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Chapter 13
Meadow
Edwards pov:
Bella's been home for 10 minutes and 34 second exactly. She said hey to everyone down stairs and has been pacing in her room since. I can hear here walking but not her thoughts. My god I'm going crazy in this suffocating silence. I'll listen to music, that always seems to calm me but it also remind me of her. I left the Cd in mind in the Volvo, I'll go and get it. I could smell her more and here her more, I swear I felt my heart beat but it was throbbing in pain. Was she going to leave us, me, or a werewolf? I would say how could she possibly like such a beast? but what am I a scarier monster? I reached the car and opened the door, it hit me like a ton of bricks. A werewolf had been in my car, Bella had a werewolf in the car. It's already happening she's leaving. The CD no longer holding an meaning to me but the girl who it reminds me off means everything to me. I flew past the confused eyes in the room and bounded to Bella's door, she was still pacing, my poor Bella, I'm so sorry how can I explain myself to you? I'm so madly in love with you. I have no soul to offer her, but would she love me back none the less? I knocked on the door.
"Come in" Her voice called so sweetly to me.
"It's only me, Edward" The vampire who loves you.
"Hey Edward, whats up?" Oh she seemed happy to see me. I couldn't do it, I couldn't tell her.
"I have some place to show you" A last minute decision, our meadow.
"Really? Lets go" She was heading for the door behind me, I grabbed her hand pulling her ever so slightly closer and I felt the electric between pulse through my veins.
"I'm not going to use the front door to show you" She looked so confused an those eyes were again completing me. I swept her up into my arms and jumped out of her window, she screamed a little but laughed in anticipation. I was still holding her so close in the same manner I want to be carrying her over the threshold after our wedding. Wedding? How could I possible think of a wedding when I couldn't think of a right way to tell her how much I love her.
"Where are we going?" Her angelic voice chimed at me.
"It's a surprise"
She giggled as we reached our destination. I stood there holding her and my eyes refused to let her goes. She was staring at me to, I put her down by our eye's were still joined. Before I could stop it my hand was stroking her cheekbone and tracing her neck. She was there heart beating franticly and breathing uneven when she turned, away from me and took in our surroundings. Was she trying to kill me, I pushed my head further out to take in her scent that called to me, her blood was the sweetest I've ever smelt and the girl it belonged to was sweeter than her scent. Her head turned so suddenly and our noses touched. My hand curved around her waist and pulled her to me, the other hand had sliped down from her face and was now over her heart.
"Edward" Was she protesting? I couldn't feel her push away.
"I love you" I whispered to her.
Her hands suddenly urgent were in my hair and on my back, she pulled me to her this time. I mentally surrendered years ago and now physically I was on the edge of taking the plunge when her lips brushed mine. She kissed me? Oh she kissed me! My lips were so fast on hers and so much passion was escaping me. I felt her hand pulling me onto her perfect body. I left her lips to kiss every other part of amazing face and down to her neck.
"I love you, Edward" What did she say? Had I just Imagined that? I must of. I stopped kissing her to look at the chocolate eyes calling me.
"what?" I manged to mumble out?
"I love you, too" I wasn't imaging it, she loved me, Oh Bella loves me! I couldn't take anymore and lips once again found hers and they moved as though they belong there. My hand still on her ponding chest. I'm loved by a beating heart.
Bella's pov:
Should I ask for painkillers and be bombarded with even more questions or say hey and head from my room, I think it's plan B for me. After the cheerily hello's, I headed upstairs. I had so much to think about first off, my dreams. All of Edward and me, sometimes really romantic, sometimes really dramtic. We would be in wedding outfits when he'd disappear and then 'Paris' would come. Damn that Jacob was he a wizard? Vampires existed so why couldn't wizards. Why was Jacob in my dreams? what about the wolves? and the grave? and my blinded family? None of this made sence. I'm going crazy, I knew I was to wrong for supernatural life, I was to wrong for him. Someones at my door great my pacing must of gave me away.
"Come in" I said keeping up the happiness act.
"It's only me, Edward" The vampire I love
"Hey Edward, whats up?" My happiness was no longer an act.
"I have some place to show you" Good, all that hard thoughts about improper feelings for Edward had all but died.
"Really? Lets go"I need air, so I headed for the door.
"I'm not going to use the front door to show you" What? He picked me up and jumped out of the window, a scream escaped my lips. He was holding me so tight , I could smell his sweet breathe.
"Where are we going?" Curiosity got the better of me.
"It's a surprise" I like surprises. Edward suprises I liked more. I giggle at my own pathetic-ness
I looked into those smoldering gold of his and saw his soul, he so adamantly refuses to believe he has. I couldn't look away, I didn't want to look away. His hand was on my cheek and stroking my face and neck. What was he trying to give me a heart attack? My heart was beating from me and I know he could hear it and most likely feel it. I was suddenly aware of my surroundings, they were from my dream, I must be dreaming now. Wake up Bella. I turned to feel my nose clash so gently with his. His spare hand was pulling me to him, I couldn't bring myself to realise this must be a dream. His hand was so cold holding my heart in it's place.
"Edward" I all about manged to whisper
"I love you" Was his oh so perfect reply. I didn't want to wake up anymore.
I pushed my lips to his and the cold warmth of it crushed me and then he kissed me back, oh I must of gone to heaven. His lips so perfectly moving with mine.
"I love you, Edward" There I said it, dream or no dream.
"What?" He said shocked. Didn't he hear my confession.
"I love you, too" There second time lucky, His lips and mine were one again. I was so passionately in love with a vampire.
This is not a dream, how could It be? This perfect man in front of me meant to do great things be with great people. All the world seems to trivial to me now. Jacobs paris, but who's Edward?
Edward is Romeo, silly Bella.
SO WHAT YOU THINK?? THEY FINALLY KISSED BUT IN THIS WORLD HOW OFTEN DOES THAT MEAN HAPPY EVER AFTER?? PLEASE REVIEW!!! IT MAKES ME WRITE FASTER!
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