I'm done
I don't own Bleach
this is by Momo
For weeks Toshiro and I didn't talk to me other then when he needed something from me. In one moment he stopped being my childhood friend and only became my captain. I hated this new life more then anything and I was really started to hate Toshiro. I did my work as I was told to do everyday and started to get into a habit of it. But still no talking even when Renji returned and became the captain that he was made. I had a feeling that this was the first step for him and Rukia where sooner or later going to get married. I was happy for Renji if anyone should get the happy ending with the person he loved it was him.
I then made up my mind and I was going to put in paper work to leave the 10th. I didn't want to work for Toshiro anymore. It wasn't even that we where not talking to each other or that he wouldn't even look at me when he talked to me. It was the fact that he had changed over night. So I walked into the 1st with my paper work to leave the 10th and if I couldn't do that then to resign and go and teach at the academy sure they this wasn't going to go over well. But this is something that I had to do for myself. Sure enough captain Shigekuni Yamamoto-Genryūsai was shocked by what I was saying and what I wanted. I stood my ground as he looked at me and read what I had wrote.
"Are you sure about this?" He asked me "I want you to be happy...we both know that we're going to need you when the war comes."
"Yes sir" I stated "I cannot longer stay in the 10th sir. If you want me to fight in the war then you'll have to give me what I want."
He looked at me for a moment and smiled. He then took another peace of paper and wrote my new orders down. He handed the paper to me and I looked it over.
"Lieutenant Rangiku Matsumoto will return to the 10th starting today" I read out load "and Lieutenant Momo Hinamori will return to the 5th"
I looked at it and bowed and left. As soon as I was out of the 1st I saw several hell butterflies fly. I was sure they where going out to go and tell everyone what was going on. I know that when I reached the 10th Toshiro would know what was going on and he wasn't going to be happy. As I walked I thought about what I had done this day I didn't like what I had to do. But I couldn't help it I didn't want to stay where I wasn't wanted and I know I wasn't wanted. Once in the 10th I went to my room and pack the few things that I had. As I packed I noticed that sure enough the whole division was cold. Colder then what it normally was I know that Toshiro was mad, but I really didn't care.
When I was all packed and ready to go I headed for the hall. I slid the door closed and gave a sigh when I say my breath I know it was Toshito and his anger that made the room so cold. And sure enough when I was about to walk away from the 10th and the new life that I had built when I was face to face with my second Captain and childhood friend. As I looked at him his eyes grew colder. I looked down at my arm and saw my badge and ripped from my arm and tossed it into his hands.
"I think Rangiku will want that back" I said
I know that I shouldn't say that the second that it was out of my mouth. And sure enough the second that I said that the hall froze over. I'd seen this a few times only when he was so mad that he was lousing control. And it seemed that it was always me that made him so mad.
"I'll see you around Captain" I stated
I was about to walk out of the 10th I was stopped by a hand on my arm.
"Don't do this Momo" He said "please"
I was shocked by this and it made me see red. We hadn't talk in a long time and now here he was talking to me as if nothing had changed. I pulled my arm from his hand and looked at him.
"To little, to late Toshiro" I snapped "You can't expect me to not be effected by your lack of seeing that I am alive for as long as you did and not react. I mean do you think that little of me that I would just sit back and take it. I'm not the same Momo I was sir. I'm going to my new division and I hope that you find something or someone to make you happy."
I started to walked out of the hall and to go out into the day. But as soon as I was about to reach the door I was looking at him again.
"Please Momo!" He begged "I'm begging you I need you as my Lieutenant."
I pushed through him and marched out. I was heading for the 5th when he was standing in front of me again.
"I'm done toshiro" I snapped "Done!"
and that was it he just stood there shocked as I walked away. I felt a small amount of tears in my eyes as I walked but I wasn't about to turn. I was done with that part of my life now and headed back to the 5th and the old life but with a new Capetian. I sighed and walked into the 5th but what I found wasn't what I thought it was going to be. It looked like it was running very smoothly. I guessed that was all because of Renji having been under Byakuya Kuchiki must have rubbed off on him.
