AN: so I'm going to try and get back on track with updating it, but I have to do one at a time with my stories. So here is the next one enjoy! P.S. the outfits are on my profile.
I love you
I'm driving behind Aphrodite getting closer and closer to their house 'I'm really nervous. What if they don't want me anymore? I was really mean and now they know my past relationship.' We pulled up and I got out of my car, but made no movement towards their house.
"Bells its ok, when they see you they are most likely to tackle you" she laughed a little. I nodded my head and follow her to the door. "We're home!" shit she yelled that loud 'No more time to escape. I guess I have to get it over with'.
"Who is we?" Solange came in with Blaize by her. When she saw me she hesitated, but ended up tackling me with a hug. "OMG! Bella I missed you so much! Do you forgive us?" she was in tears as she said all these things.
"Ya, but it wasn't your fault. I'm just a very sensitive drunk." I smiled at her. After she hugged me Blaize did the same, picked me up, and carried me to the living room. Everyone hugged me and the girls cried saying sorry and stuff. Darren wasn't there so I asked where he was and they told me he's in his room being a girl (lol). I said bye to them and walked towards his room.
When I was at his door I could here the music blaring. I opened it and walked in which he obviously didn't notice. I crept up to him and still no indication that he knows I'm here. By now I'm right next to him so I leaned over him and kissed him. His eyes popped open and when he knew it was me, he grabbed me pulled me closer and kissed me deeper.
His hands gripped my hips as I straddled him and my hands were in his hair. The kiss kept going until we needed air or more like I needing air since he actually doesn't need it. I was breathing really hard trying to fill my lungs and he just stared at me in surprise. "You're back. I thought you wouldn't come back. God I'm so happy you're here." He grabbed my face and kissed me again then hugged me.
"Ya, I'm back and I missed you so much. I thought you were going to be disgusted in me and not want to see me again." I looked away, but he grabbed my chin and gently turned my head towards his.
"Never, I will never ever be disgusted in you." I smiled and he wiped the tears, which slipped out, away. "Hey there is something I want to ask you." I nodded my head for him to continue "Will you go to homecoming with me?" 'I can't believe it, he really doesn't hate me'.
"Yes, I will" I hugged him. I looked outside and noticed it was really dark outside and that I was too tired to drive home. "Darren I'm really tired, can I sleep here tonight?"
"Ya sure let me just make the guest room up" I stopped him and just looked at him.
"No like in here, with you" I was feeling really self-conscious and scared that he was going to reject me, but he did the opposite.
"Sure there is plenty of room in my bed. Not sure if you'll do any sleeping" he had a smirk on his face and I grabbed a pillow and started hitting him with it.
"EW you pervert!" I was laughing and he grabbed me and just kissed me lightly.
"But I'm your pervert until you tell me you don't want me anymore." I smiled and got up.
"Ok I'll be right back. I'm gonna get some PJ's from Aphrodite, she is my size and we wear the same style so ya" [AN:I notice I say YA a lot so if that bothers anyone I'm sorry]. 'OMG I can't believe this, I'm really not ready to do this. I know I've down it with a lot of people, but I never loved them like I do Darren'
I knock on her room "Hey Bella, what do you need?"
"PJ's please and don't make it like sexy" I looked really nervous and she could definitely tell.
"I'm guessing your sleeping in his room. Ok how's black shorts and a blue tank?" she was rummaging in her closet.
"Perfect and the short's length is good. I love you so much!" I hugged her and kissed her cheek and left to the bathroom to change quickly. My palms are really sweaty 'I hope he knows I don't want to do it'. I walk in his room and see him picking a song on his I-pod. It was Panic! At The Disco- Ballad of the Monah Lisa.
"Hey" he looked over at me and I guess he could tell I was nervous to.
"What's wrong? Look I was just joking about getting no sleep we aren't actually gonna do anything. I promise." He came over to me and put his hands on my hips and kissed my forehead. 'Thank god, a big weight was just lifted. I was scared'
"Thank you, I know I was like a big slut, but-" his and was over my mouth.
