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"Naru" I whimpered "please help me".

I curled up into a ball and clutched my hair painfully with my hands, wishing and hoping for some way out of this.

At the same time as Mai whimpered for help Oliver Davis jerked awake. He stared at the wall opposite his bed whilst breathing heavily at first he looked shock and then a pained expression made its way onto his face "Mai" he whispered. He swung the covers of him and jumped up from his bed. He ran out of his bedroom and before the door closed you could hear him whisper "I'm coming for you Mai, please hold on".

Song = Mazzy Star- Into Dust

Still falling

Breathless and on again

Time passed, Mai didn't know for sure how long had passed as she lay staring at her blood on the opposite wall. All of the once gleaming white walls were now covered with her blood, she had episodes of panicking and attacking them. It was no use though, no one came. No one ever came.

It could have been days, weeks or months but to Mai it felt like years. Food and water always appeared on the table at random times but Mai never ate it, why trust the person who's kidnapped you and never shows their faces. Passing the time with singing was the only thing that kept Mai sane as she sat waiting for something to happen.

Inside today

Inside me today

There was a dream every night, different people were writing about different dreams they had but then someone would come and kill them. Every time she woke up screaming and crying she wondered where Naru or her friends were. She was starting to doubt they were coming, she was even starting to doubt whether she was mad and they were just a figment of her imagination.

What if they were hurt?

What if they weren't coming?

What if there was no one to save her?

Was she to die here all alone?

Questions kept running through her head as tears started to stream down her cheeks once more.

Around broken in two

Till your eyes share into dust

"Where are you Oliver?" she whispered broken.

Gene never turned up to her dreams anymore, whether he could get through or whether she had made him up seemed to be a question always popping into her mind.

Her body started shaking as her crying got louder.

"I don't want to be here" she shouted "please" she finished in a whisper as she closed her eyes and looked up at the ceiling praying for help.

Like two strangers turning into dust

Till my hand shook with the weight of fear

Crying and curling up into a ball in the corner of the room Mai rocked back and forth trying to comfort herself. She was afraid, was she going to end up like the people in her dreams? She wondered whether they were still here as ghosts or if they had moved on . . . maybe they were unable to move on.

She couldn't sense anyone but that didn't matter seeing as she wasn't sure of anything at the moment. She could feel Mai Taniyama fading in her mind and a scared girl replacing the once strong young woman.

I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain

Maybe they didn't care, maybe they never had cared Mai thought to herself as she tried to stop the tears from falling. Too many tears had fallen whilst she had been in this small white room. A white room with no windows, no door and no bed. It wasn't worth her tears she assured herself, hoping that they would stop.

She was tired, hungry and afraid but she too afraid to sleep and too afraid to eat, there was nothing she could do. Nothing could make her cheer up, she thought of her friends at SPR again and hoped that they were ok. As long as they were okay dying would not be so bad. Maybe it was better if she died she thought to herself. She could see Gene and her parents again.

I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your fate

Gene.

Where was he?

Why hadn't he been in her dreams?

He was real, she assured herself. Telling herself over and over again that she wasn't mad and that these people were real, ghosts were real.

She laughed without humour and it echoed around the empty room.

"You've gone mad Mailina" she told herself with a smirk. A smirk that made her thoughts turn to Naru.

What was he doing?

Did he care that she was missing?

She could be dead for all they knew. She blinked as a sudden realisation came to her. Maybe she could astral project to them. She pushed herself up as she gasped at herself for being so stupid.

Under your fate
It was you, breathless and torn

She had only astral projected once and that was to help find Masako when the young medium had been in trouble.

Could she do it again?

She pushed herself up off the floor, the room spun around her and she had to grab onto the wall for support. Not eating was a bad idea for her health she thought with a bitter laugh but eating could be an even worse idea.

Steadying herself and taking a deep breath Mai shook off the wave of dizziness and sickness. She scanned the room hoping to find a more comfortable spot but the floor was all the same, a hard leather, it was even on the walls. The walls that were covered in her own blood she thought through narrowed eyes as she glared at the walls.

She sighed in frustration and sat down heavily on the floor near the middle of the room. She crossed her legs and placed her hands on them, on hand gently cupped in the other as she forced her body to relax. She took a deep breath in and slowly let it out before closing her eyes. Her back was straight as she tried to calm her emotions down.

It was obvious when she felt calmer because her back slowly relaxed and she had a slight smile on her face.

I could feel my eyes turning into dust
Into strangers, turning into dust

Home she thought.

Naru.

Ayako.

Bou-san,

Masako,

Lin-san …

Over and over in her mind she relayed everyones names and their images, hoping that this would send her soul soaring towards them.

Her eyes moved quickly behind her eyelids as the images came faster and stronger. She could practically here their laughter, their voices . . . she thought that she could even see them sitting together with lots and lots of empty coffee cups and maps and paperwork lay out in front of them all.

Masako curled up slightly towards John who was muttering something to Madoka who nodded in reply and sighed sadly.

Naru wasn't anywhere she could see but Lin was busy tapping away on his laptop.

Mai felt tears slide silently down her face as she thought of her friends, they all seemed to real and she couldn't remember this memory.

She let out a sad laugh as Yasu playfully kissed Bou-san's cheek only to receive a girly scream of disgust from the Monk and a hard shove.

