Heh....'^-^....PLEASE DON'T HURT ME!!
...hehe, i have adhd....i get...distracted, easly...
and my friend Madi finnaly made me write the rest to i could finish it off and give it to you!
i thought the chapter was longer then is really was....hehe....it's not.
I DO NOT OWN NARUTO! AND IF I DID....uhh....PEIN WAS SHOW UP MORE!!! AND KAKASHI WOULD BE MINE!....;3
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Sakura came out of the nurses office for the second time today, but this time it was different. She could hardly come out of the door without help, you see, Sakurahad never used crutches before. She wasn't to good at it, just like walking in heels. She would fall, easily. And she was not so proud of that.
Sakura was walking down the hall, when she glanced to the wall and saw the clock. 'Lunch is almost over, only two more hours! Come on! You can do it!' she thought to herself. Then she sighed, 'No, no. I still have stuff to do after this. When I get out from school, I have to go and look for a job, but before that, I have to go see Gai for something.'
I am truly sorry, my dear readers. But I seamed to left out the part were Gai whispers to Sakura to come see him after school. Why he did this, well, you will just have to wait and see. But I can tell you this, he didn't look to happy, or mad, but just told her with eyes she couldn't understand. So I hope you understand now, I am every forgetful when I tell this story, because everything is important. Every moment, every whisper, every little thing is done for a reason. Some are good, some are bad. But I can tell you, a lot problems show up for are dear Sakura. But all for the best, my I reassure you. And there may not be a happy ending, but it is all for the best. Even if it looks like it hurts, the path is bloody. But I have hope at Sakura can overcome this and see the sky, not the ground. Or the cup half full, not half empty. She will see past all of the blood, and maybe become happier. And…maybe…sing for the first time.
I'm am sorry if you are confused, but Sakura's sempai hates music with her soul. Everything she had to do with music was in secret. Sakurahad never told anyone, but…she was scared. She hated the quiet, not the quiet, as in a odd silence in a conversation, truly she liked those. She was never big on talking, and she likes the semi-quiet. She craves the little sounds. Like the breathing of another person, or the hum of a fan, in fact she can't sleep without some sort of noise. But the dead quiet. She hated it so much, she would go insane. And music seamed to be the answer, but yet another problem.
She would always stay next to her sempai, so she barley had anytime to her self. So when she would hear a song with her sempai, she would go into a mad rage. Sakura was scared when her sempai did this. that's why she never said anything, hummed, singed, a song, or melody once in her life.
Over the years, Sakura started to forget about music. But that is starting to change. You see, slowly music is becoming apart of her life, she may not realize it yet, but this is just the tip of the ice cube. And, dear reader, I hope you will understand that music is till new to Sakura. But, you see, Sakura had to learn to play the piano for one of her undercover missions. She didn't know how much she loved it, nor, did she realize that she would tap her fingers on a table like she would on the piano.
And there, dear reader, is how much she missed music for the past 11 years. She craved it, but she didn't know it. She had an inner song just waiting to get out, and it would show when she let down her guard. She was scared. And reader, she hated being scared, she had lived her hole life being scared. And she was sick of it, that's why she put up the tuff front. But inside, was a little girl who liked to dance and sing, and who was afraid of quiet, the dark, and small places.
And, reader, you can only understand that Sakura didn't have high self-esteem. But was brave, so she didn't care what people said about her. It was her, that was making herself crumble, little by, little. The voices would hunt her. But she would all push that aside, and put a guard up. So behind that guard was a wimpy child. Who just wanted to be free of everything. All the blood, all the death. But, is slowly dieing everyday. The little voce that said, sing, dance, laugh, smile. Was getting smaller, and smaller everyday. Along with who Sakura was.
And she knew this, and she was scared. Another thing to push away, and with this, dear reader, that you will finally understand that Sakura lived in constant fear of being her self.
Sakura sighed and kept walking down the hall to her next class, passing the stars into the class room next to it. Her next class, but still, as she tried to open the door with her hands, she would hear the loud talking from the upper floor.
You see, on rainy days. Everyone would eat in the library, or any of the other class rooms on the upper floor. All that was up there was, the library, and the different rooms that had art, dance, and everything like that. They were all Z rooms.
After Sakura got the door open, she rushed inside. Then hobbled to the nearest desk, but she wanted to sit in the back. She sighed, and started up the stairs to the top left desk.
Trying not to fall, Sakura put all of her attention on the steps, and didn't hear the door open and close. Nor did she hear all of the voices that started to whisper then they saw her struggle up the steps.
"What the hell is she doing?" one whispered to the other.
"I think she's trying to go up the steps." the other answered.
"God fucket, what the hell did you do to her, Tobi?" one said to the other.
"Tobi didn't do that!" one called Tobi whimpered to he other person.
