Disclaimer: Nah, not mine obviously…

Okay, so if you not noticed it already, I revise the intro of this story a little, to connect it with Black Angel. I won't say anything long in here, so let's just go on with this story!

Rin POV

I don't know what make me change my way of speaking to that guy. He is so kind and sweet, not to mention very caring about me. I just can see myself in his eyes as he gazes at me. And when I near him, I felt my heartbeat just race wildly and my face gets all hot and stuff.

His name is Kagamine Len, a military soldier in Psychic division. Okay, I know it. I am a wanted person, and you must be wonder why I just going out with him when he supposed to be chasing me. Honestly, I don't know about it myself. I… I… don't know… I just… well… don't understand it…

"Rin!" he calls me as I wait below the main park clock. Today, he asked me out to a… lunch. No, no, we just going out but we aren't lover or something! It is just friendly hang out okay!

I put off my wig, but still put my contact lenses on. Len always thought that I used disguise to run away from my raging fans, when here, I use my real appearance, except my eyes of course.

"Oh, hi Len!" I answer his greeting back as I put back my phone. I can see my surrounding clearly because of my psychic power. No one is pursuing me because I hang out with a military, so it is fine… for now.

Len blushes when he sees me. I wear a long sleeve with blue denim jacket and pink skirt. I wear my white ribbon and use a white low heel boots. Err, and maybe I put on some make up before I went to this park to wait for Len into our little… lunch. No, not date! W-well… I maybe hope it is… but no!

My heart just went wild again. He looks pretty good with his casual clothing. He wears a yellow T-shirt with green leather jacket and brown trousers. He still ties his hair into his usual ponytail, and he wears white sneakers. He looks so handsome in my eyes… is it love?

"So, let's go Rin!" Len says nervously as he grabs my hand and intertwine my finger with his.

Okay, that made my heart goes into war mode. I try to hide my embarrassment as we walk hand-by-hand in the city. Anyway, Len is fun to hang out with you know! He is funny and he never fails to make me laugh. Sometimes he also told me about his job at military now and then.

He always complaint about his Elven captain more than ever though… I found it funny, because what I heard about that division is their ruthless side. I found them so funny when I listen to Len story about his look-alike partner, and a girl and boy that looks like a twin but they just a normal sibling with 1 year age gap, whom eat leeks raw, (I just scream in horror in my room later that night) and then some weird girl with big cat-fetish and a boy as tuna lover.

We enjoy our lunch at a café with light atmosphere. It has yellow wall and its menu consist of something healthy and delicious. Len always invite me to this restaurant every day before my performance in troupe. I never really remember the name of this café though.

"Len, so what they do with Psychic people after they catch them?" I ask as we eat our meal together today. I'm always curious about it, but I never get the chance to ask it to anyone. It's not like every people know about it in detail.

Len spins his spoon in the air as he thinks a little, then he says, "Well, Captain always say that they go into some sort of facility made by Government and do something… I don't know of precisely. Sometimes I heard that they become the scientist guinea pig," he answer carefully, maybe he doesn't want me to freaking up.

I spin my straw, as I say, "I… I feel sorry for them… it must be hard… having a life as a psychic… I wonder do they like being a psychic…" I say like to myself but more to them.

Len raises his shoulder, but then says, "You really are a kind girl Rin. It is the first time I heard people sympathize the psychic. I… well. Honestly I feel the same too towards them. If they know that they born as a psychic… being hated by the whole world… maybe they choose to never become a psychic from the start," Len says as he looks down at his table.

It renders me speechless. I… if I can choose… maybe I might wish to be a normal girl with normal live and normal family. Maybe at that time… I can be with Len… properly. Somehow it sounds frustrating… but, I want to hope for it…

"But… you know what Rin…" Len then says as I just stay silent.

I look up at him in his eyes, as he wraps my hand into his. I can see the difference between his big hands compared to my small hands. His beautiful pair of eyes stares right into mine as my face warm up. I can feel that something will come up now.

"I… since that day when we first meet… I am… well… I… about you… I…" he says with not coordinated words. But, his hand feels like it tells me something like, 'I love you' every time our hands intertwined. My feeling is sharp and I believe at it.

But… what will Len do if he… if he found out about me… the fact that I am a psychic… what… what will he do? Can… can my feelings reach him… can he tell me what is this anxious feeling inside my chest? Is this love?

"W-well I-" but his words cut off by the sound of someone calling for him.

"Len, what a coincidence meeting you here!" someone say and it cuts Len train of random words.

Len and I look at the source of the voice, and my face turns into deep horror. I-I can't say anything to them because…

They are Len friends in military.

