Kaila

I must've looked a mess as I walked through into the lobby of the hotel. "KAI!" I turned around like my limbs were planks a smile flickering onto my face as JJ literally chucked herself at me. "Do you have any idea how worried we have all been? Cody was about ready to kill himself! What happened to you? Was it Orton?" I pulled away, silently laughing. I motioned for her to chill out.

"I needed some time to myself." I know Ted and Cody are going to kill me. You watch it. Ted is going to come in with a snide comment any moment. I knew I should have said sorry, but coming back around to the apologies thing. I hadn't realised how panicked they were until JJ almost choked me with her hug.

"Kaila what were you thinking? We spent the whole night searching for you. You better be grateful to AJ and Jeff they were helping look for you and they haven't slept either." There he was, Mr bloody asshole. This is not the first time I've done this and its certainly not going to be the last. You can stick it if you think that will happen. Ted and his snide comments every time. What would he rather I do? Bloody go try and make a suicide attempt? I think better when I'm on my own. Although I was surprised to hear about AJ. I thought he hated me. I guess I better learn how to apologise. I'll thank him and Hardy later.

"KAILA!" Cody pushed past JJ and Ted to come and crush me. For once I let myself be crushed. I could see JJ leading Ted away. I knew he hated me being like this. This is the only way I can think without hurting someone. I have always been like this. Except this time I've never had friends who care enough to notice me gone. I haven't had an episode like this for a while. But I know the last one I had, I almost ended getting killed and I knew that was the risk this time. But I'd rather be hurt than let someone I love get hurt. "Kaila, what were you thinking?" Cody whispered into my hair.

"I was thinking I needed time alone. I was thinking that that is my best way of coping. I don't need to be confronted when I'm doing something right." I whispered into his chest. I squeezed him tighter.

"C'mon, lets get some sleep, we'll talk about it in the morning." We walked into the lift and there was an agonising silence.

"You want to know why I ran off?" I asked Cody, not really sure where the heck I was going with this. Well can't say I'm not telling you everything. Cody looked up from the floor at right me with his big brown eyes. I would normally backtrack and say something else. But I already dug myself in a deep hole by running off, I gotta climb my way out of it. "I felt that you, Ted and JJ getting hurt was my fault. I just wanted to run away." I felt the tears that wouldn't come out earlier, prickling through now. Cody must've seen one roll down my cheek cuz he took his thumb and wiped it away. He pulled me closer to him as I drenched his shirt in tears. Luckily I trusted Cody enough to tell him my backstory. My real backstory, not the one I tell people. Ted is the only other person who knows it. I get too wrapped up in it I keep forgetting that people don't know why I don't apologise, why I do have these episodes. My fake backstory is that I was born in New York and was raised there till freshman year at high school which is when I got bumped to Mississippi. I went to Bailey Magnet High School in Jackson, then went to Mississippi College in Clinton which is where I met Ted. Part of that is true. I was born in New York, New York and raised there till my Aunt Verity, my absolute saviour "Kicked" me out of the house and booted my ass to Mississippi College. Furthest college I could think of without practically being put in a frying pan. I mean except LA. I would fly over to LA during the holidays with Verity whilst Ryan went to Sydney with my cousin Tyler. I loved my cousin and miss him like mad, I still keep in contact with him and I did with Verity until she passed away. I remember calling Ty as soon as I found out, I comforted him till the early hours of the morning. Back to the point. I'm going off track in my guiltiness. I was talking about how I trusted Cody enough. Oh yeah. I trust Cody with my life and at least I knew for certain that he would try and comfort whether he agreed or not. The lift came to our floor and we stepped out. Cody put his arm round my shoulder and I snuggled into him, mixing his hand with mine as we walked. He clicked open the door and pushed me in first. I jumped on the bed and kicked off my heels for the second time that week, the relief of having flat feet again was worth waiting for. Cody grabbed a pillow and jumped on me hitting me with the pillow grinning. "Cody!" I giggled. He chucked away the pillow and started tickling my hips. He's such a kid! I giggled and squirmed as he wouldn't stop tickling me! Time to return. I took my nails and tickled him back on his torso, especially 6 pack cuz he's real sensitive there. I turned us over so I was on top of him still tickling.