"Please don't call yourself that. You're not a slut and I don't think of you that way, ok?" I nodded my head and he removed his hand, but replaced it with his soft lips. For the first time ever I felt loved and accepted. It was a passionate kiss; he was trying to show me how much he loved me.
His right hand tightened on my hips and his left one went to my back drawing circles very softly. My stomach started to get a tingly feeling and I pressed myself harder to him. His tongue entered my mouth and fought for dominance (which I LET him win). Suddenly I felt something poke my stomach and he just froze. He immediately let me go and turned away from me.
"Um we should probably go to sleep soon" his voice was very edgy 'Aw, he's embarrassed' I came up behind him and wrapped my arms around his hips.
"It's ok if you want I can help you with that" I licked his neck and I could feel him shudder. "All you have to do is ask" he turned around and grabbed my shoulders.
"No, I'm not gonna treat you like that. C'mon lets go to sleep" wow that's the first time someone said no. He picked me up and put me on his bed. That night we just cuddled and went to sleep.
~~~~~TIME SKIP~~~~~~
'mmm its smells really good' I open my eyes to find Darren sleep. 'What time is it?' the clock said 8:00 'I can sleep more. WAIT! It's TUESDAY!' I jump out of bed pushing Darren off.
"What's going on?" he wiped his eyes and stood up.
"It's Tuesday and we are late to school!" he just laughed at me "Why are you laughing this isn't something to laugh-"
"No school today. The teachers have their weird meeting thing. Guess you forgot; c'mon lets go back to sleep" we got back in bed, but I stayed awake until he fell asleep. I got up again and left the room. I was really quiet not to wake anybody and got my shoes to leave. Once I was in my car I sped off going somewhere I haven't been in a while. The valley Edward showed me.
I finally found it and lay down in the grass. Even though I don't like him anymore I love this place. It's really peaceful. I don't know exactly why I wanted to come here, but I'm glad I did. When I sat down I heard a snap and looked up. It was Edward 'I really need a knife and some vodka now. What the hall is he doing here?' "Bella you're here; I knew you would still love me" he ran to me and kissed me, which I immediately pushed him off. "What are you doing? You would always want me to kiss you, now you don't?" I could see that he started getting angry.
"I don't love you anymore so get the fuck off me jackass!" I was furious, who does he think he is to leave and then come back expecting I waited for him. "You sicken me I don't know why I ever loved you. You controlled and manipulated me like I was your puppet which you did say I was" I turned around and tried to walk away, but he grabbed me and pulled me over to him and forced a kiss on me.
"I don't care you are mine. Your blood sings to me so that makes us soul mates." I tried to push him off, but you know vamp. Strength can't win that. He finally let me go and slapped me. "Where is your car? I will take you to that disgusting house to get your stuff." Ok this is good I'll take him to the house, he doesn't know what he is up against. They can take him, right?
~~~TIME SKIP~~~
We stopped in their drive way and got out. I left for about an hour they should be awake. I walked to the door and right when I was gonna open he stopped me. "What are you doing? You are gonna wait in the car I can't trust these people." I stood my ground because I needed my plan to work.
He definitely didn't like that cause he grabbed my arm hard and dragged me to the car. I hurt like a bitch. "OW! That hurts stop!" he didn't listen, but I know someone in the house had to. The front door opened just as he shoved me to the car. And me being a klutz (though it wasn't my fault) I banged my face into the window. My lip started bleeding and I think I broke my nose cause I felt something warm dripping. There were tears coming out of my eyes do to reflex I looked up and saw Darren and Blaize come out the house. I looked at Edward and his eyes turned black and he looked at me like I was his food.
"Bells!" Darren and Blaize yelled my name right as Edward lunged.
AN: and here is my newest update hope you like it already working on another chapter. Review please