Note: I follow more of the manga then the show.
I smells safe
Chapter 2
I don't own Bleach (God I wish it was my idea)
I stayed in the 4th Division for a week after Captain Hitsugaya, Rangiku Matsumoto, Ikkaku Madrame, Yumicjika Ayasegawa, Renji Abarai and Rukai Kuchiki left to go to the world of the living. I couldn't tell you why I was putting it off but I just couldn't make leave. I got the hint that it was time for me to leave after they sent Izuru in to get my things and take me to the 10th.
"Come on Momo it wouldn't be that bad" Izuru told me as we walked slowly to the 10th Division "You'll get to stay in the captain's room that has to be a lot better then what we as Lieutenants get to stay in. And I'll stop by and see you all the time. You just need to work on getting yourself back to...well you."
"You're sweet Izuru" I said in a whisper "But I don't know if I'll ever be able to be her again. Although Aizen didn't kill me I believe he was able to kill the easy-going Momo."
We didn't say anything to each other the rest to the walk. I could tell that he was feeling guilty for his hand in what happened.
"It wasn't you're flat" I stated when we reached the door to the 10th. "You where just doing as Captain I mean Gin Ichimaru told you to do. You where just following orders."
"You should take your own advice Momo" Izuru said as he pushed the door open "We both know that you would never try to kill Captain Hitsugaya. It was all Aizen forgive yourself Momo and get back to your life."
He helped me into Captain Hitsugaya room and made sure I was settled before he left me alone with my thoughts. In the weeks sense I woke up I was alone with my thoughts way to much. I had a few visitors Renji stopped by everyday and sometimes he'd have Rukai with him. On a said note I think that those two are getting a little closer sense we were at school. But that is not the point...Captain Hitsugaya would stop by every night and see me and Izuru stopped by everyday as well. It wasn't until the day that the group left for the world of the living did I have a visitor that had never thought I'd see. General Shigekuni Yamamoto-Genryusai or in other worlds Capetian of the 1st Division. He told me that I would take as long as I needed. I asked to me removed from the 5th as Lieutenant and transferred. All he could say to that was that he would see. The old man had his plan I my needs didn't matter in the plan. I ended up being board out of my mind two days alone in that room so I found my own from by looking through Captain Hitsugaya things. I am a girl after all and we can't help it. I found myself in his closet when Izuru walked into the room.
"Momo" He called "I know you're in here they called me and told me that you haven't left once sense they dropped you off."
"I just can't bring myself to leave" I said still in the closet "I thought that if I was...never mind"
I walked out of the closet.
"What may I ask where you doing in the closet?" He asked me with a knowing look on his face.
"Nothing" I stated "I was just...it smells safe alright"
Izuru laugh holding onto his sides. I put my hands on my hips and looked at him.
"Yes it's so funny" I snapped "What do you want anyway"
"Momo" he laughed "that was the cutest thing I think I ever herd you say. Come on here going for a walk into the Rukongai it'll do you some good. So come on and get changed I'll wait for you out side"
I couldn't help the small smile that crossed my lips as he walked out of the room. I walked back into the closet and changed for a day in the Rukongai. I couldn't stop myself but before I left the room I pulled one of Captain Hitsugaya's captain haori to my face and smelled it. I know it sounds a little creepy but I still wasn't in my right mind yet. I walked out of the room slid the door closed and left with Izuru. And for the first time the last thing on my mind wasn't what I had done or all the guilt that I felt I was just able to well be Momo again.