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Chapter 11

lost and found

Bella's pov:

I looked at the old building nothing at intimidating about it, a little run down but not scary, I looked again and I defiantly was terrified but it's a building that just happens to educate the youth of forks and hold things from my unknown past. "Welcome to Forks High School" is what the banner above the door stated, welcome? How come I don't feel that way. Jasper tries to calm me but it's in vain my nerves were winning. I walk next to 5 outstandingly beautiful people as I enter through the doors feeling completely alone, I'm about to embrace my past and live out my shadowing demons, oh great.

I was standing behind Edward who hadn't let me out of his sights since this morning when the woman behind the desk called my name "Isabella Swan?" Since my comeback my parents suggested that I return to using my previous name out of respect of my birth parents, who are still known to this small town and still dearly missed. I retrieved my class list and frown I had only 1 class with Edward and none with the others. I said my pitiful "See you later's" and sulked off to the rest of my day. The first class floated by, as did the others. Faces started to look familiar but names went amiss, this one girl very loud had been talking in my ear for the past two classes when she spotted Edward and her pitch turned into something only dogs can hear.

"Oh my gosh, is that you're brother? Please give him my number, wow," And there came allot of drooling

"He's not my brother" I replied slightly stung, Edward was mine, wasn't he?

I walked over to where my family sat, of course the centre of all conversations, I didn't need their hearing to hear what was being said. All 5 had fan clubs and that didn't bother me except this girl who was still shouting off wild daydreams in my ear about Edward. I very much hoped that no one would bother us, much like the last school but I guess I was wrong. I sat next to Alice and this girl sat next to me.

"Aren't you going to introduce me Bella?" She was still eyeing up Edward and I could see his unease at her undoubtedly crude thoughts.

"Everyone this.. -think whats her name?- Jessica Stanley" Thank god I remembered in time. She had already sprung into a full on flirting spree with Edward and the others watched in amusement.

After a while times seemed to stop and Jess's voice blended into the background.I'm sure I saw Edward smile at her. He likes her. I looked at my watch and decided to make my escape. I more or less sprinted to my next lesson not caring if Edward and his girlfriend were behind me. The teacher was already preparing the class, so I handed him my slip and he pointed to a spare seat. Before I had chance to sit down, a boy was at my side introducing himself like a lovesick puppy, most likely to ask or Rose or Alice's number I didn't care nor did I have the patience.

"I'm Mike Newton, you're Isabella?" He beamed as those his name meant something. I smiled of course I was Isabella why was the point in verifying it?

"So can I call you Izzy?" Izzy, no thank you.

"Bella" I almost spat at him, still he hadn't noticed my bad mood or impoliteness.

"Well Bella if you need anything in this new school or town please don't hesitate to ask" He slipped me a piece of paper with his number on it and bounding of to his seat at the same time Edward, who was Jessica-less came to sit next to me.

"You left in a hurry at lunch, you okay?" He asked completely unaware of my jealousy spewing from me, thank god Jasper wasn't need to feel what I was feeling now.

"Yeah I'm fine" I lied I was arguing with my mind DO NOT MENTION JESSICA! he'll know about you're crush! I told myself. He gave me that crooked smile that made my heart skip a beat, did he just read my mind? Edward?....

"You look.. erm.. annoyed? Have I done something?" He can read my mind the liar or read my bright red face.

"No should I be annoyed at you?" I said trying to be casual and not look directly into them smoldering butterscotch eyes that would flush my darkest secrets out. I was trying to busy myself with my books in front of me and playing with an odd sheet of paper.

"Whats this?" He picked up Mike's number and looked deep into my eyes, is it me or is he hurt? He was looking over my shoulder with and growled very low. He was staring at mike, how could he know it was him?

"Edward?" I asked hesitantly his eyes were stll glaring at Mike, who had his back turned to us.

"I don't like that boy" He growled at me, was he jealous? Sure spent all lunch being Jessica's lap dog but one boy in this school show a tiniest bit of interest, not that I would take him up on the offer but that's not the point and he was turning into a god damn vampire! No way I'm not standing for double standard Edward Cullen.

