I don't own anything, well I own my car and some clothes and some other shit but none of the twilight character.

Jasper has fallen asleep in the car just like kids do after that had a long day at the zoo with a little effort I was able to get him to the couch before he fell asleep again, I so wanted him to eat but he had been awake for long enough.

Charlie and I sat in the kitchen eating our pizza in silence when Charlie finally spoke up.

"There are some conditions to this Bella".

"Okay" I knew this was coming it had been to go to be true when he had just agreed to it.

"One : If he hurts anyone else he is gone no questions asked no elaborate stories to make me feel sorry for him" I thought he bought that lie, Darn.

" Two" he in no way interferes with your school work".

"Got it".

"Three" I get to talk to Dr Cullen and ask if it is okay" crap that one is going to be a slight problem.

"Four: you tell me the truth right now about what is going on with that boy" he demanded. Crap…well he was bound to find out.

"Jasper is I mean was a vampire all the Cullen are Jasper was a major in the confederate army and was changed by a vampire named Maria, he fought in the vampire wars until he got tired of it and left. He met Alice and then the joined Carlisle family. A couple of days ago Jasper was changed back into a human by another vampire with a special gift . Then Alice sent him here, she thought that I would help him understand" I then stopped and waited for a reaction.

"Please Bella, I am not stupid"

"We told you the basic truth day just left out some of the details, I don't know most of them yet but when I know you will" .

"He is not coming back is he?" I think that is the question that was the most important to Charlie the only one that he wanted to know the answer to.

"No he is not"

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"Bella", the voice filtered through my lite slumber "Bella" someone began to gentle shake me. It felt like I had been asleep for five minutes, me eyes opened, it was still dark, I rolled over and checked the time I 11:10 wrong I had been asleep for 10 minutes. I looked up and Jasper was sitting on the edge of my bed.

"I am sorry" he had to stop apologizing for things he didn't do, "I am just so hungry"

"Here" I said throwing him a packet of Pringles but thanks to my bad throwing it landed on the ground next to him.

He laughed I had never heard him laugh before it was one of those laughs that make all the people that hear it smile.

"Edward tried to explain to me how bad you were at sports, I didn't believe him until now"

He ripped open in packet and within 30 seconds the entire packet was gone, he was extremely hungry I threw another piece of pizza on the plate and pressed the start button.

Within ten minutes Jasper had finished an entire pizza and every pre packaged product that we had in the house.

"Your going to make yourself sick" It was amazing that he wasn't already, but he continued and finished off this third packet of Diritos.

"These are amazing" I would say if he didn't have Esme for a mother for so many years he would have ripped open the packet and licked all the remaining flavour off the foil. "Got anymore??"

"Sorry you cleared us out" I laughed "But we will go and get some more once we have had some sleep" I said holding out my hand.

"What time is it?" he questioned looking around trying to find a clock.

"Its 12" a brilliant smile flashed across his face for a second I couldn't breath it could have been the life that eating had bought back to his face, or that his smile put Edwards to shame "Come on" he said offering me his hand.

"Where are we going?" he didn't answer he just smiled again, "Not untill you tell me".

"The joys of late night tv, my favourite show is on".

"Invader Zim"

"This is the best show ever made, well the Simpson are up there as well, but Zim shits all over homer".

"You know that you do need to sleep now".

"I slept all day" he said without looking away from the tv.

"You got knocked out, that's not sleeping" God he was one of those annoying people who only needed 2 hours sleep.

"I never needed a lot of asleep" he turned and looked at me, I felt the blood rush to my face. Why was he staring at me.

"Do you think I should call them".

"Why?"

"I don't know, to let them know that I got here okay or something like that".

"Don' t you think that Alice would have seen it if something happened to you" what if she asked him to come back now that he knows what's going to, I didn't want him to leave yet.

"Your right" he looked away sadly.

"If you want to call her you should"

"No your right" he went back to watching the tv "Hey you were right I do feel a little tired I think okay if I go to sleep".

"Of course, sleep tight" did he hate me now, was I being selfish wanting him to stay with me because he made me forget about Edward.

JPOV

Bella was in Charlies room trying to find me something to wear, apparently if it was urgent Bella would go shopping but this was Bella we were talking about it couldn't be as bed as with Alice.

Bella's room was plain but it was comfortable it was so unlike the lavish decorated rooms that Esme would decorate when we moved to a new town, no bed and over 100 years of stuff. Esme would have the best time decorating her children's new rooms she was happy when she got to make a pretty place for all her children. I miss her, but I was beginning to remember more and more of my life before, my real mothers name was Sarah.

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My fingers trembled as I dialled the number and put the phone to me ear.

She would know it was me would she pick up?

"hello" her beautiful voice filled my ear.

"Hey Al it is me, Jasper" stupid of course she knows who it is.

"I know" she answered flatly " I asked you not to call me"

And she hung up.

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"I need you to explain, I know I am human but I thought our love was deeper than the two of us being vampires"

"Ow Jasper it is but I saw what you were going to ask me to do and I can't go back to being crazy Jasper, I can't go back into the dark you have to understand that I do still love you but" she paused.

"But what?"

"I have seen it Jasper, your future if you keep heading the way you are heading, you are going to be ten times happier than you ever were with me"

"That isn't possible, I love you more than life itself if you want me to I will go to Carlisle right now and we can be together again"

"No he has already promised me that he won't change you" she said coldly.

"Jasper you are going to get married and have a family, your going to have 2 amazing daughters and a son your going to be the type of happy that I could never give you"

"How can you see all that?

"You're my world Jasper I can see everything that is going to happen to you if I focus I know what colour underwear your going to wear on your wedding day" she giggled "Blue if you are wondering"

"Who is it?"

"Who?"

"The women that I am going to be so happy with the women that could make me forget about you"

"My silly Jasper, why do you think I sent you to Bella?, don't tell her she will be all self conscience"

And with that she hung up…

"Here I think they are like from before I was born but they should be okay until we get you some new stuff" she help out an old pair of jeans and a jumper.

"What are you looking at?" her face turned red and she broke eye contact.

"Nothing" she was beautiful why hadn't I noticed that before?

Okay thanks for all the review I love them. Okay it is Melbourne cup weekend I am allergic to horses so I can't go to the race so I will be sitting ion front of the tv watching while my family is there having fun. So you will properly get a new chapter by Tuesday, But I have to get reviews for this one to be able to write another, so get reviewing please.