I just hoped that Len Captain… that Merurinne- or something (Merlinne ways of writing in Japanese) isn't there. If she really is from Elven races, then her senses is sharper than any human, and it might make her cover blown up. Ugh, she might need to tell the circus owner to continue the tour to another city tomorrow.

"Geh- is you guys following me or something?" Len asks with a startled expression on his face. It is completely visible from his way of speaking.

I just shut my mouth. One word out and they will know about me! Ugh, it will be a hard and long day of my life…

Len POV

I scream to the top of my lungs in my dormitory room. Just because of sudden meeting with that bunch of idiotic friends, I need to hold my confession to Rin longer. Well… Miku and Mikuo try to apologize to me for ruining all moods I hardly built up. And here, Rin times to perform here will be just until next week, and she need to go to another city and maybe meet with another guy and… okay, I need to stop it like right now.

"Oh, come on Len, there is always next time for a confession," Mikuo mocks me as he pats my back in brother way. Yeah, Mikuo, I, Rinto, and Luki, sleep in the same room. The girls sleep in the other room as for Captain… she sleep in her own room.

"That Rin girl really is in your head all day," Luki comment as he plays with the paper on his hand as he folds it. He isn't helping me at all.

"Just look for the next time, got it?" Rinto try to give me some comforting advice.

I still sit in the corner of my own world with all the pitiful words reach my ears.

I… well, I love Rin… I fell for her since the day she asks me to talks with her in her tent. I can hear her heavenly voice, her beautiful eyes and her stunning hair. I love her Golden hair better though. Rin… she really is sweet and kind hearted girl. She has a cute posture like Iroha, calm voice like Captain, but a cheerful laugh like Miku.

If only I can keep her for myself… and that chance is destroyed by Miku and Mikuo.

But, before he can get over his sadness, their room door flew… I mean opened by a kick of someone until the door collapsed. All of our eyes go to the poor door and then to the one whom forcefully opened it. Oh no, here comes the demon, Captain Merlinne.

"Len, I need to talk with you… alone… and it is important," she says in a very composed voice. She still puts that Poker face on her and it really is irritating people sometimes.

I just do her order and tail her for my safety. Although she is short she walks very fast. She really is the last remnant of the Ancient Elven race. Very calm, smart, can use magic, and so on. She can be called perfect, if only she can be a kind person.

We walk until we reach a secluded garden. No one knows about this place, and this is the first time I enter this place too. I ever heard about its existence in this place, but I never ever found it. So, Captain knows about this place too…

"Len… I heard you… you love that girl… that Rin girl right?" Captain asked with a weirdly scary face. She looks so deadly serious and maybe she will kill me anytime if I say the wrong answer.

"Yes. I love her dearly Captain," I answer with serious voice. Yeah, if I love her, what should I hide about to her? It might be better if she know about it…

"Oh… I-I see… just protect her properly okay… love her, protect her, help her… so one more question. This is the last one, and it might change the way you live now," Captain says as she nervously moving her legs, drawing something on the floor.

"What is it Captain?" I ask curiously. Captain Merlinne never ever and it means never, lost her composure and always stay calm, but right now she looks nervous.

"Well Len… will you… will you throw everything you build from the start of your life… for the sake of her? Can you sacrifice everything, betray everyone who trust you, defy the God maybe, just for the sake of this one girl? For the sake of Rin, will you do all that?" Captain asks with deep tone in it.

And that make me speechless.

Rin POV

I enter my tent as Saevus greet me warmly. I pet him like I used to do, and then hug him. He really is the only one remaining by my side every time I look around me. Saevus never leave my side after all of my beloved dies.

But, Len is… Len is different from all of them.

Len might betray me. He might just shot me death, capture me, turn me into the Government, and we might separated either we like it or not. No, me and Len… it is just simply impossible… it won't work out. I am a psychic… he is a soldier…

"If only I'm a normal girl…" I bury my face to Saevus warm fur. It really calms me sometimes. No one knows about my inner pain as I cry alone in my room. I… I honestly miss Len… I don't know what is this feeling… this feeling made me anxious, scared, sad, but it give me feelings of pure bliss, joy, happiness, the feelings to truly be free.

I slept in my room with Saevus sleeping beside me. He gives me some warm feeling inside. I want to keep Saevus forever by my side. But, I always thought about Len all night. I wonder what he will say after all of that. What will he say if only his friends didn't come at the right time?

Thinking all of the possibilities, made me feel sleepy and I fell into a deep slumber. It is yet another dreamless night. I like it more than the nightmare of seeing my parents, everyone around me dies one by one.

And then the next day comes…

I heard my phone buzzing loudly as I reach for it and look at the screen. I quickly get ups and wear some decent clothes. I comb my hair as fast as I can but still neatly. I tied my bow for the finishing, writing some note so if the circus looking for me, they knew where is I, and then rust off from the tent.

