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Chapter 9

Surrender

Alice pov:

Edwards stubbornness is a royal pain in my neck. He always changes the future and messes my head up! that boys needs to be allot more considerate. He's been avoiding his fate or should I say trying to what ever he does my head still See's the Bella heart Edward future. We've been in Denali for almost a year now and Bella's closer to 16 than 15 and is finally in high school with us! Edward's face when boys make a pass or think about Bella in anyway is so funny. Edward has been trying to be non-Edward like trying to make Bella feel nothing for him by acting out of character and being allot more Emmety, this is of course not working Bella still glows ruby when hes around. He should know better than to go against me.

Seeing the future sometimes can be so time consiming. I've practically neglected jazz. Maybe I should drag him away from Emmet and Edwards wrestling match and spend quality time together.

Bellas pov:

The view out of my bedroom window is breathe taking, even more so now that Edward and Emmet are wrestling in the garden, Alice just dragged Jasper away. I knew that I had a crush on Edward but it was Edward for god's ske and I know he knows I have a crush on him , hes been acting strange around me and acting like Emmet but this is so appealing to me! I need to stop these thoughts! I wanted mine and Edwards friendship back!

I'm always a little tired lately, I haven't been sleeping too well my dreams are getting more vivid and they all are in the same place and always end in an unspoken choice. I should keep a dream diary and ask someone what they mean, well maybe that's not such a good idea all are of Edward and most are romantic. I hate to think of what my family would feel about my crush. I shudder at the thought.

Alaska has been quite an adventure with the Denali coven practically next door life's always interesting well except today. The summer holidays were always to long, I missed school. Ever since I've started high school with everyone else I don't feel so much like an outcast, but I hated days like these when I feel lonely. Edwards busy with Emmet. Alice and Jasper are happy playing married couple. Mom and Dad where hunting with Tanya and her sisters, that leaves Rose, I wounder what she's up to. I searched the house until I found her in library. Rose in the library how unusual and very out of place.

"Rose, what are you doing?" I laughed at her.

"I do occasionally have a brainwave and enjoy reading, don't look so shocked" she mocked being offended.

"Okay, It's still strange though"

"Hey! What you want?"

"I'm bored and was kinda hoping my big sister would entertain me?" I smiled sweetly at her

"What you wanna do?" What did I want to do?

"Erm.. I don't know I just need to get out of here"

Edwards pov:

Distracting myself has been harder than I thought. Shes growing so fast into that beautiful young woman in Alice's head. Her hair is flowing in curls past her shoulders, her body is curving in the right places, her lips have filled out, her eyes have become even more appealing and shes 16 in a matter of weeks. God how I wish my heart would beat so I could just hold her in my arms and never let go. Now she's watching from her bedroom window my pathetic attempts to stop Alice's visions taking place and allowing Bella to live and not choosing me over that life. Alice's visions still have not changed dispute my best efforts of distancing and changing myself. Should I just give up and give in to my selfish side? No I must stay strong. It really doesn't help that she calls my name at night, although she has done this from childhood only now it grips at my heart strings and pulls me recklessly towards her. Emmet uses my clear distraction and pins me to the ground. "yes finally mr. know it all has gone down" he thinks smugly, to distracted I let this slip and run towards the house. She's no longer watching me, so where is she?

I can hear her conversation with Rose in the library "I need to get out of here"why? I so badly wanted to grab her and hug her like I used to and take her out into the Alaskan wilderness on our adventures we used to go on. I can't do this, I need her. "About time Edward, everything will work out you know. Have fun" Alice though smugly from upstairs. I caught Rose and Bella in the hall walking to the door.

"Hey, where you off?" I asked them

"Out, why?" Rose replied harshly

"Out where?" I enquired more

"Why? Whats it to you?" Rose had taken personal offence by my sudden change of attitude and was holding me responsible for Emmet spending more time with me than her.

"I was hoping I could tag along" Tag along sure take Emmet now Bella sure. Make up you re mind Romeo which one do you want to spend eternity with?Rosalie's thoughts burned through my head, was it that obvious of my feelings? My blank face must of given my question away "Yes we can see whats happening Edward I'm the only one who thinks shes way too good for you, unfortunately you're charm is already fixed on her heart".

Bella stood completely oblivious watching us, eyes full of wounder. My family could already see this? How could I have not read or seen this in their minds? Was I to distracted in the the person I was trying to be distracted from to realise my heart was on my sleeve. I could feel my everything surrender to this girl.

"Bella why don't you go with Edward, I can spend quilty time with Emmet now while casanovas out of the house" Rose sulked of to her husband.

Bella was looking into my eyes, smiling and looking more beautiful than I've ever since her. This distancing has been worth it if I could see her face again and miss every detail of it and paint this face into my mind. My sanity screamed at me to do the right thing and run from this angel but I'd already given up, once again I could hear the mental screams of joy from Alice's mind.

"Where we off?" Bella asked so softly and touched my arm.

I smiled trying hard to hide my bliss, never mind how much I loved her I would wait until she was a little older before confessing my undying love for her and now I would enjoy the friendship we shared for 13 years. I reached for her hand.

"Its a surprise"

Yup I'm going to hell.

This is short but sweet I think, Edwards given in but of course lifes not THAT easy oh boy folks is next and Bella's dreams are slowly becomming reality! Update comming soon!

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