"Mai?"

Mai jumped in shock as she heard Masako say her name in disbelief. She turned to Masako who had tears in her eyes and was slowly pushing herself up from her seat. Mai gasped and her hand flew up to cover her mouth as Masako looked at her with wide eyes. Everyone else was silent and looking at Masako now as she moved her way towards Mai.

Mai stared at her friend in shock, this wasn't a dream she thought. This was real. She had managed it. She had astral projected. That wasn't what had shocked her though.

Masako was round!

As in pregnant round!

Mai stared with her mouth hung open "you're pregnant" she murmured softly to herself as her gaze flickered towards her wedding finger. There was the engagement ring sat neatly against a wedding ring "and married" she said in a broken voice.

"How?" she asked in shock and disbelief. She was suddenly over come with grief. Just how long had she been in that white room?

"Mai? Is that really you?" she heard Masako ask but all she could do in response was take a fearful step back as Masako took one closer.

"Mai please don't be afraid" Masako whispered softly as though afraid she would scare Mai away.

Mai turned to scan the room, everyone was looking at Masako in confusion, they couldn't see her Mai realised. Only Masako can seeing as she was a Medium.

"Masako?" John asked from slightly behind Masako "what are you talking about?"

Mai turned her head to the side as she regarded him, he seemed happy. She turned back to Masako and noted that she was radiant, pregnancy really agreed with her.

"Mai's here" Masako stated simply as though there was no need for an explanation.

Yasu frowned "where?"

Masako pointed to me "there"

"But.." Ayako stuttered.

Bou-san gasped as Madoka clapped her hands to her mouth, her eyes suddenly filling with tears.

"if only you can see her Masako then that means … that means that she's …" Madoka shook her head mournfully as tears fell from her face.

Mai sighed and rolled her eyes "I'm not dead" she stated flatly but then paused with a frown "I . . . I don't think I am" she finished confused. She placed a hand to her chin and looked towards the ceiling trying to think back on what had happened.

She hadn't eaten whilst she was in that white room but if this was real then it had been months seeing as Masako seemed to be about six months along.

How can anyone survive without food for over six months?

They just can't, Mai answered her own question.

Mai's eyes suddenly narrowed as she turned her gaze towards the place she new to hold the calendar and yelped in surprise.

"No!"

"No, no, no, this isn't possible … this can not be" Mai gasped as she stared at the calendar. "this isn't real" she tried to assure herself as she stared at the calendar. She hastily made her way over to it and in anger swiped it off the wall. She was sure that she wouldn't be able to touch it but she did.

The calendar flew across the room and hit the door that belonged to none other then Oliver Davies.

Everyone jumped and yelped as the calendar hit the door with a loud thud. Mai stood breathing heavily as she stared at the place the calendar had hit.

"Mai, please talk to me".

Mai turned to look at Masako "and say what Masako" she asked sadly.

"I'm dead"

Turning into dust
Turning into dust

"I'm dead" Mai repeated as grief over came her, her legs grew weak and she fell to the ground as sobs shook her body "I must be, there's no other explanation". She scrunched her fists in to her hair and screamed and cried in sadness. Why must everything be so confusing she thought to herself?

Everything started moving so quickly making all members of SPR yelp except for Lin who was now pulling out his phone quickly, Masako who was staring wide eyed at Mai and Mai who was breaking into a thousand pieces with no one to help her.

She wanted some one to hold her, to pull her close and to tell her that everything will be okay.

"Mai please calm down" Masako screamed over the sudden noise of a screaming wind and things breaking.

Mai's sobs and cries didn't quieten but the wind stopped and everything fell to the floor.

"It's impossible" Mai stated as she rocked herself.

"Will someone please tell me what is going on in here?" a deep voice asked from just behind Mai.

Mai's head flew up and she turned to look at none other then Oliver Davies stood in the doorway staring at everyone with a hard expression.

"Naru" Mai whispered.

She stood up mechanically and moved towards him but he just moved through her as he walked forwards. Mai froze as she watched him walk over to help Lin right the table.

"Naru" Mai said louder in a broken voice.

"He can't hear you" Masako spoke softly but it made everyone stop what they were doing and pay close attention to her as she moved across the room and towards what they supposed was Mai seeing as they couldn't see her.

"Tell me what you know" Masako still spoke softly as though she was afraid that Mai would suddenly disappear "tell me what happened to you Mai".

At the sound of Mai's name Naru froze and spun to face Masako "Mai?" he asked, his voice broke as he stared at Masako.

Mai's shoulders fell and she nodded towards Masako "I don't know anything, everything's white, I didn't even think I was dead but I must be because I never touched any of the food they brought me and that calendar says that it's been nearly nine months since that last time I saw any of you".

Masako relayed what Mai had said to the others.

"No one can survive that long without food" muttered Yasu from beside Ayako.

Mai smiled softly "no, they can't".

Masako smiled sadly at Mai as tears fell from her eyes "I miss you".

Mai smiled back "then find me" she managed to whisper as she disappeared only to reappear back in the white room. Maybe she was dead or maybe she was still alive somehow. .. but there was a way to find out. They just had to find her, either they would find her or her … body.

She sighed and fell back so that she was lying on the ground, astral projecting … if that was what she did was so tiring. She would try again when she woke up.

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