"Well I guess its not up to you, who I like" I didn't like the boy, I hardly knew him but no one was dictating my life, I felt an urge to rebel it must be the teenager hiding inside of me. Edward was staring at the table, I was about to take back what I said when the teacher began the class. We were watching a film on flowers, I think. I was to busy analysing Edward and everything he'd just done. A wild part of me felt like he was trying to tell me something and that wild part hoped it was his confessing undying love, how stupid and ridiculous! Edward was something beyond words his looks, his nature, his eyes, his every being was closer to a god than the monster he thought he was, why would someone like him every settle to anything below perfection? I was certainly not perfection. He would find his soul mate, his vampire soul mate and live happily ever after. Get over him now before you become to obsessed and broken hearted. The lights were switched on and I realised I'd spent all lesson daydreaming about Edward, great way to start getting over him. I got up to leave still not looking at Edward I couldn't see anything in his face that gave my dreams hope. Mike shouted "See ya Bella" as he left the room. I didn't look but I swear I heard Edward hiss.

My day had gone pretty normal except mine and Edwards arguement, well it wasn't an arguement was it? I feel pretty crappy. I saw the rest of our family standing at the cars as I walked to them Alice pranced over me and hugged me "That bad was it" I hope she was referring to my school day not her brother. "Do I look that bad?" I asked blankly, she laughed "Well the first day of school is always scary, it'll be better tomorrow. You can ride with me and Jazz you need a good dose of the happy's" so she towed me to her car. Edward rode home with Rose and Emmet he was still annoyed at me. When we got home I felt worse especially now Edward had suddenly announced an unscheduled hunting trip, so I just excused myself from my worrying parents and went to my room.

There were two knocks at the door "Come in" I said quietly into my pillow knowing that who ever it was would still hear.

"Bella, honey please talk to me. What's bothering you?" My mom such a caring person, any sign of unhappiness in her children and she suffers to. First Edward now Mom guilt sawed through me.

"It's just first day of school and the stress that brings" I lied

"No one said anything to you did they?" Worrying needlessly again, True no one had said anything to me about my come back but you could see the prying eyes seeking out my resemblance to my dead parents.

"No., honestly Mom I'm okay, It's just getting used to this place" I was getting better at lying to protect others from my feelings.

"Okay, but I'm always here for you, you know that don't you?" Of course I did, she may not have given birth to me but she was my mother. I hugged her tightly although I knew she wouldn't feel it.

"I know, thank you" I said into her shoulder. She got up to walk out but turned to me before she hit the door.

"Why don't you go out, explore the town get used to you're bearings? Maybe you could run an errant for me?" I could do with the air and I knew she was looking for a solution for me, there was nothing she couldn't do faster or better than me.

"Okay, I'll be downstairs now. I love you Mom"

"I love you too, sweetheart".

*****

I was driving through the town heading for the post office, my Mom's errant was posting letters and picking up blueprint paper, she wanted to restore an old rundown cottage in the woods by our house, I have no idea what for we have more than enough room at the house. The post office was easy to find in this small town. I left the Volvo and walked towards the shop not really looking where I was walking and bumped into someone, I really need to pay attention I'm going to do myself an injury. I looked up at the boy I bumped his was very tall and was lurching over me, he had long flowing black hair, dark enchanting eyes and his is skin was russet coloured, very attractive. His smile comforted me in a strange way.

"I'm sorry" I mumbled, embarrassed. My cheeks were pink.

"It's okay, I could of killed you know" He was teasing me? I laughed to, the sound surprised me. "Hey I'm Jacob by the way" That voice, so familiar but how could that be? he reminded me of someone, I couldn't place it.

"I'm Bella"

"Well hope to bump into you soon, see ya round Bells" He smiled as he walked of with two other boys with similar coloured skin but not as tall. Bells? no one calls me that.

Edward's pov:

The entire school day had been excruciating pointless lessons with people I'm more qualified than. All the while constantly worrying about Bella, what had Alice seen? or notseen? I couldn't over react just yet it would frighten her and add needless worry, that's the last thing she needs now. It really didn't help about the imature thoughts these teenage boy are thinking about Bella, Rose and Alice I manage not to care about I even block out the crude daydreams of Emmet, Jasper and even myself, but all of Bella's admirers thoughts were burning mental pictures in my head and making me see red. Well I guess that's my own fault for following her in other people's minds. Finally lunch time was here and I could see her from my own to eyes. I could smell her before I could see here when she did come into sight she was accompanied by a girl a little shorter than her and had wild curly hair.