I breathlessly run from the tent until the shore. I see Len waiting for me there. He smiles at me as I approach him. I want to see him soon… and that's what I care about right now. My heart become excited every time I see him, I thought it will burst out anytime.

"Len, I'm sorry to make you wait!" I apologize as I catch my breath. I ran from tent to this place… maybe the distance is almost 1 km or something.

As I catch my breath, I feel Len hands wrap around my body and pulled it into a tight embrace. I'm surprised at Len as he places his hand on my waist. I know his head is buried on my hair, because I can feel his breath on my head.

I just stood there, not knowing what to do. I want to hug Len back, but my hand become limp like noodles, I can't bring myself to move. Then, Len lift up my chin, so my eyes face his directly. I can see my reflection there, but it isn't important right now.

I felt that there is something he wants to say me, like yesterday. He gazes at me intensely, like he looking for an answer. I don't try to peek through his mind by Telepathy, as I just honestly gaze into his eyes, the pair of perfect Sapphire eyes.

After long intense gazes, Len eyes soften a bit, as his face get closer to mine. Call it instinct or whatever, I close my eyes, like hoping that he might kiss me. I never kiss anyone before, because no one ever does that to me. I felt my body tense up as our nose touch. Before long, I can feel something soft and sweet on my lips.

It really soft, long, and breathtaking kisses. I can't stand it to not say it aloud. My answer is only one. My heart wishes for him. I love him… I love him so much… this kisses made me realize it.

I don't care about what will happen to us… all I know is I love him… and I hope he loves me too. I love him dearly, although I can't say that I'm a psychic to him. I don't want him to hate me but… I will tell him someday… if my hearts already ready for it.

Our lips parted as I open my eyes, Len lean in again, and then he says, "I love you Rin… will you stay by my side forever… as my lover?" he asks softly.

I can felt that my body turned into a big pulp, as Len bring me to an abandoned cottage there. I come back to my sense enough, to answer Len, but I hesitate about it. I love him, I really do, but can it really work out? I can't stay quiet about me for a long time.

The sounds of door being locked put me back to the real world. Len lean in again as he whispers, "I love you Rin…" he says as he nibbles my ears.

I can't hold to escape moaning sounds from my mouth. I hesitated, and I say, "Len… our relationship… won't… work… out… aaah… Len!" I say as I moan loudly as Len reach my neck. Curse my stupid mouth.

"I don't care about it… I love you Rin… do you love me?" he asks again. He stares at me, as I look away from those direct eyes. It's like it pierce my defense and he sees the real cry baby me. And I scared about that.

"I…" I hesitated to answer him. I can't stand the fate… our fate to be separated forever… I love him…I really love him… but, I can't… I can't stand my own fate… I can't stand the fact that we won't be together.

It really hard… it suffocates me…

"Rin… or should I say Kamine Rin… you are the daughter of Kamine Neru and Kamine Nero right? On our file… you are one of the strongest psychics alive… is that why you hesitate?" Len say it as he honestly stares at me.

My eyes widen up in horror and I quickly turn my head to face him. He knows… he know about me… he know all about me and yet… he loves me… he didn't hesitate to kiss me… he… I-I don't know what to say at this time… normally I would run away, go to another city or something, avoiding the incoming pursuers. But… this is Len… what should I do?

"I want to protect you Rin. I don't want you to get hurt. Please, believe me… Rin," Len says as he hugs me tightly. He wants to convince me that he will always be there for me. He sounds like… he will defy the fate just for my sake.

I can't hold my tears. I didn't cry because of sadness but it was because of pure happiness. God… can I… can I for this once… have my sweet dream called 'love'?

"I…" I still can't bring myself to say it to him. But, I don't hesitate anymore… if it is the last chance we can meet freely… at the very least… I want to say it. I want to say my feelings to him.

Len waits for me, I know it, and I feel his fingers erase my tears from my cheek. I take his hands into mine and I try to look straight at his eyes. I take a deep breath, and then I say, "I love you… Len," I say to him straightly.

Len eyes widen a bit but it gets soften after a while. Then I feel his lips on mine again as we savor the sweet intoxicating feeling inside our chest. My visions become blurry as I felt him inside me. All I can think of at that time is only one thing. This love we take… we adore… as we hold it dear together… bind us forever right now.

Okay. So, just say that they do something nasty inside that poor cottage. This has some… weirdly lovely words… maybe. I hope you read this and enjoy it… because this will last only for 3 more chapters until 5 chapters. This has Tragedy tag because it will have some of it. Yup, Romance is the optional stuff, but it isn't important anyway. Please review~

P.s.: Can any of you become my beta-reader?