Wow, yesterday was really the last day I updated? And now I'm updating again? I think I deserve a thumbs up for that. Lol. Anyway... enjoy!


For the First Time

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush.

It had been several months since Logan and Camille started dating. They would always see each other at the coffee shop and they would go on dates once, sometimes twice, every week. Logan's friends all knew that Camille was perfect for him. Whenever she was around, he was always so happy. Even a stranger could tell they really liked each other. There was no denying the truth. They were in love. But sometimes being in love isn't enough.

It was a beautiful Saturday afternoon and Logan's friends were still in their pajamas, watching TV, when he burst through the door.

"Guys! Get dressed now. We have to go."

"But where are we-" James started to say.

"I'm going to propose to Camille. And I need you guys to help me pick out a ring," Logan explained.

"Aww!" Carlos exclaimed.

"Who would've thought? Logan being the first to get married..." Kendall stated.

"Yeah, I-" James started to say.

"Guys, we don't have much time!" Logan exclaimed.

"Come on Logie, it's not like if you don't do it today, Camille's going to leave you," Kendall told him.

Logan looked at him skeptically, "Yeah, sure... Anyway, get moving!"

Kendall was kind of surprised. He knew that Logan thought he wasn't good enough for Camille, but it was obvious that Camille was in love with him. There was no way she would be leaving anytime soon... Or anytime in the next million years in that case.

The three boys groaned and soon enough they were all dressed and ready. They all walked casually out the door and Logan, eventually getting impatient, grabbed their wrists and started dragging them out to the car. He opened their doors for them, in an effort to save time, and pushed them in. Then he got into the car himself and turned on the radio. It was in the middle of Taylor Swift's "Mine".

"Ooh, this song rocks! Turn the volume up!" Carlos exclaimed.

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?

You put your arm around me, for the first time,

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter,

You are the best thing that's ever been mine.

Ironically, the song ended right when they arrived. The four boys hopped out of the car and strolled up the the entrance. They walked inside what looked like a heaven designed for girls. Logan spent two whole hours trying to decide on the perfect ring.

"Guys, which one do you like better? The gold ring that has just a normal diamond or the one that has a diamond shaped like a heart?" Logan asked.

Carlos had grown very impatient over the two hour period of time, "Just pick one!"

"I will. As soon as you guys give me your opinion! I have to make this perfect!" Logan exclaimed.

"Okay, the one with the heart diamond," Carlos stated.

"No, now you're just saying that so we can leave," Logan replied.

"Logan!" Carlos exclaimed.

"Logan, you know how impatient Carlos is. But if you want my opinion, I also think the heart one is better," Kendall told him.

"Me too," James announced.

"Okay, then I'll buy this one," Logan smiled.

After Logan paid for the ring, they all drove back home.

"So how are you going to propose?" James asked when they got back home.

"I have an idea in mind," Logan told him, grinning.

"That's not vague," Kendall replied, sarcastically.

"I'll tell you about it after it happens," Logan stated.

Camille's Point of View

Logan is really something special. He is a complete gentlemen. Like, last week, we went to see a movie and there's this old lady is a wheel chair who's heading towards the door. So, Logan runs over towards the door, just so he can open it for her. Isn't that sweet? He's also really smart. Once, he spent a whole hour talking about all these different kinds of illnesses that he's going to be able to create a cure for when he becomes a doctor. He even stopped in the middle to ask me if I was getting bored. To tell you the truth, I wasn't bored at all. Sure, I may have been way past confused, but I just thought it was fascinating how he knew all this stuff.

Logan is really considerate too. About a month ago, I was really upset, because I had gotten into an argument with my boss. (I work as a teacher at Henderson Elementary School.) Since I'm a teacher, I can't let my emotions take over, because I'm working with little kids. So the whole day, I just put on a fake smile and no one even realized, well except for Logan. The very minute I saw him, he made me admit it was an act. Then, he let me cry on his shoulder and rant for an hour. I'm serious, if there was an award for "Best Person to Ever Exist", Logan would undoubtedly receive it. I totally don't deserve him. He's really the best thing that's ever been mine.

Lately, though, Logan's been acting really nervous around me. I'm not really sure why. Did I do something wrong? I hope not. I don't know if I'd be able to live without Logan.

Logan's Point of View

I really like Camille. There, I came out and said it (well, in my mind). I've been thinking about proposing to her for a while now. Some might say that I've been acting really nervous around her. I probably have. She's so special and I really don't deserve her. She is way better than me. That's why if I don't propose soon, she'll get away, and I can't let her do that. Without her, I wouldn't have a reason to live. She is the sun in my sky. (Okay, I know that was really cheesy, but it's true.)

