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"Hi Mister Webber is Angela here" I had tried a million plus times to get my trusty ( and rusty) truck to start but it just wouldn't work, giving up I and grabbed the keys with the big pink bow and a metal key ring with Bella spelt out in beautiful script.

"Yes she is up stairs" he said stepping out of my way, "You know the way".

"Thanks" I mumbled as I sprinted up the stairs the speed make me feel a little sick but then again everything did these days.

"Ang" I said bursting into the room not even knock which was a bad idea . There on her beautiful pink girly bed was Angela and Ben making out, I bet when Ben told Angela he loved her she didn't say someone else's name. Stupid!

I love you Jasper that's all I had to say look into his beautiful eyes and say I love you to Jasper.

All I could do was burst into tears, "Ow Bella what's wrong?" she said crossing the room in under a second and had her arms around me.

"He..he told.. me he… l..l..loved me" I managed to get out in between sobbing.

"Well that's great " she had usher me to her bed rubbing circles on my back, "Isn't it?"

"I told him I loved Edward" I broke out in a whole new wave of sobbing.
"Ouch" Ben said from somewhere behind me sending me into an even deeper sob.

"Ben shut up!" I could hear her slapping him across the arm but couldn't see anything through the tears.

"why did you do that?"

"I don't know I was just kissing him and then he said I was beautiful and he loved me" by Angela just being there I had calmed down "I love him but I just couldn't say in my head it was Jasper but when it got to my stupid mouth I said Edward".

"Did you tell him?"

"I tried to but he got so angry and then Charlie came home and it just got worse and then he left" and then the thought just came to me " what if he doesn't come back Ang. God what if he doesn't come back".

"He will come back Bella it is okay" she didn't get it.

"No no Angela I am late" it was the first time I had admitted it to myself let alone to anyone else.

"Late for what? Do you need me to drive you?"

"No" I took both her hands in mine making her look me in the eye "I am late".

"Ow…ow god Bella how late?" she was looking me up and down.

"Two months, I have been to nervous to take a test" I said anticipating her next question.

"Why did you sleep with him Bella?" that wasn't the question that I was anticipating.

"I didn't want him to leave, I wanted him to stay with me I didn't want him to leave like Edward"

"Ow Bella honey" she took me a quick hug and then jumped up.

"What are you still doing here?" she was talking to Ben "go and get us a test"

"A test for what?" Male.

"A pregnancy test Ben".

"ahh okay just so we are clear this is for Bella right?" he asked nervously.

"How could it be for me Ben".

"Just checking he said as he rushed out the door.

"It is okay Bella we will work this out".

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APOV

I had seen him coming last night walking up the driveway like he owned the place. Like he didn't rip us out of our home and change our lives forever.

I had felt something bad was going to happen when he decided we were going to leave. He did this his decision lead my Jasper to that hospital room, tore him away from me and he expected open arms.

There he was Edward Cullen it is all going to get even worse when he finds out. Stop thinking about him Jasper my Jasper stop it, if he even got a glimpse of Jasper and Bella, well my brother has a bit of a temper and my Jasper was fragile now. Stop thinking about him.

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"Alice, expecting me?" he was covered in snow, if it wasn't snowing here it was raining, hell it did both sometime. I wanted to go back to forks everything was good when we lived in Forks. I hate you, Crap 33469233+555555= 34024788 + 445621 =34470409.

"What did I do?" he looked shocked.

"Nothing" I said but I knew that he wasn't listening to the words that came out of my mouth, Come up here acting like you never left. God stop it. Living with Edward you have to learn not to think anything that you didn't want him to hear, I was failing at this very moment.

"Ow Alice did you miss you big brother?" he said holding his arms open. Before I could express my disgust at the prospect, Esme burst through the door and into Edwards arms.

"Ow my boy my boy my boy" she said putting kisses all over Edwards face, "Why didn't you tell me?".

"Surprise!!!"

"Ow I thought you would never come back" she returned cooing over the return of her first son, "ow all my boys have left, Emmett and Rose went to live on their own and Jasper".

"Yeah all she is left me was me" I tried to joke but inside I hated that he was getting such a warm reception.

"Good to see you son" Carlisle held out his hand when Esme finally let Edward go.

"Missed you to Carlisle" Edward said taking his hand. Ass.

"What is your problem Alice you have been sanding hateful thoughts to me ever since I got back"

"You want to know what's wrong with me.."

"Alice" Carlisle interrupted

"No this is all his fault, nothing bad was going to happen if we all stayed in Forks".

"Alice please not now he just got home" Esme pleaded.

"What happened to Jasper?" I must have been thinking about him without even noticing.

"Jasper" Carlisle started, "Jasper moved back to forks"

"What about Bella" he said taking a step back getting ready to run.

"She is happy Edward leave it alone" I snarled.

"I will be the judge of that" and with that he was already gone.

"Everything is going to change now I can already feel it already"

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