Okay it I am sorry it has taken me so long to write this chapter but I have been doing overnight all week, and sleeping through the day. Plus it has been unnaturally hot 40 degree Celsius everyday, which is like boiling point. Well not really but I felt like I was boiling. So I hope you like this one.

Bella was the only one that I could talk to I couldn't even think about Emmett, That stupid childish idiot. Idiot!

After I left him I couldn't handle it when I reached the surface I broke down into uncontrollable sobs they shook my whole body; I was unable to move for what felt like hours. When I was finally able to think to move it was dark, how could he do that to me? The thought of what he wanted me to do filled me with anger. Emmett was my world before I found him everything had been black and white full of anger and loathing of what I was; but when I found him the first time he looked at me there was colour I didn't mind that my heart didn't beat, that my skin was stone cold as long as I had him .

I got lost, it is impossible vampire have a built in GPS but I got lost. When I arrived at Bella's the window was shut, the last thing I needed was to face anyone other than Bella. But I knocked and Jasper answered, Great!

"Hello sister," he said not looking me in the eye, he looked like I felt. "I tried to ring you, Can you talk to Bella she--"

"I have no time for your stupid human problems Jasper; I have enough of me own." I said pushing past him and running up the stairs.

"Rosalie," Bella launched herself at me and began to blubber something. It was mine turn to vent I needed someone to listen.

"He was keeping a secret from me. We don't keep secrets from each other it isn't what we do," Bella had let go of me and moved back to the bed. It was the only thing left in the room; the rest was packeted into boxes with Bella and Jasper written on them.

"I said I didn't love him," she thought that her situation was worse than mine, if we were going to play this game I was going to win.

"Emmett doesn't want to be with me anymore," Try and beat that my little human friend.

"I told him the he was nothing compared to Edward. How the hell am I going to talk my way out of that one?" she looked at me.

"Emmett found the man that changed Jasper, hid him in an underground bunker." She just looked at me with her mouth open, I guess I won.

"That's great Rose," she said smiling.

"No it's not," she looked shocked, she didn't get it.

"It's everything you wanted; you two can have a baby. Oh you can have a boy and he can marry Avery, that would be so cute." The smile dropped from her face when she saw my reaction.

"I am guessing from that face it is not good," she said correcting herself.

"He wanted me to do it without him; he said that I could find someone better than him. There is no one better than him," I started to sob uncontrollable again. Bella tried to comfort me rubbing her warm hand up and down my back.

"He is an idiot to think that I can just forget all the time we spent together," I walked over and punched a hole in one of the boxes.

"I think it is just the Cullen men they are all idiots," she crossed her arms.

"Exactly I mean the only one that is showing that he has an ounce of brains is Edward," he didn't have to take care of Alice but he was doing it for the family, for Bella.

"What is Edward doing?" I guess he didn't know what it is with this family keeping secrets.

"He is taking care of Alice," I guess if she didn't know what Edward was doing she wouldn't know that Alice was trying the hardest to kill Jasper.

"What's wrong with Alice?" she looked concerned.

"She is having a hard time dealing with life without Jasper," I was lying now I was keeping a secret what has happened to us. We used to only keep secrets from the outside world but we shared everything with our family things have changed.

"Well I think after today she is going to get him back," she always went for the worst scenario. "I mean Jasper is nothing like Edward he is so much better, God why did I have to be so stupid?"

"You should go and talk to him," I moved over it was my turn to try and comfort her.

"You should go and talk to Emmett," she looked up her eyes blood shot.

"I will send Jasper up here when I go to talk to Emmett," she was right we both had a lot to work out.

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Jasper and Bella

"You wanted to-- Rose said you wanted to talk to me," Jasper said appearing in the door. He leaned up against the frame he was absolutely perfect but he wouldn't look at me.

"About before," I was so ashamed about what I said before that I couldn't look at him either. He slowly moved over to the bed, running his hands through my hair brushing then his fingers moved down my cheek. He stared at my lips I wanted him to kiss me, lean in so I could feel his soft lips against mine but he just moved traced around them with his fingers.

"Why do we always fight?" he said smiling.

"We are only human," I answered this caused him to laugh such a beautiful laugh.

"She is going to come in three weeks are you excited," he placed him hand on my stomach.

"I'm scared," worry flashed across his face.

"What are you scared of? Giving birth?" his fingers walked across the top of my stomach. I could feel Avery move with him. She loved him already.

"Of course I am scared of giving birth, do you know what I have to do?" he smiled.
"I will be there the whole time holding your hand," he said taking my hand in his.

"I am afraid that -- that she isn't going to have a father, that we will never be a real family." I couldn't look at him.