Camille isn't like other girls. She's unique, crazy, and she really brings out the best in me. Most of the girls in Los Angeles are stuck up and rude, but not Camille. She's really sweet, generous, cute and funny. Those are just a few of the many things that I love about her. Remember when she invited us inside her house for cookies? Well, the boys and I had eaten all the cookies and there was one left. Camille, being the kind girl she is, offered the last one to Carlos, which he happily accepted. She's the one who baked them and she didn't even get any and frankly, she didn't seem to mind. Sometimes, when she wants something from me, she'll give me the puppy-dog face. I know she's just joking around and if I don't want to do whatever it is, I don't have to, but I always give in anyway. She's too great not to, you know?

I speak for myself when I say that Camille is the only girl who listens to me when I ramble on about medical stuff. Most people-wait, no-everyone just walks away when I start to go on and on, which, I don't really mind, because I know they just don't understand, but Camille always listens to whatever I have to say. She makes me feel like I'm important, like I matter to someone. In other words, Camille is the best thing that's ever been mine and I wouldn't be able to handle losing her.

No Point of View

The night to propose to Camille had finally come and Logan was about as nervous as a kid on his first day of kindergarten. No, he was way past that. If you ask him, he'd probably say his biggest fear was rejection. Just like a normal Friday night, Logan was on his way to pick up Camille from her house.

He walked up to the front porch and knocked on the door. An unfamiliar girl answered the door. She had brown hair with light brown highlights and she was wearing a pink short-sleeved shirt with a black miniskirt. Logan had never seen her, but he assumed it was Allison, Camille's roommate.

"Hey," she smiled.

"Hi... is Camille here?" Logan asked, politely.

"Yeah..." she replied, "You're Logan?"

"That's me," he explained.

"You better not break her heart," Allison warned.

"I won't. I wouldn't be proposing to her tonight if I was afraid of the commitment," Logan smiled.

Allison's hand flew up to her mouth and her eyes widened, "YOU'RE GOING TO-"

Suddenly, Logan saw Camille entering the room and his finger went up to his lip, "Shh!"

Allison was still in shock, but tried to hide it as the ignorant girl walked into the room.

"Is everything okay?" Camille asked them, oblivious to the recent events.

"Y-yeah, everything's fine," Logan stuttered, taking in the beautiful sight of Camille. She really was gorgeous. She had a strapless royal blue dress on and a small heart necklace around her neck. She was wearing black high heels and she had a couple small earrings hugging her ears. Her hair was down, and curlier than usual. In other words, her appearance was stunning.

"Okay, then let's go," she answered cheerfully.

Logan opened the door and said, "Ladies first," letting the brunette girl exit before he did.

Allison still couldn't get over the fact that Logan was going to propose to Camille. When Logan first showed up, she had told him not to break Camille's heart, but now she was praying to God that Camille wouldn't break his heart. She could easily tell from the minute she saw him that he was perfect for Camille. He was kind and polite and a complete gentleman. She understood why Camille had spent hours talking about him.

Allison's Point of View

Logan and Camille were undoubtedly perfect for each other, so, from an outsider's point of view, it wouldn't make any sense why I was worried that Camille would break Logan's heart. No one knew Camille like I did though. We had been best friends since we were freshmen in high school. We went through everything together from failing tests to hard breakups. Before I met Camille though, she had a pretty tough life. Camille had relived it as she told me stories of her past. She told me how when she was seven, her parents were constantly arguing. They kept arguing and fighting for a whole year before they got a divorce. After that, Camille's mother left and she was left with only a father. She never told anyone-except me-about it, because it killed her inside to talk about it.

When she met me, I would have never guessed her ugly past if she hadn't told me about it. She seemed so happy, spirited. I tell you, our freshman and sophomore years in high school were great. All throughout tenth grade, Camille had been really tight with a guy named Adam. I was really glad to see that she was willing to forget about what happened between her parents and actually be in a nice relationship. I really thought Adam was the one for her... until he broke up with her. Supposedly, he had broken up with her because he liked me. I just assumed that was a rumor though, because I didn't like him that way, especially since he was my best friend's ex. That's what really caused Camille to go into a strike from relationships.

The sad part is that she missed out on so many great things. I always tried to spend enough time with her, but I was dating a guy and one time, after a lot of begging, she finally admitted to feeling like the third wheel at times. I really tried to get her a nice boyfriend. And by the time prom came around, I completely went all-out. I spent hours and hours chatting to different guys trying to find a perfect match for her. Even when I did, she outright refused to take him to prom. I sincerely felt bad for the poor girl. She deserved happiness and nothing less.

So, I guess considering I thought Adam was the one and it turns out he wasn't, I should be worried about Logan breaking her heart. But I don't know, I just have this really strong feeling that he really is the one. But I know Camille has such a difficult time with commitments. If Logan is really serious with this proposal thing-which he better be if he knows what's good for him-I just hope that Camille will let her past go and say yes. If she can find happiness, I have a pretty good feeling it's with him.


So, that's obviously my longest chapter and I put the most thought into it (literally, because the majority of it is their thoughts so far). Hope it's not too drabbly, but if it is, I guess it makes up for the lack of drabble in my other chapters. I hope you enjoyed it. Thanks again for making this my most reviewed story (by far)! You guys rock! :D