Break your little heart
Chapter 5- Clubbing with a desire
Good girls go bad- cobra starship
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
(Good girls go bad)
I know your type
(Your type)
You're daddy's little girl
Just take a bite
(One bite)
Let me shake up your world
'Cause just one night couldn't be so wrong
I'm gonna make you lose control
She was so shy
Till I drove her wild
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
You were hanging in the corner
With your five best friends
You heard that I was trouble
But you couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
(bad, bad, bad)
Good girls go bad
(bad, bad, bad)
Good girls go bad
I know your type
(Your type)
Boy, you're dangerous
Yeah, you're that guy
(That guy)
I'd be stupid to trust
But just one night couldn't be so wrong
You make me wanna lose control
She was so shy
Till I drove her wild
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I heard that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
(Bad, bad, bad)
Good girls go bad
(Bad, bad, bad)
Good girls go bad
Oh, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance
Yeah, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance
I make them good girls go bad
(Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance)
I make them good girls go
make them good girls go
The good girls go bad, yeah
Good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I thought that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
(Bad, bad, bad)
Good girls go bad
(Bad, bad, bad)
Good girls go
Bella Pov
My head was spinning and I felt like I was going to be sick, but not once did my eyes leave Edwards.
"I feel sick," I muttered prying my eyes from Edwards green ones to look at Rose and Alice who were both talking happily. They stopped and looked at me, running their eyes over me skeptically weighing the chances of what could happen.
"You'll be fine," Alice decided. I looked back to where Edward had been standing only to find him shoving his way through the crowd towards me.
"No I'm pretty sure I won't be, I'm going to die of embarrassment," I pleaded but before they could reply Edward appeared in-front of us.
"Ladies," he said smiling at Alice and Rose.
"Bella," he said looking at me so intently I began hyperventilating.
"Edward," I said and then without another word I started pushing my way to the bar completely focused on not remembering what was to come.
"You look nice," Edward said from beside me.
"You clean up pretty good yourself," I said without looking at him.
"Is that flirtation I hear in your voice Bella?" He asked jokingly.
"No amount of illegal substances in the world could," I started muttering but Edward just laughed.
"What?" I asked him finally turning to glare at him.
"Nothing, it's just it already made you…" He began and trailed of thoughtfully looking round the room before his perfect green eyes rested on me.
"Shut up," I muttered reaching a stool and sitting in it. He pulled up the one beside me still grinning like an idiot.
"Mango daiquiri please," I asked the bar tender.
I let my eyes flicker to look at Edwards and I caught him staring.
"What?" I asked turning and taking my drink from the guy.
"Doesn't it bother you, those guys all checking you out?" Edward said looking at me.
"Awe, you jealous?" I asked him smiling and taking a sip of my drink.
"Dance with us," Rose and Alice asked from behind me.
"Sure," I said finishing my drink in one gulp and standing up to dance. Even though I hated dancing because I had two left feet it was better than talking to Edward. We moved into the centre of the floor our hands held above our heads linked so we could push through easier.
I swayed my hips to the different music as Rose and Alice did and we began talking. "So who's the hottie?" Rose asked.
"Edward Cullen," I muttered.
"You don't like him?" Rose asked.
"I had sex with him," I said and that successfully ended that conversation. We kept dancing for about three songs and then a guy called Jasper came and lead Alice away saying that 'we'd danced with her for long enough and that it was his turn.'
"May I," Edward asked a song later holding out his hand for me to take.
"Sorry I can't ditch Rose," I said not looking at him.
"Go on I'm fine" Rose said shoving my into Edwards arms.
"Bu-" I started to say but she was already gone swallowed by the crowd.
"You can let go," I told Edward grumpily trying to pull myself from his arms.
"Nope" Edward said smiling as a new song came on.
It started off slowly and Edward refused to let me go so when the song picked up I spun in his arms making him step back a little but he kept his arms around me. I started to dance with him and I decided that I could live a-little instead of avoiding him; I mean why should I? He came on to me. I think.
Caught in a bad romance
Ra Ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma Roma-ma
GaGa Oh la-la
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love
The lyrics played and the crowd all started to dance although nothing like how Edward and I danced because it appeared we were the only male female pair. I closed my eyes and danced like nobody was watching even though it felt like a thousand eyes were trained on me. Edward's arms barley left mine and when they did it was to grab my hand and twirl me around. Amazingly my feet didn't get in the way, not that I would have fallen anyway because Edward would have caught me, I hoped.
I want you drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
A bad romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover's revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I opened my eyes and looked into Edwards. He was grinning at me spinning me around in his arms and tightening his grip when I nearly fell or slipped.
"Having fun?" he whispered.
"Not as much as I could be," I staid back blinking as the lights focused on us. I closed my eyes again and I knew he was still grinning a crooked smile.
