What I Need
Connected to the R Break-Up
I want to cry
I want to make you weak in the knees
I want to talk to you
I want to hurt myself
I want to know why I feel so abandoned
I want to be embraced
I want to have the feeling of being loved
I want to be kissed lightly, then passionately
I want to be told nice thing
I want to suffer
I want to feel good enough for you
I want to feel your body on top of mine
I want to stay innocent
I want to forever stay in your arms
I want to love you less
I want to be safe in your presence
I want to beg at your ankles for love
I want to be wanted
I want to be capable of not being vulnerable
I want to die
I want to be told I'm beautiful beyond belief
I want to be talented in ways I'm lacking
I want to not want so much
I want you.
Oh. Dear. Lord. But I'm still putting it up for the hell of it.