"Can't say I'm not happy to have you Momo" Renji said to me as I walked in "But I was a little suprised when I hurd that you wanted to leave the 10th. I was sure that you and captian Hitsugaya where getting along well...it's not the first time I've been wrong and it wouldn't be the last. Well welcome and here's you're badge and there's you're room I'll be in the office when you're done getting unpacked."
I wanted to thank him but he was gone before I got the chance. It was nice to not have to tell him everything that I was thinking and or feeling. I took my new badge that was once my old badge and put it on. It felt normal and almost back to the way that it was long before Aizen started anything. I unpacked and went to the office there was no paper work for me to do and I thought about going to the 4th and taking off the birth control kido. But I wasn't sure what Renji might need from me today.
"Sir" I asked walking into the office
"For the love of god Momo" Renji laughed at me "You don't have to act like that when where alone you can just call me Renji. After all I'm still the same guy...they just gave me a tittle"
I smiled this was just so Renji. He didn't care about the formalists that most if not all of the captains did. And If I was mistaken it was because of the world he grow up in. He learned what really mattered in the world and tittle and rank wasn't one of them.
"Sorry Renji" I smiled "If you don't need anything from me right now I need to make a quick run to the 4th. It shouldn't take to long..."
"Whatever you need Momo" Renji smiled "Besides I kind of have um plans in a hour."
I watched him blush to match his hair. I smiled and headed for the door this was what I needed not a gard dog but friend, not a captain trying to make me forget Aizen but a captian that understood that I just needed a new captain and I needed a friend that wasn't going to not talk to me anymore just because things where going to change.
"Say Hi to Rukia for me" I said walking out
"um...I don't...know what you talking about" He said way to fast
Renji was going to be just what I needed. If Toshiro wanted to be in a relationship other then our friendship. Then this was the perfect way to start things over with but at the sometime I didn't care. I was just over it all...I was over everything and wanted nothing to do with well anything. I sighed and walked off to the 4th not with a happy thought but just with thoughts in my mind.
My trip in and out of the 4th took no longer then a hour. And once I was out I was without my little kido. I felt a little off with that being gone but it was sure that, that would right it's self after a few days. I was walking back to the 5th when I saw Toshiro fighting in the open with Renji. I couldn't hear them but I could tell that they where yelling at each other. I saw Rangiku try to stop Toshito. I felt my hands form fist and I walked over to them as fast as I could. I was upon them in moments Toshiro's back was to me but Renji looked at me.
"Drop it Captain Hitsugaya" Renji worned "Take you lieutenants advice and just go. I'm not going to fight with you about something that I had no hand in. If you have a problem with the new order then take it up with the old man or you're former lieutenant other then that I'm done with this I'm going to be late for dinner."
I saw ice form on the ground and then the off feeling that I had been feeling hit and I realized that it was almost like PMS only worse. I couldn't help what I didn't next I pushed past Rangiku who looked like I had lost my mind.
"have you lost you're mind Captain Hitsugaya." I asked as i got between him and Renji "You have no right to be mad my Captain...Captain Hitsugaya I asked to be transfused from the 10th. You want to yell at someone then yell at you're self I left the 10th because of you. I'm back at the 5th because Shigekuni Yamamoto-Genryūsai would allow me to go and teach. I asked to leave because I didn't want to be you're lieutenant any longer."
I know that everything I was saying was mean but to me it was true to me at the moment.
"Captain" I said to Renji "I believe that you'll be late for dinner...as for you sir let it go!"
Rangiku pulled Toshiro away from me and Renji. Renji smile turned and headed off to where he was having dinner at. I on the other hand headed for the 5th as I cried to myself. I hated everything about what was going on in my life right now. But all I could do was keep right on going with my life as it was now. This was my life now and as much as I hated it, I had to keep living it. I was needed in the war to come.
I know a mad Momo but i'm going somewhere with this trust me...and if you don't like it Don't Tell Me!