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa Oh la-la
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
'Cuz you're a criminal
As long as you're mine
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love
The song ended and I realized it was the shortened version. Edward dipped me on the last note and I opened my eyes grinning at him. My heart was racing and I wasn't quite sure if it had anything to do with dancing as I stared into his eyes. He lifted me back up keeping his arm around me and as I straightened up I realized the spotlights were on us and that we were in the centre of a circle with everyone watching us.
Alice and Rose burst into applause and I felt my tell tale blush colour my face in a magnificent red.
"That was fun," Edward murmured leading me through the crowd who were now starting to dance again with the next song.
"Mmm," I agreed leaning into him.
"Nice moves brother," I heard someone call and turned to see Alice, Jasper and Rose walking towards us.
"Thanks," Edward replied to Jasper.
"You've been holding out on us, we've never seen you dance like that," Rose and Alice exclaimed.
"Well I didn't have someone to hold me up every-time I tripped or stumbled," I muttered looking at me feet.
"Whatever," Alice said grabbing my hand and pulling me over to a table in the corner.
Edward slid in next to me as did Alice. Jasper and Rose sat on either side Jasper with Alice and Rose with Edward.
"So how'd you two meet and umm?" Rose paused.
"Do the dirty," Jasper said with a look of utter disgust on his face.
"You didn't have to walk in," Edward muttered under his breath and I shot him a look of utter astonishment.
He shrugged, "I was as shocked as you were… my own brother," he said making a show of shivering.
"Eww" Alice commented wrapping her Arms round jasper.
"So how'd you meet?" Rose prompted.
"Well a certain little evil genius thought it would be fun to take me go to a masked ball where she ditched me and I found him and we got completely plastered and Wa-La," I said glaring at Alice when I referred to her and jerking my head in Edwards direction when he was mentioned and at the end holding my hands in a what gesture and shrugging.
"Wa-La" Edward repeated and laughed.
"Whatever it's better than my friend, she would have said tuts and gosh probably both in that sentence," I said thinking.
He laughed, "That is pretty bad," he said still laughing.
"I'm ready to head," I said feeling my stomach stir.
"Yeah me too, too much excitement for one day," Rose said yawning.
"Don't start that I'll-" Alice began but before she could finish her sentence she yawned as well. "See," she muttered after not bothering to finish her sentence.
We all laughed as Alice called a cab and Rose called Emmett to come over to Alice's to meet for our supposed 'Winding down'.
'I want to watch Nemo," Alice argued as Rose, Jasper, Edward and I sat watching Alice and Emmett argue over movies.
"But American Pie is so much better," Emmett argued.
"Who cares just pick a movie it's not like we care what one," Rose scolded them both.
"Nemo it is," Alice sang happily.
"American Pie," Emmett whined.
"After if we're still awake," Alice said dismissively putting in the disk.
"Fine," Emmett grumbled walking over to the love seat where Rose was perched.
She stood so Emmett could sit and then Nestled herself into his arms smiling in content. Jasper and Alice were laying across the couch which left the other love seat for Edward and I. I sat on the floor in-front of it giving him the chair but that was short lived because it turned into another argument which Emmett ended by ordering Edward onto the chair and picking me up and dumping me on top of him.
"Sorry," I muttered trying to get up but his arms wrapped around me and held fast until I relaxed and promised not to move.
Half way through the movie I think I must have fallen asleep because when I next opened my eyes I felt disorientated and groggy. I blinked a couple of times to get used to the light and looked around.
Emmett and Rose had gone and Alice and Jasper were still curled up on the couch fast asleep and finally I looked to my left where Edwards head rested on my shoulder. I didn't want to wake him but I knew I had to move, I felt like I was going to vomit and when I shifted my hand to my head it wasn't that hard to tell I was burning up even to my own hand I felt hot. I shifted my position and tried to stand but Edward held fast.
"Please let me go," I mumbled under my breath. I tried getting up again but I knew I'd have to wake him up. He opened his eyes and blinked sleepily at me.
"Let me go I've got to," I started but I didn't finish I just managed to turn to the floor before I vomited.
Edward was up in an instant telling me to go to the bathroom and that he'd be right in. I did what I was told and ran to the toilet kneeling over it much like I had the morning following the ball.
"Shh," Edward soothed handing me a glass of water and pulling my hair back. The toilet seemed to sway as I vomited into it clutching my stomach and moaning as Edward held my hair out of my face for the second time that month as my stomachs sorry condense spilled out.
My vomit was dry because I hadn't eaten anything and I knew it wasn't because of the one drink I'd had because I had a fever.
"Great I'm sick," I moaned as another water substance rose in my throat. I vomited for a while then climbed into the shower to rid myself of the hideous odor.