"Oh my gosh, is that you're brother? Please give him my number, wow," I heard the girl squeal at Bella, oh great an other girl who's inappropriate thoughts will buzz in my head. Brother, is that what I looked to other people? Bella's brother?

"He's not my brother" Bella replied harshly. The nattering girl didn't notice her tone. "My oh my, he has got to be single, Bella will give me his number, maybe a few house visits to my new best friend and he'll fall head over heels in love with me." Oh please go and sit with you're friends I wished in my head

This girl had made sure she sat next to me and forced an introduction out of Bella. Bella sat next to Alice and looked down at her apple looking slightly bored and deep in though, this was driving me insane what is she thinking? This Jessica girl was flirting with me and I found it easier to ignore than anything else, I could use this time to thing about the amazing girl on feet away from me, I smiled only to accidentally encourage Jessica and amuse my family more.

"Get in there, practise makes perfect. You want to satisfy Bella don't you?" Emmet of course.

"Look at her, please like she'd have a chance? She needs to take a cold shower" Rosalie so observant.

Bella looked at her watch and excused herself before darting out of the cafeteria, her 'friend' hadn't even noticed she'd left. Should I go after her? She looked upset, jealous maybe? I hoped slightly that was the cause and hoped it was because she wanted to be the one having this girls wild daydreams of me and her. I waited long enough before excusing myself and walking from my family and Jessica. I headed straight for Biology. I could see in people's mind Bella wasn't in a sour mood and was being bothered by one of the popular boys, I dared not to read his mind, in caseI would want to kill him for his thoughts about MY girl.

I swiftly handed my slip to the teacher and headed for Bella who was glowing lusciously and fidgeting with papers in front of her, maybe I should act normal and she would see that nothings changed, I felt the need to explain and apologise but I didn't know what for. She looked sad.

You left in a hurry at lunch, you okay?" I wanted to say so much more.

"Yeah I'm fine" She was lying her red cheeks a clear indicator

"You look.. erm.. annoyed? Have I done something?" I must be the cause of her pain, oh the agony. I'm not sure I want to know the answer.

"No should I be annoyed at you?" She was obviously bothered about something, why wouldn't she tell me? Whats she fiddling with?

"Whats this?" I picked up a piece of paper with a boys number on and at the same time I heard that popular boys thoughts "I hope Bella calls, Imagine that me and her wow we'd be the perfect couple everyone would be so jealous of me and my girlfriend." I glared at the back of this boy, how easy would it be to just break him in two.

"Edward?" Bella's voice brought me back.

"I don't like that boy" I growled to her.

"Well I guess its not up to you, who I like" she replied, I didn't expect that reply. I was stumped and stung, I just sat in silence for the entire lesson, luckily we watched a video. We the lesson passed by in a daze, the lights being knocked on startled me a bit. Bella jumped up and started walking away from me and never turned to look at me.

"See ya Bella" Mike chanted over the leaving crowd and though "I'll see you later, she's so into me" I hissed.

The ride home was horriblele I stayed with Rose and Emmet hoping to give her distance to forgive me and she rode with Jasper and Alice. All their thoughts put Bella's misery down to school no one suspected I was the culprit. I needed to escape so when we got home I told everyone I planned to hunt and was gone before their suspicious thoughts hit me. Whilst running as fast and as far away from my hurt love I found a place so peaceful and perfect it reminded me of mine and Bella's brook all them years ago, she called it our brook. This could so easily be our meadow. What was I doing running away? hadn't Bella's nightmares been about me leaving her? I'm must go back I must grab her in my arms and tell her how much I love her.

I reached the house to find her gone. so much for never keeping my eyes off her and took Carlisle's car and headed to the post office searching through peoples minds to find her. I found her exactly at her intended location but with someone, a boy. I saw her through his eyes and she was looking so intently at him, they way she used to look at me and she was laughing with him! He called her pretty in his head, pretty she was more that pretty! She introduced herself and this boy knew her, knew her from her past and was mentally thinking about those events his father told him about the swan's although he never let on in their conversation. I was passing now deciding on whether to stop and as I passed I could smell it. He was no ordinary boy, he was a Quileute, he was a werewolf.

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