Realization

Edward's POV

I woke up next to something warm and before I even realized what, I felt like I would never want to move again. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a snoring bastard cuddling me, I couldn't help but look at his lips and how easy it would be for me to just lean in and claim them as mine. Although my mind told me not to my body had a completely different idea and before I knew it my lips were already locked with his.

Roy opened his eyes and smiled as he watched me lock lips with his, before I could pull apart Roy had already had already slid his hands into my hair and pushed are lips together harder. Although I wanted to pull apart and breathe, for air, I decided I should wait for him to do it first. So we continued our deep kiss, until I finally broke it up.

"Damn", I mumbled under my breath as I sucked in air deciding that I wouldn't let him know how much I needed, but I could tell he already knew by the way he grinned at me.

"Wow Ed, I didn't know you were so happy to see me!", Roy smirked and at first I didn't get it until I looked to where his eyes had traveled. Once I understood I was so upset I decided to pull a Winry and threw the closet thing to me at his face. Unfortunately for him the closet thing to me was a wine bottle, for a few seconds I felt satisfied until I looked at the bleeding man in front of me.

"…That was a bit much, don't you think Ed?", Roy said in a cool and calm voice and I could tell he was upset with me.

"Well…that's what that perverted mouth of yours gets you!", I huffed as I turned the other way crossing my arms, unwilling to admit that I might have went a bit far with the Winry stunt.

"…",Roy didn't make any type of smart reply and instead remained quiet and although I pretended not to care I would sneak sideway glances at him every once in a while. Finally after what felt like forever in silence I sighed and mumbled something under my breath.

"What was that Edward?", Roy asked amused and I just mentally slapped myself as I turned around to face him.

"I said, I'm sowwy that I hit you in the face with a glass bottle causing you to bleed and that I maybe went a bit to far by doing that.", I huffed and plopped down on the bed ignoring the other man's tiny laughs.

"The famous Full Metal apologized to me!", Roy smiled before he grabbed my waist and pulled me up into his lap. To bad for him he didn't notice I said 'sowwy'' instead of sorry and so it wasn't really an apology.

"…", I stared at Roy confused as he stared at me in a weird way, the look seemed to be as if he were looking through my very soul and so I shifted my gaze else where so I wouldn't feel as self-conscious.

"Edward Elric?", Roy said both my first and last name so I knew this had to be something serious. I turned my attention back to him seeing as he was now talking but he was still giving me that weird look and I was tempted to look away, but I didn't.

"Edward Elric…I..love you…", Roy's weird look turned into one of discomfort and I quickly smiled before I could even process the words.

"What are you smiling about?", Roy asked almost surprised and I couldn't help but laugh a bit at the new look on his face, which was one of wonderment.

"It's just that the 'Great' Flame Alchemist seemed to have a bit of a hard time saying 3 little words, is all.", I laughed and I watched as Roy's face seemed to turn red, from what, I don't know but I knew he looked completely handsome that way and that I would like to see it on him more often.

"…", Roy didn't reply but instead slowly lifted his head to give me a questioning look, raising one of his eyebrows and poking me with his finger in the process.

"What?", I asked annoyed although I knew what he wanted.

"…", he continued to stay quiet and for one second I swore I saw a look of disappointment and rejection in his eyes.

"Fine…I..love you too!", I mumbled and Roy just pulled me into a deep and passionate kiss before stopping and smirking at me.

"It seems like my little pipsqueak is all grown up now…so does this mean you'll drink you milk from now on?", Roy joked and I took it very offensively.

"Hey Who You Callin a Pip-…what the hell…did you call me Yours?", I began until Roy shut me up with a kiss and I gladly took the offer. Only Roy could make me feel this way, I thought to myself as I wrapped my legs around the other man and at that moment I realized how much Roy truly meant to me.

A/N: … I suck at this fic now…darn… I guess by now people notice I don't really use big words in my fic..well that's because I edit it and make the words more simpler. If I didn't if someone didn't know a word they would have to take time away from my story to go look it up and I will not have that so there, you have an answer to why I do that now. Also I'm trying to figure out the difference between love and admire, my friend brought it up and now I think of both of them like the same thing..give me your opinion. To me love is when you truly feel for someone and you think just about everything that the person you love does is cute and the not so cute things are cute in their own little ways, but admiring is basically the same thing to me and don't go giving me the definition because I'm very well aware of the freaking long author's note anyway…reviewz andz stuffz^^