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Chapter five: Maybe
Beck's POV
"Truth." Jade replied.
"How did you feel when you got to ten, and you realized he wasn't coming?" Cat asked Jade. Even if I have gotten over Jade, Which I have, that was still a rotten way to break up with her after two years. It was worse than a texting break up, which suck.
"Like my whole world was dead. Cat, there aren't words. You don't understand what it's like to never be loved by anyone, not even my own father loves me! Not even my own mother loves me! Beck loved me. It was like losing the only happiness you have, and knowing you could never get it back." I never realized how much I meant to Jade. Maybe she was only so jealous because she was so afraid of losing me? Well, her plan backfired.
I felt a pang of empathy for her. Why? I am so confused. Why did I care that Jade misses me, when I don't miss her? Why was I glad Jade was trying to force Sinjin on to another girl, when I wasn't dating her? Why did I feel so awful that I dumped Jade through a door?
Maybe a have a few feelings left for her. Maybe.
I sneak a quick glance at Jade, her black hair with the green streaks. She looks... Hot. But that doesn't mean I like her, I mean, Cat is pretty too, but I don't feel the same way... I look at Jade harder, I see the real Jade underneath. The Jade only I could see. The smiling, happy Jade.
I miss that Jade.
"Okay." Cat replied to Jade's rant.
"Truth or dare?" Jade asked Cat.
"Dare." Cat decided
"I dare you to... Umm... Use my scissors to cut up your mom's favorite shirt!" Oh, typical Jade dare, I roll my eyes.
"But that's so mean!" Cat cried unhappily.
"It's a dare." Jade reminded her.
I hear the two girls exit the room. They came back in a few seconds later.
"Truth or dare?" Cat asked Jade.
"Truth." Jade chose.
"Do you still love Beck?" Cat wondered.
What was my answer to that question! Do I still love Jade? I turn my head sideways to look at her. Our eyes meet for a second and we both blush.
On the outside Jade's vicious, but on the inside, she is sweet. I put up with the outside to get the inside. Is that a fair trade. Maybe.
On one hand I hate her. I hate her jealousy. I hate that she tries to hide her feelings from everyone. I hate how she makes everyone else feel bad.
One the other hand I love her. I love how cute she is when she's jealous. I love how she listens to me, but no one else. I love how beautiful she is. I love how she would talk to me about thongs that were hard in her life. I love how she told me everything. I love her.
The love is a lot longer a list.
"Yes I still love Beck. I love him with all I own, Cat. He was everything to me. He made me happy. I miss him, and I love him. I love him more than anything else. I love him more than he has ever loved me. I love him more than anything else." I also love how she loves me, But no more than I love her.
"Truth or dare?" Jade asked Cat.
"Truth." Cat decided
"When was your first not-stage kiss?" Jade asked her.
"Seventh grade. A guy named Carlos Richard, he dumped me at the end of seventh grade." Cat answered. "Truth or dare?" Cat questioned.
"Truth," Jade decided.
"If Beck decided he wanted you back would you take him? And how would you try to argue less?" Cat wondered. I'm very interested in the later question.
"I'd give him hell for leaving me, then welcome him with open arms. I'd also tell him to never leave me again. Then to argue less.. I guess I'd talk to him more.. About my feelings and stuff." At least she would try. "Truth or dare?" Jade asked.
"Truth." Cat replied.
"Are you still mad at Tori for kissing Daniel?" Jade needs to become less of a grudge holder.
"No, not really. I got to punch her in the face! That's enough revenge for me!" Cat squealed. Wrong thing to say. That will trigger Jade's jealousy issues.
"Dare." Jade said finally.
"I dare you to let me drive you to Beck's house, then we are going to talk to him." So this is where I come in.
"Okay," Jade's voice sounded.. Scared?
"That's the end!" Cat shouts proudly. I groan internally. This is gonna be awkward...
A/N: Please tell me what you think! This was kinda short... The next chapter is the last one):
I have another bade story in mind to do after this... So don't worry!