Break your little heart
Chapter 2- waking up sober

Disclaimer- Stephanie Meyer owns all Twilights
Lullabies- All time low
Make it a sweet, sweet goodbye -
it could be for the last time and it's not right.
"Don't let yourself get in over your head," he said.
Alone and far from home we'll find you...

Dead - Like a candle you burned out;
spill the wax over the spaces left in place of angry words.
Scream - To be heard, like you needed any more attention;
throw the bottle, break the door, and disappear.

Sing me to sleep; I'll see you in my dreams,
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."

Forever's never seemed so long as when you're not around
it's like a piece of me is missing.
I could have learned so much from you but what's left now?
Don't you realize you shot this family a world of pain?
Can't you see there should have been a happy ending we let go?

Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams,
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."

Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to sleep.
Sing me to s...

Sing me to sleep (You've taken so much with you...)
I'll see you in my dreams, (But left the worst with me...),
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry."
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Edward POV

I felt something warm wrapped in my arms. I opened my heavy-lidded eyes to see what it was. I nearly chocked at the sight. The most beautiful girl I had ever seen was lying in my arms. I woke up next to an Angel and looking at her pale face and brown hair, it made me feel terrible.

How had she ended up in my apartment? Last night's events were a blur; I remember dancing, laughing kissing by the Warf or was that all a dream. I looked under the sheet to find myself and her completely naked and I went even paler.

I didn't remember last night that well and looking at the evidence around me I had taken this angel from the sky and brought her here where it's quite possible shell hate me. I stared at the dress hanging over my chair and my top laying on the floor in a heap along with my pants and her under clothes.

I looked back at her innocent face and sighed I knew this couldn't end well. I watched her eyelashes flutter as she opened her eyes. They were a chocolate brown and I got lost in them. She truly was beautiful.

"Morning," she whispered, snuggling closer to me.

I smiled forgetting my worries about the previous night. I held her tighter to me and stroked her hair. She looked up at me and I watched her pause for a second.

"Your eyes are pretty," she murmured.

"So are yours," I whispered back relieved she hadn't immediately jumped to a conclusion and thrown a fit and walked out. I felt calm and I was glad to have a few more moments with this angel in-front of me.

"No there not, there boring," she muttered.

"They're beautiful," I whispered and then I looked at the alarm clock. I sighed as I glared silently at it.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"Well don't freak out but its one o'clock," I said shifting her in my arms delicately so she could see the clock for herself.

"Oh no," she moaned and then as if something had struck her she looked at where she was and really saw what was happening. Here comes the fit I thought reluctantly a little disappointed our time had come to an end even if it was just a drunken mistake it still felt special to me.

"What have I done, I'm so sorry," she said before moaning quietly and then she rolled away from me. I opened my arms so she could free herself and I watched the girl walk away from me over to wear her dress was laying but she never got there.

"Bathroom?" she gasped and then she was running for the door.

"First left," I said rolling out and running after her. I heard a door slam down the hall and quickly rolled out of the bed to follow her. I knocked on the door and heard a retching sound in response. I opened the door and walked in.

The girl was kneeling over the toilet retching up her stomachs sorry condense. I walked over and wordlessly gathered her hair and lifted it out of her face. It felt like silk in my fingers and I watched her vomit.

"Go away," she moaned and then retched again. I saw a hair tie around her wrist and lifted her hand and slipped it off tying her into a knot and standing.

"I'll get you a glass of water and some clothes, I'll be right back and then you can shower," I said and quickly ran to the cupboard and got a towel, and then walked into my room and picked up her dress. It was ruined, a dirty red stain was splattered across it and I grimaced, that would probably never come out.

I sighed and walked to my cupboard where I noticed my jumper from school with 'Cullen's girl' written across the back. The idea was to give it to someone special and I had the great idea to give it to her. I smiled to myself and got some off my old sweats to go with it, along with a dark blue v neck and an old pair of trainers. I grabbed a glass and walked back into the bathroom filling the glass with water and handing it to her, and then I sat the clothes and towel on the basin and sat next to her. She was still retching and I began rubbing her back until she finally stopped.

"You ok?" I asked.

"Thank you," was all she whispered before attempting standing.

She was shaky on her feet and it took her a moment to regain her balance and then she stepped into the shower and I knew that was my que to leave.

"I'll have coffee and breakfast when you get out," I said and closed the door behind me.

"Thanks," I heard her mutter and then I heard the taps squeak in protest as she turned on the water.

