Love always have's a Price
Edward's Pov
When I woke up out of miny comma it was already 8:35am which meant I was about a hour behind my schedule,that meant I would have to skip breakfast and go strait to work. I quickly got dressed and ran downstairs only to be greeted by an angry looking Winry and sympathetic Al sitting at the kitchen table."W-Winry don't be to rough now...", I said in a low and frightned voice having difficulty not running for my life. "....ED YOU IDIOT!!!!!",she screamed as she lunged foward at me with a expression on her face that could even kill Chuck Norris. "WINRY!!!!", I screamed as I tried to dash for the door but she caught me by the pants leg causing me to fall on my face."BROTHER!!!WINRY!!!",Al screamed in his soft frightned voice which only made Winry even angrier thinking he was taking up for me."SHUT UP AL ED IS AN IDIOT AN HE DESERVES ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING THAT COMES TO HIM!!!!",Winry screamed as she held me by my collar and gave Al a deathning look."Bye Winry Bye Al!!!",I shouted behind me dashing out the door."......",Winry looked down and realised that she was now sitting ontop of a dummy that looked nothing like me,"EDWARD!!!",she screamed as she swung the dummy around and nailed Al in the face with it.
"Hey Ed",Hawkeye said as she smacked me on the back causing me to stumble alittle but I caught my grip back."Sheesh,you have the strength of a man's hand", I said laughing as I put my hands behind my head and rested my head back."WHAT THE HELL!!!", I screamed as something shot past my ear so quickly I could barely make out the noise."Would you like to say that again?...",Hawakeye said with a cool and calm voice that made my skin crawl as she had the gun pointed directly at me."N-no", I said as I zipped past her and to that bastard's office, I still had to give him my latest report.
Before I entered his office I put my ear on the door and listened very closely to make sure no one else was in there,there wasn't any other voices as far as I could hear and so I kicked open the bastard's door without so much as an ounce of remorse."Hey Bastard i'm here to give you my report.....which I didn't write because I had a little mishap at home so it'll be a verbal report.".....",the bastard didn't say anything he even actually continued to do his paper work....his paperwork. "Hey Bastard what's the big idea, I gave you a good excuse as to stop doing paperwork and you completely ignored it", I said with a questioning yet upset voice and I couldn't help but think that when I said he completely ignored it I actually meant he completely ignored me. ".... leave,now....",he said with such a voice that I didn't even make a smart reply but I simply just left his office.
Around 12:00am
"Hey Ed?!",a voice called my name and aa pair of keys smaked me in the same sore eye."....sure....i'll lock up", I said as I grabbed the keys without screaming anything or losing my temper but just laying my head back on the library table and going back deep into my thoughts."You Okay Ed?",Hawkeye said with worry in her voice as she looked at me with sympathy."I'm good I just don't want to go home to get beat by Winry", I laughed nervously as I scratched the back of my head smiling, I could sense the worry in her voice and I didn't want her to waste her time worrying about me so I lied because I wasn't okay,good or fine."Okay well just don't forget to lock up like you did yesterday,see ya Ed",Hawkeye said as she waved goodbye and walked away. ".....yesterday?!.....", I whispered to myself as I quickly got out a sheet of paper and a pen and began to jot down a quick report so I could quickly get to that bastard's office and have an excuse as to why I was still here.
I got done with my report around 1:15am,once I was down I quickly got to that bastard's office. I knocked on his door and there was no response so I assumed that he was asleep again like yesterday and so I kicked the door opened with a smirk on my face."HEY WAKE UP YOU BASTAR-d.....", I looked at his desk and noticed he was wide awake and doing his paperwork....again or maybe still. "......",he looked at me once and went back to doing his paperwork. "Hey what's the big idea???", I said getting upset with his ignoring me game, maybe it wasn't a game though."....",once again he said nothing leaving me to silence."HEY!!!", I screamed getting really upset now."Get out,why do you keep coming back you idiot who has no clue of alchemy's laws....",he said with such harshness it made my heart stop for 2seconds.".....HERE!!!", I screamed as I threw the report on his desk,tears threathning to come out my eyes and so I had to start running."Edward....",that bastard said my name right before I left out the room and knowing him he must have known that I wouldn't allow myself to give in because of my big ego."...what?...", I said quietly still trying to hold back the tears."Tell me what you heard yesterday....",he said and I could feel him staring right through the back of my head."....fine....", I was tired of lying to him and I just wanted to go home to get beat by Winry,anything would be better than standing here in this bastard's office with tears threathning to fall out my eyes at any moment if I lost focus on keeping them in."Yesterday I heard you an a woman talking to each other about....loving...each other",the word loving came out chocked and tears started to slowly fall out my eyes when I said it. "Edward?,promise me you won't tell anyone about her and me....okay?!",once again when he said this it sounded more like a command then a question."...fine", I said as the tears started to come out more rapidly but I just had to ask one more question before I left in order to confirm something."....do you...love....her?", I said the tears really coming down rapidly now and my throat hurting from holding back the chokes I wanted so badly to release."Yes....yes I do,that's why you can't tell anyone because she's married and we're trying to keep this a secret....",that bastard said it so calmly I could no longer hold back the noises and they came out louder than I expected."....Edward???.....",that bastard said my name as he came and wrapped an arm around me."You Bastard.....so I guess the feeling wasn't mutual,huh?!", I sobbed as I fell to the ground and burried my face in my hands."....Ed....ward....",that bastard said my name again and nothing more."Don't say my name anymore,you lost that right so long ago but I just liked the way it sounded on your lips and so I kept allowing it and now it sounds stupid on your lips",I said wipping away the tears from my eyes when I felt a hand lift up my head."Edward.....",that bastard still didn't understand the meaning of don't say my name again,but then he did something that caught me off guard,he kissed me on the lips and pulled away.".....bas-bastard???......", I knew that I should be more sensitive to him after he just kissed me but I had to admit it was kinda funny refering to him as bastard after that,although I was still pretty shocked about the kiss."Ed?",for the first time he was asking me to listen instead of commanding me to."W-what", I said nervously as I stood up and walked over to him."I may love her but........I'm in Love with You...."he turned around and gripped my chin and looked me strait in the eyes,"Edward... are you in love with me?",that bastard said with longing behind his eyes."What do yo mean bastard?...of course I do I am the one who came in here crying....", I said looking down even though he still had my chin cupped in his hand."Edo it's way past your bed time ya know",he said smirking."HEY WHO YOU CALLING-",he cut me off by kissing me and I was more then delighted to return the offer.
A/N:...please review...i'm finally leaving my grandmom's house and going home!!!.....yea but anyways let me know if I should add lemon in this or keep it fluff.....by the way this is my first ever yaoi fanfic and my first ever fma fanfic so please review and stuff.........