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Chapter 7
Trouble, Teens and Tanya.
Bella's pov:
Another move, another place, another school. Dispute how much I love my family and I do, I hate moving. Just another downfall for having never aging beauties as family. I look at my third empty room in 12 years and let out a sigh.
" I'm Sorry, Bella its time to go" I jumped as Edward spoke from behind me and blushed ever so slightly. Another downfall, I can never hear any of them approaching, much to Emmet's amusement. I smiled up at my forever apologetic friend. "Okay, lets hit the road" and I sulked to the car. It only seems like yesterday we were leaving the last place.
I'm my short 14 years of life I've been to so many places, seen so many things, done so many amazing things and know the most amazing people, of course these people are amazing they're vampires and have have some of the most mind boggling stories, for instants my dad is over 300 years old! and has lived with the oldest and post powerful of the vampire kind, he has paintings for each adventure. My brother Jasper is an actual civil war solider and a has fought armies of deadly newborn vampires and lived to tell the tale, a tale which my mom wasn't too pleased he told me. Then we have my sisters Rose and Alice who are outstandingly beautiful and slightly crazy but I wouldn't want anyone else to give me the embarrassing 'that's where Baby's come from' talk, which they did shortly after my thirteenth birthday and believe me that scared me more than Jasper's stories, I didn't stop glowing red for days. Emmet is a big cuddley bear inside and is easily swayed ,hes just as a big brother should be. Edward, well that's another story, never have I though of him as family its not a strong enough word for him. Hes my hero and best friend and I blush at everything he does and he has this smile that is slightly crooked that just makes my heart bounce, I don't know why. I've have had many human friends in my many schools but none I'd want to spend time with instead of my family. I've never met any other vampire either, anytime Alice saw any other of their kind even slightly near, Edward and Rose would ship me off in the opposite direction, this included friends of theirs, so I'm the unknown Cullen. Every time I asked about this all 7 of them tightened up and just simply replied " Just a safety precaution" but one time I did hear a short argument about 'Italy' and ' Volturi' but I left it there, seeing how much distress this caused my family. Well tomorrow I would meet other vampires, the Denali coven. We where moving to Alaska where friends, vegetarian friends lived, so it would be the first time I'd met an other immortal, I'm really nervous. 5 new vampires, how much more beauty can I take?
"Chill out Bella, you'll be fine" Jasper now trying calming me, must be on edge feeling what I'm feeling.
So this is it, driving through to the airport. Goodbye Canada, Hello Alaska. I sighed again and Edward put his arm around me pulling me closer to him where I could feel his perfect stone chest and could smell he divine scent, I was glowing crimson again and my heart was trying to escape my ribcage. Its Edward, pull yourself together Bella. stupid hormones. I'm so glad he couldn't read my mind.
Edward's pov:
It must be hard on Bella I wish there was something I could do. My family found moving hard it hit Rosalie the most she craved a normal human life and starting over again and starting school again, Bella could have a normal life, normal friends and maybe even a boyfriend this thought gave me more discomfort than it should. "We should be leaving soon, Edward would you please get Bella"Esme thought. I jolted to the stairs and looked at my surroundings, I never got attached, I couldn't. Bella was standing facing her empty room, sighing. I feel so personally responsible of her and her happiness and right now there was nothing I could do, my frozen heart broke.
" I'm Sorry, Bella its time to go" I made her jump, not much of a surprise she always was so unobservant and was often caught of guard. She looked at me her cheeks where such an attractive shade of pink and when perfectly with those chocolate eyes. She gave me such a pitifull smile and walked to the waiting taxi.
I sat next to her and Esme with Carlisle in the front, the other 4 were in the taxi behind. Bellas face was fixed on the window watching the streets of some Canadian town buzz past, she let out another sigh, again my heart broke. I pulled her toward me and hugged her tightly her heart was thumping and her face glowing she did this allot lately, I held her in my arms thinking about the next time we'd move she'd be an adult and maybe she won't choose to follow us, my heart broke again but this stung more than any pain I'd ever felt even more than resisting her still sweet smelling blood, an 18 year old Bella no longer a part of my life. No I couldnt have that.
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The flight was a short one and Bella managed to stay awake. We got into the waiting new Cullen cars. Bella hadn't let go of me since the taxi, more I didn't let her go. My last thought of her leaving us for good had distracted me and every time I though of it physical pain ripped me in two. Now driving toward the new house my mind tried to reason with itself of course Bella will want a normal life, isn't that what I truly want from her and even if this is our last move, together, she'd visit and always be part of our life and her.. her children would. If I could cry my eyes would be filling up and if my insanity took over running away with Bella still attached to my arms.
We reached the house, Bella now barely conscious holding onto my hand and arm for support still glowing ruby, must be the nerves. She was about to meet the Denali's and I could see them just in front of us. Oh boy the same flirtatious thoughts flowed from Tanya and uncomfortably took space in my head. The Denali's have been good friends of our for years and knew our situation with Bella, but only now they will be meeting her and to be honest I wasn't to comfortable with the idea less teeth near Bella the better, and less Tanya the better.
Then it hit me harder than any inappropriate thought Tanya could throw at me, any though of my own about Bella leaving, any other thing in the conscious world around me. Alice visions played repeatedly around my mind, every perfect detail, every smell, every feeling. I was holding Bella, so close and feeling her soft skin, smelling her perfect scent and kissing her incredible lips and never wanting to let go but the even more astonishing thing was she wasn't letting go of me. Me and Bella? Together? Oh how my lost soul screamed at me this is what I want, but how could I? I'm dead she's alive and could never condemn her to this life for me, never take her soul. I stared at Alice who was thinking so many happy thoughts about my future and biting her lips to stop her from screaming in delight, she was ecstatic at this possibility! How wrong! I could never, I would never dispute my burning desire. I could not stay away from the beautiful young woman but I could stop her falling in love with me and save her from the pain I would undoubtedly cause her.
Oh Bella.
My Bella?
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