For the First Time

Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush.

Logan was crushed. How could Camille say no? Just about a month ago, she had told him she loved him. He could picture it clearly in his head.

The happy couple had just finished watching a romantic comedy - Camille's choice. They were walking about of the movie theater when Logan suggested, "Let's get frozen yogurt."

"Okay," she eagerly agreed. Frozen Yogurt was her favorite dessert.

So they drove to U-Swirl and ordered what each of them wanted.

A few minutes after they started eating their frozen yogurt, Logan chuckled and mentioned, "You have some yogurt on your lips. Here, I'll get it," and he kissed her passionately. She giggled.

They caught each other's eyes and Logan told her, "I love you." He didn't even mean to say it; it just came out.

She seemed kind of hesitant.

"I... I love you too," she finally replied.

But that was then. He had just asked her to marry him and she said no. That was it.

Logan just sat there, unable to move. He didn't dare look around as he didn't want to see all the looks of pity that were tossed in his direction. These people didn't know him, how could they feel bad for him?

Camille sat outside the restaurant, her cell phone pressed up against her ear.

"Hello?" Allison answered the call.

"H-hey A-Allison," Camille had been crying.

Allison misinterpreted her crying, "Oh, you must be so happy that Logan asked you to marry him! When are you getting married?"

"We're not," Camille answered.

Allison gasped and she clenched her fist, "HE HURT YOU? I'M GOING TO KILL THAT BOY!"

"No, Allison. He gave me the chance to be happy forever... but I said no," she explained.

"Are you insane?"

"I-" Camille tried to say something, but Allison was in the middle of a rant.

"I haven't known Logan very long, but you talk about him all the time. Trust me Camille, he's not going to deceive you. He's sweet, honest, adorable, funny, talented, trust-worthy, and so many other things. Why can't you accept that there's a guy out there who loves you so much and will stay with you forever?"

"... Can you just come get me?" Camille asked.

"No, not until you go in there and tell Logan that you made a terrible mistake and that you want to marry him," Allison told her.

"Ugh, she's so stubborn!" Camille thought.

"That's not going to happen Ally. There's no way he'll take me back now. I just broke his heart," she said.

"Camille, that's the reason why I know he's perfect for you! Because he doesn't hold a grudge. You can go back in there and I know for sure he'll still marry you," Allison responded.

The brunette girl seemed more than a little hesitant.

After what seemed like a century to Allison, Camille finally agreed, "Okay, fine, I'll go talk to him!"

"Yes!" Allison cheered in victory, "You won't regret this Cammy! I'm sure of it!"

Camille walked back into the restaurant, bracing herself for the worst.

"I'm with-" Camille started to say to the hostess, but he interrupted her.

"Yes, you're the girl who broke that sweet boy's heart... I assume you're back to apologize?"

"Uh... I believe that's none of your business," she told him.

Camille noticed that Logan was still sitting at the same table and took the chance to go talk to him.

"Hey," Camille greeted.

"Hi," Logan replied.

"Listen, I'm sorry I ran out like that," she apologized.

"That really hurt me," Logan said in a small voice.

"I know... and I know I really don't deserve you after what I've done, but... if you take me back... I promise that will never happen again. Logan, you're the first guy I've ever dated who didn't turn out to be a jerk. This time, I was the jerk. And I made a really huge mistake. Could you ever accept my apology?" she asked him.

Logan stayed silent for a while. It's like he was trying to analyze the situation so that he would make a decision that he wouldn't regret.

"How do I know that you won't leave me again?" Logan asked the girl.

"I... I honestly don't know how I can prove that to you. All I can ask for is your trust." Camille told him.

Logan was lost. He had taken in so much in the past hour. He really, truly loved Camille. But how did he know that she wouldn't leave him again? She really hurt him and he wasn't sure what to do.

"Uh..." Logan stalled, trying to give himself time to think about it.

"It's okay," Camille offered, "You don't have to give me answer now. I understand... you need time to think this through."

"You're the best," he replied.

"Not really, but I better get home," Camille suggested.

"Okay, do you want a ride back in the limo?" Logan asked.

Camille hesitated. Would it be awkward if she tagged along?

"... Okay," she agreed.

The entire limo-ride home was pretty quiet. When the limo pulled up into Camille's drive-way, she kissed Logan on the cheek and walked inside.

"What happened?" Allison asked, the second Camille walked in the door.

"You are so nosy!" Camille jokingly exclaimed.

"I prefer the term 'curious'. Anyway, you still haven't told me what happened!" she begged the brunette.

"I apologized and decided to give him some time to think about it," Camille explained.

"Come on Camille, you know I love detail!" Allison responded.

"That was detailed," Camille told her.

"Yeah, about as detailed as a dead flower," Allison told her, which really made her stop and think.

Camille just sighed and explained everything that had happened from the time she left with Logan up until she got home.

Well, I hope you liked it. I feel like I'm making this story drag on and on and on, so I'll try to make it more to the point. Thank you once again for all the amazing support. You guys rock! :D