(The Next Day)
Clare's POV I layed down on my bed and rubbed my belly while thinking about what I was going to do I knew that I did not want to have a abortion or give him or her up for adoption so I think it would be the best decision to raise the baby. I did not care if I was going to do it on my own but if Eli still want to be me after I tell him I guess that is good too I just want my baby too be taken good care by her mother and father. I just love my baby and I hope Eli loves him or her whenever I decide tell him I pregnant. I decide to meet up with Alli and Jenna to tell them that I am pregnant and to ask Jenna about how I should tell Eli since she has been through the same thing with K.C. My mom was not home when I left so left a note and head to the Dot.
(At The Dot)
"Hey Alli. Hey Jenna." I said while sitting down.
"So Clare what was the thing that was important that you could not wait to tell us?" Alli asked.
"What I am going to tell you two have to swear that you will not tell Eli at all." I said.
"We both swear so what is it." Alli said looking at me.
"I am one month pregnant with Eli's baby." I whispered.
"Are you sure?" Alli asked with the look of shock on her face.
"Positive I took a test and it was positive and then I went to the doctor and they confirmed it." I said.
"Wow so what are you going to keep it." Alli asked.
"My baby is not a it, my baby is a her and yes I am keeping her I already love her I don't think I could ever give her up or get rid of her." I said.
"Aww Clare that is so sweet I feel the same way with Tyson I don't get how when I was pregnant K.C want me to get a abortion but I don't even think that was possible because I already felt a bond with him and then K.C left me for slutty Marisol just because I would not do it but I don't care anymore because I got the best thing out of the relationship and that was Tyson. I was just so happy when K.C signed of over his rights to so Tyson can have a good life with me." Jenna said proudly.
"He really told you to get a abortion or he was going to leave you?" I asked.
"Yep he sure did right after I told him that I was pregnant and you know I told no I said I rather have a baby that loves me than a than boy that does not and then I left." Jenna said.
"Wow I would do the same exact thing." I said.
"So when do you plan on telling Eli?" Alli asked.
"I was planning on telling him soon but I am just scared that he is going to leave for someone else?" I said.
"Come on Clare you know Eli would never leave." Jenna said.
"Ya but I heard about around school that Imogen may have set her sight on him." Alli told us.
"A-a-are you serious now Eli is definitely going to leave me when I tell him." I chocked through sobs.
"I am so sorry Clare I did not mean it like that please don't cry he would never leave you for her besides Imogen crazy." Alli said.
"Still he can leave me for someone else." I said still sobbing.
"No Clare Alli did not mean it like that. How about we head back to your place and let you relax a bit." Jenna said while looking Alli.
"Okay I think that sounds good." I said while I finished crying.
(Back to Clare's House)
"So Clare has Eli talked to you at all today?" Jenna asked.
"Adam told me that Eli has been a little worried about you Clare because you have not called or texted him all day." Alli said.
"Well matter a fact he texted me and he asked me if I want to go on a picnic with today and I said yes." I said.
"Oh well I guess we should be heading out then." Alli said.
"I think that would be good besides I have to meet Eli in 10 minutes." I said.
"Clare try to tell Eli today maybe." Jenna said as she headed out.
"Maybe I will. I am still unsure bye Alli, bye Jenna.!" I yelled as the left my house.
(At The Picnic)
"Eli what did you make for our lunch?" I asked.
"If you must know my love I made all of your favorites." Eli said.
"Aww thank you Eli you are just to sweet." I said but before I knew it I was crying.
"Blue Eyes why are you crying did I do something wrong if I did I am so sorry." Eli said sounding very worried.
"No no you did nothing wrong its just shows how much you really love me." I said.
"Oh well I do love you more than the world." Eli said while leaning in to give me a kiss but I dodge it because suddenly I had this feeling to vomit.
"Eli what is that smell?" I asked very disgusted.
"I think its the chicken salad." Eli said.
"I feel really sick right now." I said before I knew it I was been over a trash can throwing up. Eli ran over and rubbed my back while I finished up.
"Clare are you okay?" Eli asked.
"I am now can we just start eating I am really hungry?." I asked.
"Whatever you want Clare." Eli said while looking at me confused.
(20 minutes later)
"Umm Clare I was wonder why has your hand been on stomach for the past 20 minutes?" Eli asked.
"I didn't know it was bothering you or is it something else because if it is I can just leave and see you later." I said really irradiated oh these mood swings are going to the death of me.
"No I did not mean to offend you I was just wondering." Eli said defensively.
"Oh well I don't know. Eli I was wondering would you ever leave me for Imogen?." I asked as tears started to well up in my eyes for the thought of it.
"Imogen you mean that crazy girl of course not. What gave you that crazy idea?" Eli asked.
"I guess Alli did because she said that Imogen liked you and that makes me think you are going to leave me for her." I told him though sobs.
"Well Clare I promise I will never leave you no matter what because you are the love of my life." He said as he wiped my tears.
"Eli I don't know what I do if I did not have you in my life." I said as I leaned on him and rubbed my stomach.
I think I will tell him to soon I thought to myself.
