Your Beautiful "Edward" chapter 19

Edward's pov

Lights, screams, loud crashing sound, more screams blood, blood everywhere. I tried to focus to think of my Bella. The color of her eyes the smile on her face. The way her skin feels next to mine. More scream I don't know where they are coming from me or Emmett.

The pain is so great I have never felt anything like it before in my life. I can hear my heart beating in my ears; I can fill it beating in my chest. It is beating way to fast. Cries, and screams I wish they, someone anyone would get here and help.

I try to move and I can't I can't fill my legs I can't fill my body, please I wanted to scream help us ,make him stop screaming. Then I realized the person screaming was me. I tried to look and see if I could see Emmett.

All I saw was blood and bent metal. Please God for Jake and Ali and Abby let him be alive, please for Bella too. I know she isn't in love with him ,I know that she loves me but I know in my heart she still cares about him because he is the father of her children.

Help, I hear more people talking, maybe it is Emmett maybe it is the truck driver or the cops to help us. Help louder I yell, I need to get home to my Bella, to my love. My eyes are heavy, my heart is slowing down.

I don't want to die; I don't want to leave her and our family here alone without me or Emmett. I know she will survive she is strong, much stronger then she gives herself credit for but I want to be that rock to hold her when she needs me.

I want to be the shoulder she cries on and the arms that hold her and make love to her in the good times. I can hear her laughing and whispering I love you Edward to me. The last thought in my mind before I closed my eyes to rest was Bella, the last words on my lips was I welcomed the quite was I love you Bella always.

Bella, Bella, Bella, bella, Bella, Bella, Bella, Bella

Bella pov

My mind went blank, my whole world was crashing down around me and I didn't even know where they were to go there. I didn't know what to do, I didn't know anything. Bree I should call her, no she won't be able to help I should call Wes, he could GPS Emmett's phone.

I tried to pull myself up off the floor, I had to call Jacob first and have him come over here I don't think I can drive. Puke, I just puked everywhere, my nerves are shoot. I also do have to call Bree and Ian because Edward might be hurt, or worse.

No I can't let that thought enter my mind , I won't ,I just found him I can't lose him already. I felt another round of tears fall as I called Jake and told him what I heard and he told me to set tight he would be here in five minutes.

I managed to crawl into the kitchen and get a towel to clean myself up and the floor. Jake was there like he said and he helped me up and wiped my tears that kept falling and he hugged me and told me everything will be alright.

He took my phone and called Emmett's again but it went right to voice mail , so he called Bree next and filled her and Ian in on what we thing is going on. Then Jake called Wes, whatever he told him Jake turned almost ghostly white as he watched me.

"Mom, Wes says we need to go to the hospital, now ok?" Jake said, I felt my head shake but I don't know if I made a sound or not. I just kept shaking like I had been put in the middle of an ice storm and couldn't get warm.

All the blood had left my body and if Jake hadn't almost carried me to the car I never would have made it. I wrapped my arms around me to keep my insides from falling out. The drive was the longest drive I have ever taken.

Edward and Ian's father Dr. Cullen's was waiting for us at the emergency entrance along with Wes. Wes came to me and hugged me hard and I knew someone I love had to have died, I just didn't know if it was Emmett or if it was Edward or it was both. I cried in Wes's arms and Jake went with Dr. Cullen's down the hall.

I was thankful for my friend right now and Bree and Ian got to the hospital soon after and Wes was looking at them and saying something but I couldn't hear, I wouldn't hear it. It could be about Edward and I wasn't ready to let him go yet. I'm not sure I will ever be ready to let him go.

Jake comes back and his eyes are red and puffy, I pulled away from Wes and went to my son. Either way this was going to be bad on him as well because Emmett is his father and Edward is his best friend. I held him while he cried till he couldn't cry anymore

"Mom, "he whispers "we need to call Ali home and call Rose because of Abby." He then looks to Ian and tells him he is sorry for this mess and that if there is any way of making it better he would." What a sweet kid I have always putting others before himself.

Wes came over and asked me to take a walk with him down the hall. My legs didn't work, they wouldn't move. Wes on one side and Jake on the other both holding me up till we came to a big white door, Wes pushed it open and there on the bed/table laid Emmett.

His heart monitor told me he was alive but it wasn't a very strong pulse. I tried to say my name when he walked in but he couldn't get the words out. I felt the tears back again and I walked over and grabbed his hand.

"Em, it's ok please don't talk, I wanted nothing more than for him to talk, I wanted him to tell me what the hell he was thinking and why would he take Edward. But he is the father of my twins and I needed to think about my children right now.

"No, Bella he whispered, "I have to say this before it is too late. Bella I am so sorry for being the way I am. I know I've been a complete dick to you and Jake for the longest time. "

"It's going to be alright Emmett just rest now and get stronger we can talk about it then. " No Bells, you have to know I'm sorry honey for everything, from your friend's family that I killed, and Rose and everything that happened there and for setting you up with Edward."

"I kind of knew that Edward had feelings for you and I played on them. I wanted to have him use you and then ditch you but then I saw how beautiful you truly are Bella inside and out and I had forgotten that."

"I need you to forgive me Bella, I forgot how much you mean to me and I didn't want to let you go after I seen you with Edward. I couldn't let you go, Bella please forgive me, I love you."

I was crying now more than ever but I had to tell him I forgave and I do for everything but hurting Edward. "I forgive you. " I said and the beeps stopped and one strong solid beep replaced it.

The doctors rushed in and worked on him but there was nothing left to be done he was gone. But there was a hint of a smile on his face. Jake lost it, he was so upset and there was nothing I could do but be here for him.

Wes knocked on the door and told me that I was needed in another room down the hall. Jake stayed to say his goodbyes to his father and I followed Wes down to room 403. Bree and Ian were standing outside the door.

Edward was behind that door. I walked by everyone and went inside to see my love.

Edward had just gotten out of surgery and was hanging on but the next few days we be rough and it's a waiting game. " Be brave Edward , I love you."

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