Okay so the last chapter sure ended with a bang didn't it! Was anyone expecting that? Okay anyways, for anyone submitting reviews please make sure to include if you would like the baby to be a boy or girl. I will see which overrules and might take some help from the one that I choose.

Meredith grumbled as she threw her scrubs back on in fury, after Addison had very awkwardly performed a quick pelvic exam. She then left the room to let Meredith change for the ultrasound while she grabbed her chart.

"Karma hates me Derek." said Meredith as she sat on the exam table.

"Karma hates you?" asked Derek with a laugh. "Mere it's Addison; she's one of the best in the country.

"She's your ex-wife!" shouted Meredith. "You really think I want my husband's ex-wife examining my…. you know." said Meredith angrily.

"Meredith…." started Derek trying to get her to calm down and not have anyone outside hear the scene unfolding.

"Derek it's like if I had Finn or one of my exes do a surgery in an awkward place on you. Wouldn't you feel the least bit embarrassed and violated? I need a new doctor."

"I can recommend someone." said Addison as she came into the room. "I get that this is awkward and I'm probably not what you had in mind for your obstetrician. I get that. Just for today since no one is available I'm going to do the ultra-sound." said Addison as she pulled out the ultra sound machine.

Meredith looked at the ground feeling guilty that Addison had heard all of her ranting and raving. She lay down as Addison moved the machine slightly forward. She then grabbed another pair of gloves and the gel. "Now this might be cold." warned Addison. Meredith nodded knowing the procedure but jerked slightly when it hit.

"Ohhh!" said Meredith as Derek gave her his hand to hold onto. "You don't think that's as cold as you warn it to be."

Addison laughed. "Yeah it is really cold. Okay… hold on now…." said Addison as she moved the wand around Meredith stomach. Suddenly the room was filled with a loud thumping noise. "There's the heart-beat."

Meredith's ears perked up immediately as she heard the thumping noise. Her relief fell as soon as she realized that there actually was a baby inside of her. An actual human being.

"Oh my god… Mere…" said Derek in awe of this wonderful sound and his wife who was carrying his child.

"And that." said Addison as she turned the screen and pointed to the monitor. "Is your baby." Addison pointed to an image that was no bigger than the size of grapefruit.

Meredith let out a shaky breath that she didn't even know she was holding in. Derek looked over at her and gently rubbed her arm. "You okay?"

Meredith shook her furiously head. "No. No I'm not okay." said Meredith as tears started to form in her eyes. "I can't do this. I can't be a mother." said Meredith.

"Meredith, yes you can. "started Derek.

"No! Derek I can't." said as she sat up on the table and was handed a tissue from Addison. She vigorously wiped the gel off her stomach.

"Meredith you're going to make a great mother. You know that." said Derek.

"No!" said Meredith getting more upset than she had been. "I can't…… I just can't." said Meredith as tears rolled freely and she sucked in irregular breaths.

"Alright Derek you're making her blood pressure go up. If you don't want to do any harm to her or the baby, you need go outside for a few minutes." said Addison as she led Derek out the door.

Derek glanced back once at Meredith, not wanting to leave as he was escorted out by Addison. Addison then came back closing the door behind her. She took off her gloves and tossed them away and quickly filled a small paper cup with water. "Lie down and drink this." said Addison as Meredith took the water and drank some of it slowly before lying down.

Meredith lay there for a few minutes closing her eyes and trying to calm down. About twenty minutes later and a few more tears and sniffles, she was finally calmed down. "Sorry." said Meredith sitting up slowly. "I panicked."

Addison nodded her head as she tucked a wisp of her red bob back behind her ear. She walked away from where she was leaning against the counter. "It happens. Don't apologize. It's scary to think that some little person is growing inside you and you're going to have to care for this little thing when it's born. It's scary." said Addison.

"Yeah." nodded Meredith. "It's just that he's going to be the perfect dad. He's sweet and loveable. All his nieces and nephews love him. I'm going to make so many mistakes. I can't even feed a baby that well, let alone change a diaper.

"But you'll learn. Nobody knows at first. Derek knows because he's had nieces and nephews for almost eighteen years. But having nieces and nephews is completely different then having your own child. You don't get to hand the baby back when it starts to cry. You get to deal with it. And he has to learn too. So don't make yourself sound like you're going to be the only one not knowing what to do when you bring the baby home. You'll both be confused." said Addison with a slight smirk.

Meredith laughed slightly and looked at her feet. "I know I was a real bitch before…. and it still might be really awkward. But I really wouldn't mind at all if you could be my doctor. That's if you want too."

Addison smiled softly. "Of course I don't mind. It'll be awkward… yes but we'll get past it." said Addison as she held out her hand. "Welcome aboard."

Meredith smiled slightly as she shook her hand. Maybe this wasn't going to be as horrible as she thought.

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Meredith sat in her flannel pajama pants and one of Derek's tee-shirts later that night in bed. She looked up from the magazine she was reading when Derek walked into the room. They hadn't talked much since the incident in the doctor's office. She smiled as he pulled down the blanets and climbed in next to her. They sat in silence before Meredith closed her magazine and turned towards Derek.

"I'm sorry for freaking out." said Meredith.

Derek nodded. "It's alright. It's okay be afraid." said Derek as he stroked her hand with his thumb.

"I know this sound stupid because I'm a doctor and everything, but it really didn't feel real until I heard the heartbeat. Then suddenly it was like, I'm pregnant, we're actually having a baby." said Meredith.

Derek nodded with a small smile as he kissed her. "Hearing and seeing the baby, was like this insane feeling of….. a bunch of different emotions. Meredith you don't know how grateful I am that you're giving me this." said Derek.

Meredith smiled softly. She sighed as she ran her fingers over the cotton of the tee-shirt. "I can no longer fit into my Dartmouth tee-shirt. My stomach's starting to swell slightly. The fun's beginning." said Meredith with a sarcastic laugh.

"And I'm ready for it."

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