The cold water splashed over my face as I sat on the floor, having no energy to stand. I let the water wash over me until I started shivering and then turned on the hot water so I wouldn't freeze.
There was a knock on the door and then Alice walked in holding a fresh towel and a clean pair of clothes for me.
"Thanks," I mumbled.
"No problems are you ok sweetie?" she asked smiling sadly at me.
"Yeah it probably a fever," I muttered as Alice placed the clothes on the sink smiling a little despite herself.
"Just think you were joking about not vomiting just earlier today," she said. I gave her a shaky laugh and then she left the room closing the door softly behind her.
When I walked into the living room, refreshed and feeling better I noticed Jasper had gone and Alice was not in the room. The second thing I noticed was that Edward was still here and that I smelt food.
I walked into the kitchen in a trance where food was a living god. I smiled when I saw Edward and quickly ate the bacon, hash browns and eggs he placed in-front of me.
"Slow down or you'll just bring it back up again," Edward told me gently sitting down across from me.
"I probably will anyway," I replied with my mouth full. He laughed and picked a bit of bacon from my plate eating it thoughtfully.
"Thanks," I said smiling when I was done. I felt a bit better but I knew it was only the beginning.
"No problem, you should sleep Bella," he said concern in his eyes.
"What about you?" I asked.
"I'll call a cab," he said shrugging and smiling at me.
"Don't leave me," I whispered feeling pathetic.
"I'll sleep on the couch," he declared.
"Fine but will you stay with me until I fall asleep," I asked feeling like a small child.
"Of course," was all he said.
I pushed my empty plate away and walked up the stairs pausing at Alice's door and then walking to the spare room. I knew there was a double bed there.
"Don't you sleep in Alice's room," Edward asked pointing at the door.
"Yeah but I'm vomiting I hardly think shell mind if I sleep in the spare room, besides its double, you'll be uncomfortable on the couch," I said and then realizing what I had suggested I back tracked or tried to.
"But you don't-, only if you want to I mean as friends," I said blushing and looking at my feet.
"It's very thoughtful, but won't it be strange?" he asked. I shrugged in embarrassment and opened the door stepping in and leaving it open for him to follow.
He closed the door behind him and walked over slipping into the other side of the bed.
"Thank-you" he whispered but I was already so close to unconsciousness I didn't reply. Before I completely fell asleep I felt his hand slip into mine and we fell asleep like that, hand in hand as friends.
1 Week later…
I hadn't gotten over my sickness and I had a feeling I wouldn't anytime soon. I couldn't eat anything without vomiting and Alice and Esme were pretty much in agreement at taking me to the hospital although both Carlisle and I agreed it wasn't necessary.
I was sitting up in a chair looking out the window into Esme's backyard, smiling as the sun shone through cocooning me into a little place of warmth. I had pjs on and I was wrapped in a blanket but it felt like the sun made all the difference. I heard a knock on the door and smiled.
"Come in," I said even though I knew they would anyway.
Alice walked in with a bowl of soup and three boxes that looked like packets of something.
"Hey there," she said.
"Hey, you know I probably won't be able to stomach that," I said pointing at the soup although my stomach grumbled loudly so I guess I wasn't the only one starving.
"Oh well," she said pointing at the bucket beside me. I grinned taking the soup from her as she took a seat opposite me.
"What's up?" I said taking a bite although it burned my mouth.
"Well Esme brought home these, we think you might be…." Alice trailed off looking out the window and the wordlessly handed me one of the packets.
"Pregnant," I finished.
"Yeah, well you had that one night stand and your ill and I know you were due three days ago," She said and then looked down.
"I didn't think of it like that, hang on I need the bathroom anyway," I muttered placing the soup on the ground and walking into the bathroom adjoining the guest room that had become my room.
When I come out of the Bathroom and placed them all on the floor in-front of Alice, who moved to sit in-front of them. I sat opposite her pulling the soup onto my lap and continued eating while we waited.
"Oh my god Bella," Alice squealed when one of the answers appeared. I grabbed it staring at the positive sign and then I looked at the others.
I clutched the unwanted test in shame as I stared at three answers all meaning the one thing. I was pregnant with Edward's child and I had no way of knowing what was to come as I stared blankly at the two smiley faces and the positive sign.
"Oh my god Bella," Alice repeated but I wasn't listening. I stared at my stomach and rubbed it with my hand, everything making sense.
"I can't be," I moaned and then I started to cry as Alice moved over and hugged me.
Well that wasn't really drama but I enjoyed writing it Hope you enjoyed it and I can't wait to write the next chapter.
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There is no preview because I really just want to update but the next chapter will be called either horribly wrong or pregnant or something because I kind of mushed this chapter and the next together, oops : )
Tegan