Edwards POV

I quickly left Bella's bedroom before I decided to do something harsh to her. I wanted to get back home before I do something to show the world what my family is, since that would destroy us all. I took a quick glance back at the house and saw the bedroom light still on up in Bella's room wandering what was going through her mind. That is one of my many things that I seriously can not stand. Though I have gotten used to not knowing what made her tick.

I could not tell if she was looking at the window to see where I had gotten to. I wanted to go back to her, and tell why I was acting like a total ass, but I could not bring myself to do so. Sometimes, I hate myself for the way things are between us. Though does not that happen to the best of us?

At the speed of light, I traveled home to find out if Jasper came back or if we have to go searching for him. Though, meanly, I really wanted to find out why he did such a thing. I did not have a chance to read everyone's mind before it happened, because I was keeping my eyes peered for the reaction I was hoping for when Bella finished opening her present from Alice and I.

Alice was waiting for me at the foot of the stairs leading up to the house. I could see that she looked trouble as if she had already seen what I was planning on doing. That thought was already tearing me up inside and out.

"Whatever you are thinking about doing, Edward don't," demanded Alice barely moving her lips to speak. "It was not Bella's fault."

"What am I planning on doing Alice," I said barely moving mine as well, "since you have already seen what the plans are."

"You are planning on making us all leave!"

"Maybe, have not figure out what I really want to do yet. Where's Jasper?"

"Do not change the subject yet on me, I am not through with you," Alice said darkly knowing actually what I was trying to do. "I, demand, you to tell me what is going on here, and why you are acting like a total ass."

"Yeah, when did you start reading minds?"

"I can't, remember I see what is to come," she looked puzzled when answering me.

"Can we talk about this later, I really want to talk to Jasper," growling while side stepping Alice to go through the front door into the open living room space that is now totally clear from earlier today.

Emse was cleaning up the spot where I pushed Bella out of the way and into the china plates that get hardly used. There was also a strong smell of bleach in the air, which probably meant she already got the blood wiped up from the floor. The smell disgusted me to think that my family could not be around it, but it disgusted me even more with Jasper unable to control his thirst for the one that I love more than anything.

I spotted him coming around the corner from the kitchen even though we hardly use it, unless Bella is around.

"You," I snared, "what the hell have you done?"

"I," Jasper started, "I…..I…..I…."

"I, I, I, I, what Jasper! Spit it out!"

"I lost control, alright," spat Jasper not looking at me, "that is what happened."

"Edward, please don't be mad at me. You know that I am trying really hard here not to hurt her for you," at this point I was reading Jasper thoughts to figure out why he lost control. Though nothing that he thought brought me to that conclusion of why he lost control tonight.

"I, Jasper, should be the one that would lose control more so than you. I am the one that has to be extra careful each and everyday that I am with her. I can never lose control around Bella, because I do not want to harm her!" I thundered at him. I could feel him trying to calm me down with his emotional powers, but I was not going to have it. I had to get this anger out of me before I do something irrational to myself, my family or Bella. However, Alice probably already knows what I am planning on doing. I still don't know if I should do that or not. Apparently, I haven't changed my mind yet, because if I had I would already know it from Alice.

Jasper finally regained his appearance and started talking again. "I know that you have wanted a very long time for Bella to show up," he admitted.

"Damn right you are!"

"But do not you think I such get a little bit of slack," Jasper question me, "considering my background history after all. You do remember that I was a regular Vampire longer than I have been one that lives off of nothing but animal blood. Don't you think that is hard on me too?"

"So what are you getting at," I stated through gritted teeth so that I would not start yelling at him again, even though I so very much wanted to. "That I should forgive you for almost killing Bella, just because of single drop of blood that was coming from her finger."

"Yes, that is exactly my point Edward!"

"Boys, boys!" Emse chimed in, "Please, calm down about all of this. Besides none of this is anyone's fault as it is."

Alice was by this time already in the room watching what was enfolding around her. "That is what I was trying to tell Edward, before he went around to find Jasper," Alice was saying ever so lightly.

"Shut up, Alice," I said in a not so not voice that I don't even like to use.

"Edward, please be nice to your sister, she doesn't mean any harm to you," Emse pointed out. "Is there any way in which we can work this out instead of quarreling like a pack of wild animals here."

"Oh, sure Emse, like that is ever so much possible. We are like wild beast if you haven't already figured that one out."

"Emse does have a point Edward," Carlisle was now in with this conversation. "We can work this entire thing out without acting like wild beast if that is what you think we are."

"How are we supposed to work this out then, when someone (pointing my finger at Jasper) almost killed the one that I have been waiting for to come into my life for nearly a century or two?" I bellowed taking a step back towards the piano thinking that if I sat down I could control my bloody actions.

"At this moment, I do not know what we should do at this moment," Carlisle was saying more to me than to anyone else in the room, which was now filled with the rest of the family to see what all the yelling and screaming was about.

By this time it was well past midnight, the only real light that was inside the house was from the moon. Even with Jasper ability to calm everyone down, I could see it in his eyes that he was having trouble calming himself down. I also heard this coming from Jasper's mind, "If I could have just stopped myself and think of her as part of the family this would never have happen. But of course, Edward does not want to change her, because he is afraid that she might regret the decision or that she would turn out to be one of those newborns that he heard all about from me."

The moment that I heard this, I turned to him with a horrid look. One that I believe could kill, okay not kill per say, but at least frighten. Emmett, Rosalie, Alice, Emse, and Carlisle, were all looking at me with disbelief for what they were seeing. Alice was looking back and forth from me to Jasper and back again. Wandering just about the same thing as everyone else was. What was it that I heard? I could not think nor breathe (if I could that this) nor speak about what I had just heard. I had to get out of the house as fast as I possiblely could before I rip him to tiny pieces. With that I left through the back down and into the forest to hunt some helpless lamb or deer that crossed my path. Then, I will go and get Bella for school since it was almost time to get going.

However, before I could get going, Alice was calling me.

"Edward could I come with you please?" with begging eyes she asked. I nodded in respond knowing what she wanted to talk about.