"She will always have her father, but what you said before when we were fighting."

"I don't mean a word of it," I pleaded. I really didn't Jasper Whitlock was my everything but I just couldn't say it. At this moment when he was sitting in front of me his eyes pleading for me to say it I couldn't.

"We both meant a little of what we said before Bella," he took my hand again squeezed it tightly.

"I didn't, I didn't," I muttered over and over again.

"We need to be a family," I tried to get up, I tried to move away from him but he held me down.

"I will stay with you forever baby, but right now I we need to take a break," he said standing.

"No please don't leave me Jasper please," I clung to him.

"I will stay with you forever but at this moment it is only for Avery."

He reached down taking my face in his strong hands, I tried to get away but he held me in place. His lips brushed softly against mine and then he kissed me for the last time.

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Emmett and Rosalie

I knew exactly where to find him he was predictable or I knew him to well.

"I only wanted to make your dreams come true," he whispers when he saw me approaching. He was sitting on the opening to the bunker leaning up against a tree.

"You are an idiot," I kicked him square in the chest the tree he was leaning to splinter into a million pieces. He broke my shoes my new sexy shoes I bought just for our special day, but just like the shoes we are broken forever.

Emmett just laid there stunned for a second I don't think he expected it. Before he could get up I straddled his waist pinning him to the ground.

"I knew you like it rough Rosie but you could give a man some warning," he couldn't stop being an idiot for one tiny moment.

"Shut up Emmett!" I yelled punching the ground beside his head.

"Okay baby, Rosie. Whatever you want," he slowly raised his hands.

I climbed off him and clasped against the nearest tree and the sobbing began again, I had never missed being able to cry. I never really found the need to but all I wanted was for tears to roll down my cheek.

"Oh my beautiful, baby" Emmett moved next to me pulling me into his chest.

"No, no," I pushed him away. "I'm mad at you," some part of me wanted to put more distance between us but the other half wanted to crush against him to have him hold me.

"I don't get why you are mad," he raised his voice at me. How dare he!

"You don't get why I am mad. Are you an idiot?!" I was screaming.

"Remember the first time we got married?" I had calmed down a little; at least I had stopped shaking.

"Of course I do, I will never forget it," he tried to get closer to me but I couldn't let that happen.

"You told me that no matter what you would always, always stay with me. You promised me Emmett."

"I know I did," he looked me straight in the eye. "But I also promised you that there was nothing I wouldn't do to make you happy."

"Losing you will never make me happy," I snapped.

"When you hold your baby in your arms, and you have everything you ever wanted then you will thank me," he placed his shoulders on my arms and ran them lightly down my arms.

"I will have everything I ever wanted when I am holding your baby in my arms," I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"You can do so much better than me," he stared kissing my neck.

"No I can't, who else would put up with me and all my mood swings, Emmett. The only reason people can stand to be around me is because of you," I kissed him lightly on the lips.

"I would have been miserable without you," he let out a little chuckle I knew that I had won. I was going to get to spend my life with the man I loved.

"I'm not ready to be human just yet," he paused kissing my neck. "Can I have one year? One year like this and I will grow old with you Rosalie Cullen."

"I will wait a million years if I get to spend them you," I smiled as Emmett pretended to gag.

"We sound like a bad weekday movie," he pulled me closer to him.

"Well I think this is the part where the big rugged handsome gentleman, kisses the leading lady," I moved closer to him pressing my body against him.

"Now where would I find a leading lady?" he asked knowing that it would get a reaction out of me.

"Just kiss me idiot," I grabbed his collar and our lips crashed against mine.

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BPOV

It had been a week, I hadn't seen Jasper in a week and it killed me.

Every day he called and we had an awkward conversation, it was never awkward between us not even after he tried to kill me.

"Bella come on we are going to be late," I heard Charlie yell from down stares but I just couldn't not without jasper but he hated me. He really hated me.

"Bella, honey." Charlie had moved up the stairs and lightly tapped on my door. "Jasper will come today, you do know that?"

"Really?" there was no doubt in my mind that he would never show up today.

"Of course he will, now are you ready we are going to be late," there was a part of me the thought that he was lying to just hurry me up.

This was meant to be my graduation I was meant to by surround by people who love who are happy that I had made it to the end of school. The only person that I wanted was Jasper and I had been an over sensitive arrogant ass and had driven him away. I will stay with you forever but only for Avery I will never get him back now.

Charlie helped me down the stairs the door already opened, Charlie froze looking around.

"What's wrong Dad?"

"I didn't leave that open," he whispered his hand moving for his gun.

"Sorry I did," A familiar voice said from behind us.

"Alice."

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