Consequences: Tsukasa
Chapter 2 To Each Her Own Mindset
Kagami is found laying on her bed running a high fever, sweat soaking into the sheets as Tsukasa's voice pulsed through her mind.
"I'm not Konata!"
"I'm not Konata!"
The words rang throughout her head, a sting of pain and guilt stabbing her each time the phrase repeated.
'What... did I do? This is all just a sick dream... I know it!' Her hands clutching her pillow, head buried deep into a pillow. Her head was spinning, her thoughts were clouded, although her... regrettable actions took place less than a day ago, her mind and conscious refused to believe it, repressing it into the depths of her mind.
'Everything happened so fast... First Konata, the one who cherished me for who and what I was... I attacked her, in a way worse than any physical attack could. I turned against not only my love, but the love of my family, Tsukasa... For what did she deserve the immense tolls I placed upon her? Just because she could've been happy? Because things didn't turn in my favor? I'm no better than a goddamn child? What the hell do I do now?'
Tsukasa had moved herself to the living room, although it was the early morning, she wasn't able to sleep nor was she able to stay comfortable in her room, not out of fear, but of worry...
"Kagami..." She had to say the name of her once beloved sister, it reverberated within her and seemingly throughout the empty room where she had placed herself, sent shivers down her spine.
'If this Is how she really is, I don't know how... how I could possibly continue... she took everyone in her way down with her as she crashed, Miyuki, Konata, and now it's my turn... I have to do one last thing, so long as I can say what I need, I don't care what she does to me, I just have to get to Misao!'
She looked outside, seeing the sun barely cracking into the sky, with the cold, crisp, morning air nipping at her, she began to run out of the house, into the world.