"Kaila! Kaila! Please stop, I beg you! Kai!" He was giggling like a giggly school girl on a Krazed sugar rush. I stopped and plonked my ass next to him, snuggling up to him. I felt my eyelids fluttering shut and Cody kissed my forehead. "Love you, Kaila."

"I love you too Cody." I managed to get in before I drifted into creepy dreamland.

Next morning

I tossed and turned looking for my man, my arms groping the empty space. "Cody?" I murmured. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I saw Cody coming fully dressed as he was combing his cute fluffly (Combo of fluffy and lovely, mine!) hair.

"Morning, gorgeous." He stated as he kissed me. I felt the butterflies reappearing once again as ever. Every day I spent with Cody, I felt ever more sure that Cody was The One. Y'know? The one person you choose to live your life with forever?

"Morning. What time is it?" I murmured, pulling away from the kiss. Codes shrugged like he does and like my little fashion slave he picked up an outfit as my phone rung with my little Olly Murs (damn this sexy gorgeous man! He is wayyy less hot than my Cody though!) song- Busy (Check it out, it's awesome!) signalling me phone got a text. I crawled over to the phone. I picked it up and before checking the text, I took some time to check out Cody's damn sexy ass. He turned around and my attention diverted to my phone, where JJ had texted me: Hardy Training session: Wish me luck! I know how they work, you practically come out as achy and breaky as Mr Achy Breaky. Bad joke. Hehe. I did consider becoming a comedienne. But my bad joke total is going up and up by the day. You'll need it, Good luck. We'll meet you there later! K&C xx . I laughed at that. Hardy does the most intense workouts known to man and then he has the damn audacity to complain we ain't working hard enough, agreeing to the workout is hard enough! No, I'm joking! I love Multi! My little pet nickname for 'im. JJ has skittles and I got Multi. Yeah my creative levels were screwed that day.

"Who ya texting?" asked Codes in a sing-songy voice. I showed him my phone he laughed. Olly played again and I took the phone away from Cody to see that it was JJ again. Would you mind checking in on Ted? He seemed a little out of sorts? :/ . I showed Cody again and he frowned. I'm on it like a car bonnet! Oo-er! Codes says hi btw! K&C xx. I jumped off the bed and speed-showered. I smiled at the outfit Cody picked out. It was his own Dashing T-shirt which he got me for my birthday. Typical Cody. Aww. That's why I love him. His t-shirt and my straight dark blue jeans. I picked out my grey biker boots. I super-speed changed! "You look- Dashing!" Cody whispered, as he got up from the bed.

"Cheers, oh dashing one!" I whispered, as I pecked him on the lips once again. I grabbed my phone off the bed and called Ted. Voicemail. His phone was either off or he rejected my call. That's not like him. "Ted." I whispered. I dragged Cody to the lift .I called again. Bloody Voicemail! This was not the Ted I knew. He has never been like this. Not after one of my episodes. Not even when Kristen the Bitch completely ruined his life forever. The lift opened on JJ's floor and again I dragged Cody out. I knocked on JJ's door. I heard the faint come in. At least he wasn't out and about. He wasn't being like Cody and beating the man who hurt his girl. I clicked open the door and slid in, tugging on Cody's arm to follow me. "Teddy?" I looked around. He was nowhere to be seen. "Teddy? Honey, are you in here?" I heard some muffled shouting from around the bed, where you can't see properly at first sight. I walked toward the noise. I saw Teddy tied up by his ankles and wrists. "Teddy! Oh my good British God! Who did this to you?" I never heard his reply as darkness surrounded me.