These girls would probably tell the other preps once they found out about me. Two more tears fell at the thought. I get enough at home but I have get it at school too. Maybe if one of these preps spent one day in my shoes they would stop but they just want to get daddies money and be set, they don't care. They never would care, about me or anyone else in my position.
The one that I remembered as Alice stopped me before I got to the sink. "Oh my God! Are you ok, Bella?"
Rosalie noticed me and then walked over and said "Why are you crying? What's up?" She seemed to really care, they both did and I was surprised, no one ever cared.
"I.. I… Im fine," I stuttered we all knew it wasn't true. But I gave them a light smile as if to tell them to get on with their lives, not to worry. They looked at me with worry and concern .
"Bella, if you're fine why are you crying?" Rosalie asked. They might care now, seeming like I could trust them, but then when the preps get to them, they would tell everyone my secret. So I couldn't trust them, no matter how much I wanted to.
"I can't tell you. Sorry." I said then ran out of the bathroom, well more like limped then run. I went to my next class biology with Mr. Banner. I sat in my seat and put my head down on my arms. I had about five minutes to sit and let some pain through.
I slowly let down the walls around most of my emotions, pain, love, trust, hope, anger. Suddenly all of my pain came back and it was too much. I hoped this time it might be enough to kill me or keep me under for as long as possible but I knew it wasn't enough. I slowly became less aware the last thing I heard was someone or someone's, calling my name. Then nothing, and everything went black.
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