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Chapter 16

Good bye

Bella's pov:

What did I just hear? Werewolf? Werewolves exist? I'm standing here having it explained by a vampire, how could I not believe in them sooner. Edwards eyes never left my shocked face. I looked at him and walked swiftly past him into the house where everyone else was waiting for me after hearing the entire conversation. I was too dazed to form any kind of greeting and walked past them to my room.

I was pacing along my windows looking out to the forest and wondering if they were there? Was I scared, yes. After all vampires portrayed in the media were almost correct they did kill all except my almost unique 'vegetarian' family so what were the odds that they were good werewolves. I laughed at my pathetic self. I was lost like I said to Jacob not to long ago. I was certainly no vampire or even close to something Superior but neither was I human, I would soon be wanted by the most power full vampire family that exist and now would be avoiding full moons. I'm a lost cause and a prisoner to my own knowledge. The knocking on my door didn't startle me as it would have if I was so suddenly alert to my world.

"Come in, Edward" I sighed to myself.

"Bella, I'm sorry we didn't tell you sooner, we felt it safer for you not to know" He had clearly been practicing what he wanted to say.

"Safer? You knew well enough where I was going tonight! Thank god it wasn't a full moon then or I might of been dog food" I was angry and I was letting it out on him, when he stated laughing it just made me worse. He saw my face turn red through frustration and walked over to me.

"Silly Bella, they don't need a full moon to become a wolf. The don't intensely hurt people they protect them from my kind. Although letting you go tonight was unforgivable of me I just couldn't let you be around when everyone was thinking insane. You don't belong to our world and would never put there willingly" His cold arms where around me and his eyes burning onto me, I could
feel the anger disappearing but only being placed with rejection that he didn't want me as much I wanted him. The tears welled up in my eyes.

"I want to be in your world, I want to be in my families world and I don't want to be left on the sidelines no more. I told you I love you how can I believe you love me back when you would see me stay human" I was lonely in my world. I wanted Edward to be the same as me.

"I would never condemn you to this life! I love you to much, can't you see that? look at Rose and Esme how hard being frozen in what they are grieves them and you think I would give you death to prove my love for you? Bella your soul is too important" He meant his words but it doesn't stop my pain. Wasn't it my choice?

What could I say now? I would be human until my pending doom and the fates of my family who are willing to die for me. I would be the cause of their deaths. Their love for me would kill them and I could see I've already lost the fight about me joining their kind. Could I be selfish enough to let this happen? Would I see my Edward fall? The love between Edward and me is new physically and I would always love him unconditionally but is it enough to destroy all of my other loves? I should leave. Through all my mental ramblings Edward had never left my side and was growing in frustration at my lack off response.

"Edward would you please gather the family together, I need to talk to them" I said hiding the pure agony inside my ripping heart. He left the room and I prepared myself for the only solution I see to save all those I love.

Edward's pov:

Bella had asked me to gather our family for a talk? I could see how she felt about my refusal, she was hurt. I would not change her. I will not create a monster in her. I will not be part of it.
"Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Jasper, Rose, Emmet could you please meet in the dining room?" I said this a little louder than you would in normal conversation knowing they'd here. All 6 of the walked in the room and sat down looking at me, "Bella wants to talk to as all" We heard her walk down the stairs and I took my seat.

Her eyes were red from crying and tears still filled them, she was shaking a little. I flew from my seat to hold her. She looked up at me clearly broken and acting as the middle aged woman she was born as. Was I the reason for this pain? She held onto me as tight as she could. I saw it then in Alice's head, saw what Bella was doing or was going to do. Alice gasped and her heart broke.
Bella knew we now knows what she is about to do and she looked at Alice and then to me.
"I must" she whispered and let go off me to stand at the head of the table. The thoughts around me were already in pain.

"She's going to leave us, As her mother I should stop her but would I push her away" Esme about to have her second baby taken away was breaking up inside, Carlisle's hand held her down from sweeping Bella in her arms and never letting go.

"We've lost her, lost her" Alice was repeating herself over and over. I was also stuck in the pending agony to move.

"I'm going to leave" Bella's voice shaking and breaking brought us back to reality with a hard bump.

"Leave, why? We can work though What you're feeling Bella we love you." Jasper almost shouted at her. His thoughts were giving me the first hand experience of her emotions "She's feeling lonely and rejected, She leaving to protect us?"

"I see that I don't belong in your lives and that me staying would result in Alice's vision, so leaving is the only way to stop that from happening" She had a little more confidence in the words, she was trying to protect 7 vampires at her expense.

"Edward I hope you're happy. You've single handily broken this family and broken you're soul mates heart" Rosalie's thought along with her murderous glare cut through me and crippled me, I had to sit down. My soul mate? I had no soul to give.

"I can see this hurting you all, I want you to know I love you all so much but I really see no other way" Her cheeks were stained with escaping tears and everyone was stunned in the silence trying to create words to fight for her.

"I'll god damn bite you, stay." His words of course he meant them, he also meant the "I'll tied Edward up somewhere first" thoughts he was having. I hate to admit but I don't think I'd give up much of a fight.
"I don't want to be turned, not to be wanted" I did want her badly, but my mouth wouldn't move to scream the words. I was the reason this was happening. Did I want Bella forever? no doubt, I
will never in my life love anything as close as I her. I could not let her die, she deserves more.

"I guess this is my goodbye to you all, it would be to hard any other way, please don't try to stop me. This is what I want.I promise to be in touch soon and I promise to be safe. I love you" She ran out of the room, to undoubtedly pack her 16 years of life and never come back. Around me were 6 broken hearted vampires, all who would cry if they could. Their thoughts screaming blame at me, whether they truly mean it or not. Rosalie meant every vicious word. The guilt was killing me but how could I agree to any other solution? I am not being selfish. Strange that in her dreams I left her, I was the stronger one. Now she's leaving me and strength is something that I no longer possess. Alice's visions were changing the Volturi would not come, Bella will live, as long as she was no longer a part of our family.

Good bye Bella. I love you.

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