew that he was going to leave a mark but I didn't care. The only thing in the world to me at this moment was him and me and that is all that matter.

We did make love a few times after the first three times of hard core lust, sex and need was out of the way. We climbed into my shower and I told Edward of how many time I had been in here and thought of him touching me.

He just laughed his wonderful laugh and smiled his crooked smile and kissed my neck again. He wanted Emmett to know he was here and that no matter what he did it wasn't going to work and he wasn't going to keep us apart in the end.

"Bella, I love you ,you need to leave him and you need to do it now please, I want us to be able to be like this anytime we want to be. " "I want everyone to know that I love you and that you love me too.""I'm not scared of him, he can't hurt me anymore then he is already keeping you from me."

I didn't know what to say, I wanted to leave Emmett and I was working on getting everything together and Bree was working on it. I had Rose and Bree both working hard for me. Bree was even dating Edward's older brother Ian. Ian was 28 and Edward looked just like him except he was 3 kids and 8 years younger.

I was happy for her after the shit she lived through at the hands of Emmett. Rose didn't want to date anyone but one day last week she ran into Peter Whitlock, he was an old friend she grew up with and he was back from his third tour on duty. He was up for an early retirement because he has gotten injured in his last tour.

As soon as Rose saw him she forgot all about Emmett and this pissed him off even more. One by one we was going to take everything he loves away including me if he ever loved me and most of important his freedom if Bree can get it worked out for him to be charged with the death of her family.

"Bella, where did you go? " Edward said as he kissed me back to the moment at hand. "Edward how did I ever get along with you? I love you so much and I promise you that I will not let Emmett come between us again." I said

My phone rang at that moment and I knew it was Jake because of the ringtone. I got out of Edwards arms to go grab it. He leaned in and bit my ass as I was climbing out of bed. I giggled and shot him a big smile which I got one in return.

"Hey, Jake what's up? " I asked "He is on his way home, Rose and Peter was at the same movie that Jess and I took dad too. We told dad that you were shopping with Angie and Ben today for their wedding. So tell Edward I'm sorry and that you two need to get out of the house NOW! Love you mom talk to you later." With that Jake hung up the phone.

Shit why does he always have to find a way to make things bad. I'm so sick of Em and his self righteousness that I don't even care if he finds me here in Edward arms but unlike Edward I am scared of Emmett and I don't want anything to happen to my Edward so we have to get up and get dressed (what a shame I love Edward with no clothes) and leave before he gets here.

I told Edward everything Jake told me and he cursed a lot and pulled on his jeans and his pull over shirt. I grabbed a sun dress that was hanging in my closet and through it on. Edward smiled at my choice of clothing.

I grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the house and into my car just in time. Edward ducked down and so did I and we watch in the rear view mirror Emmett pull into the garage.

We even heard him call my name like he didn't believe I would leave the house without him.

After I thought was long enough I put my car into drive and pulled away.

Edward and I both laughed when my cell phone started to go off over and over again.

It was Emmett and he left message after message.

I knew he was pissed even more finding that I wasn't home even then seeing Rose with Peter.

He thinks he can have her back when he wants her and that he is at risk of losing me for real and even if he thinks it started on his terms he didn't think I would fall so easily for someone else besides him.

"Bella let's go to my place I'm not ready for our time to be over yet." Edward said as he rubbed the back of my hand.

I smiled at him and kissed his fingers as they brushed past my lips. "I need to answer my phone or he will come looking for me and your place is the first place he will look. I want nothing more than to spend the night with you."

Sorry my computer is messing up and I don't know what in the world it is doing or how to fix it. I did plan on this chapter to go longer and I will have the next part of it up as soon so I can get my computer to work right again. Sorry for the delay, "Edward "has not been wanting to work with me lately and I can't go on without him or Bella would have to stay with Emmett. And what fun would that be? I will have the rest of this chapter up in the next day or so as long as I get my computer working right. Thank you. Z