Bella pov

I felt the warm water wash over me and immediately felt better. My hair was in knots and as I took the hair-tie the gorgeous Angel had put in I felt it tickle my back as water started rinsing away the vomit.

I didn't have the energy to stand so I sat on the floor and let the water run over my naked body. What have you done I kept asking myself until finally I got sick of it and stepped out turning of the water and walking over to the clump the greened eyed boy had given me. I dried off and without looking I dressed although I did notice the only items of clothing that actually belonged to me were my bra and knickers.

When I opened the bathroom door I smelt food, I smelt bacon eggs but more importantly coffee.

"What's wrong with my dress?" I asked as I stepped into the kitchen.

"Sorry, it's ruined," he spoke in his velvet voice and it wrapped around me. I tried to tell myself not to get in over my head but I couldn't help it last night was special to me but I would never admit that.

"Ok, well how will I give you back your clothes?" I asked as he sat opposite me and pushed a plate towards me keeping another for himself.

"Keep them they look good on you," he said and then began to eat as I felt my traitor blush creep over my face as I went a bright crimson. I heard him chuckle and looked down at my food not realizing how hungry I was until I took a bite.

"What's your name? I feel weird not knowing I don't know how to say anything," I heard him say.

"Bella," I said after all the chances of meeting him again were slim and what did it matter if her knew my name.

"Edward," was all he said.

"Edward," I murmured and then I looked up at him. The name suited him and now that I thought of it, I didn't think he'd suit anything else.

"Thank-you for everything, and I'm sorry about last night I didn't mean, I-I'm sorry," I said as quickly as I could, trying to get it over and done with in one breath even though I stuttered half-way through. He was silent for a moment and I stared down at my food waiting.

"Sorry," I finally muttered.

"For what?" He finally managed to say and I looked up startled by his injured tone.

"Well I-I" I stuttered taken aback by his question.

"I want to see you again Bella," He said and then we finished our food in silence. When I finished I took my plate to the sink and then returned to Edward.

"Good-bye," I whispered kind of sad that we had to part.

"See you around," he said and hugged me. I hugged him back a little shocked and taken off guard but I welcomed his embrace.

"How will I contact you?" he asked as I stepped away.

"You won't," I whispered not looking at him and then I turned and walked away from him.

I didn't know where I was going as I wondered aimlessly through the busy streets. I made sure to remember the address of Edward incase I needed to contact him and besides I could post back his clothes. He lived at 27 Riot Rd, Forks.

It was a typical cloudy day and when it started raining I gave up and hailed a cab back to Alice's house. I might as well get it over with I thought numbly as I thought of her worry and her shock. Worry because she had no idea where I was or what had happened and shock because who would have picked me to leave a party and have a one night stand, a drunken mistake I thought bitterly. I paid the cab driver and walked up the windy driveway.

The door opened before I reached the balcony and Alice stood there glaring at me. Relief crossed her face as she sighed and threw her arms around me.

"I thought I'd lost you," she gasped.

"Sorry," I muttered returning her hug and feeling terrible for last night.

"Where have you been?" She asked as Esme rounded the corner. Her face was hard to look at as I watched the worry erase from her eyes as she took in my clothes and hair.

"I'm so sorry," I said looking down ashamed. I heard Esme laugh and she came over and hugged me.

"Honey who hasn't had a one night stand when they were drunk we knew you'd turn up eventually, we're just glad you home without a ring," She said a smile hinting on her lips as I laughed shakily at her joke. She smiled too and the tension faded.

"You have a lot of explaining to do," Alice said grabbing my arm trying to drag me to her room but my arm dropped to my side before she moved. She raised an eyebrow at me and Esme gave me a sympathetic look before walking into the kitchen.

"Cullen's girl aye?" I heard Alice mutter and I knew I was in a lot of trouble as I followed her wordlessly up the stairs and only realizing when we reached the top she had said 'Cullen's girl' but how would she know Edwards last name…unless.

I looked down at the jumper and looked at the back and fair enough in bold white letters 'Cullen's Girl' was printed across the back. I felt my cheeks heat up in my tell tale blush as I looked down and Alice began firing questions at me while I stared at my fingers nervously watching them intertwine in a clasp and open again, and for once not only did I not know the answers to her aimless questions but I was afraid of the answers.

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Preview…
They say life goes on but for the next three weeks I felt absent, like I was missing something and I was building a bridge that was impossible to cross. Alice noticed the difference immediately but she had the heart not to say anything. I was so confused kind of in a daze as the days passed in all but a blur.

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