To all those who hate me cause I haven't updated…I'm so sorry.
But my Dad had been sick for months and March 1st he had a massive heart attack…but he was ok they put stents in but Yesterday his blood pressure dropped and he had another heart attack…and he did not make it.
I went to see him Friday and he was moving his eyes and we stared at each other...but i didn't think it would be the last time I would see his big blue beautiful eyes.
My dad was going to be 56 on the 27 this month. My mom is 48. I am 16, 17 in June. My younger brothers are 14, soon 15, and the little guy just turned 11.
This is so hard but I'm going to embrace this…and use this sadness and anger to write because my dad I knew was proud that I was going to be a writer. I'm doing this for him.
But now that I'm sitting in my room I can't help but feel so cold and this house which was full of life just Monday so empty now.
I won't lie…I'm crying and please nobody say he's in a better place….because a better place would be with us. With our family.
Thankyou for all supporting me and my family.
God Bless us all.