"Yeah, I mean. Yes, Tobi screwed up big time. But Itachi gave her some sort of medicine he got from Zetsu. She should have been fine from Tobi's stupidness. But look at her hands, there burnt. One must of attacked the other, or something. Itachi is not one to pick fights." the other said matter-a-fact-ly.
The person turned to face that person, and gave him a confused expression. "What the hell do you mean by that, Kisame?"
Kisame sighed, and shook his head. Then looked to him, "Hidan, it means that she could of fought with Itachi and got hurt. Or this had nothing to do with us, hell, who knows. She could just of tripped for all we know." Kisame looked away from Hidan, to Sakura. She was trying to get to the top step, and she was almost there. But she had to grab the desk next to her to help her up. Then Kisame said to his friends, "Hell, for all we know, we could be so wound up at the resent attacks in town, were thinking that someone had finally come after us."
Hidan looked to Kisame, then back to Sakura with a hungry gaze. Then looked back to Kisame with a grin. "Hell, I think your right. We are always on edge, were going to give are self's fucken hart attacks if we keep this up. In fact," he looked back to Sakura who just reached the top step, and was leaning over a desk, trying to sit down and put down her crutches at the same time. Then he looked back to them, "I think we should go and make friends." and with that, he started to walk to Sakura. Kisame and Tobi just looked at him, wide-eyed.
Sakura had just sit down from climbing the stairs, and putting her crutches beside her. '…I hate stairs today, they are evil.' she thought. She sighed and closed her eyes and put her head on her arms on the desk, then sighed. She wiggled a little, and then got conformable. She started to drift when she felt a tap on her shoulder. She moved her head in there direction, then opened her eyes half way, then grumbled, "What?"
This person laughed, and then sat next to Sakura.
Sakura sat up, but then slumped in her chare. This person just smiled and looked her over body with his eyes, he seamed to smile wider when he finally got to her face.
Then he reached out his hand and smiled, "Hi, my name is Hidan. What's yours, beautiful?" he said smiling. He thought, Easy Hidan, you don't want her to start drooling.
You see, Hidan was every….confident, in him self. To put in a kind way. But sometimes, his 'confidence' would get him a smack in the face. And this seamed to be one of these times.
Who the hell does he think his is, just coming all up into my space and breathing my air with his perverted attempts to get laid? This Hidan person can just go-…You mean, the Hidan? The one with the scythe? Aww, man! I would of loved to punch his face into the back of his scull! I have to play along! Ugh, this is just not my day….
Despite everything Sakura rather be doing, she just smiled at him, her eye brow twitching. "My name is Fumiko, nice to meat you Hidan." She said in a tight voce.
Hidan just smiled, Look at her, she cant keep her eyes off me!"Fumiko means long-time beautiful child, right?" He said, leaning a little closer. To close for Sakura's comfort.
Okay, this is it. I have had a lot of stress today, and I'm not going to put up with something I don't have to. This is ridicules! I don't care anymore! I don't give a fudge if I'm on a mission! This is not right!
Sakura's smile disappeared, and she leaned away from him, she was about to give him a peace of her mind when a voce behind her spoke.
"Hidan stop it," the voce boomed. H-how could I not of heard him coming?!, Sakura thought. "cant you see that she's not interested."
Sakura turned around and saw a large person standing beside her, she recognized him as Kisame, and the smaller person behind him was Tobi. Sakura's anger was insanely doubled at the sight of him, he seamed to be a pain in the ass for her today. Thus, did not help her act at all.
Hidan sat up in his chair, he looked pissed. She was wrapped around my finger! Fucking Kisame! "What the hell Kisame!? She was all over me!" he said as if she wasn't here.
Sakura snorted. Heh, he's such a idiot, who do you think your fooling? Sakura cleared her throat, they looked at her with a confused face. Sakura just focused on being nice and getting trust. "Hello," she said, turning in chair so that her back faced Hidan, and she reached out her hand to Kisame, he looked surprised. "my name is Fumiko, Fumiko Harumi. And your name is?..." she asked.
Kisame blushed a little, it had been a while since a girl was nice to him, so he reached out and shook her hand. "My name is Kisame, and this," he turned around and pointed to Tobi, but Tobi kept trying to hide behind Kisame. Kisame just moved out of the way and pointed to Tobi. "is Tobi."
Sakura let go of Kisame's hand and reached out for Tobi's, he wasn't looking at her, and he played with the edge of his shirt.
Sakura put down her hand and sighed, So much for getting trust…
yay!!! i'm done with that, and i will work on Scared, but Loved now!!...it seams to be more populare now that i re-did it....
if you comment i will...uhhh, up-date faster!!! yeah, that really makes me want to write when people are pressuring me, thats when i workt he fastist!!...