Disclaimer: Dragon Age isn't mine. It's BioWare's not mine. If only:(.
Authors Note: In this fic there is going to be no dialogue. I found this concept on a writers page as a challenge and decided to take it. These chapters will be short and the story may end I don't know. It is my break from Harry Potter for a bit. In this fic Fenris returned to Danarius between Act 2 and 3. On with the fic.
Soon they reached the mansion which was much cleaner since this morning. Servants were preparing dinner as they stepped inside. Fenris asked if he could take his leave and Danarius let him. He himself had much to think about. He didn't know when he should tell Fenris or if he should. If he got Fenris's hopes up and it ends up that this Carver has no feelings for him it would break Fenris's heart all over a gain.
Danarius also wondered about this Sebastian character. He seemed to know Fenris well and knew Carver. He maybe someone who could help him. No, that wouldn't work. Sebastian is a Father of the Chantry and Danarius could tell he had looked down upon Danarius. He may have helped Fenris but he obviously didn't agree with half of what Danarius stood for.
No, Sebastian would do no good at all. He would just have to tell Fenris himself. Danarius got up from his chair in his drawing room and headed for Fenris's bedroom. As he knocked on the door it swung back. He stepped inside and looked for Fenris. He was about to give up when he spotted him resting on a cot next to his bed.
Danarius crouched down to look at the resting elf. When Fenris is like this it is hard to visualize the hardships he went through. Only at these moments Fenris's face isn't frowning or strained. Danarius knew that he had been the cause of some of them. But before Fenris had been given the L_ he hadn't belonged to Danarius.
Before Danarius, there had been another master. One who had not cared for his slaves at all. Danarius' apprentice at the time had found a broken and bloody Leto in an ally. They had bring Leto to Danarius who had been looking for a willing participant in his latest experiment. Leto had been willing to participate but only if after Danarius took him and his family in. He had agreed and soon had three new slaves.
But Fenris hadn't remembered any of this. When Fenris had woken up Danarius had told him the his name was Leto. Fenris had disagreed saying that Leto didn't seem like him so he asked Danarius to pick a new one. After a few days of healing Fenris was to continue his lyrium work. Each time after that Fenris would wake up he would forget more and more of him memory. Because of this Danarius found it easier to just stick with Fenris and Fenris never objected to it.
Danarius gave a small sad smile as he brushed Fenris' white hair out of his eyes. This caused Fenris to wake up and jump at Danarius' looming form over him. He apologized but Danarius just brushed it off as his fault. As Fenris got up Danarius invited him to sit beside him. Fenris asked if something was wrong but Danarius just told him it was something important. Fenris straightened his back and looked directly into his eyes,
When Danarius thought about Fenris' reaction to telling him about Carver he had expected multiple reactions. Anger joy shock were all proper things to consider. But what Fenris did was something he had not thought of nor ever even considered.
Fenris cried.
He cried huge tears. Danarius didn't know what to do. He hadn't been prepared for this situation. He slowly placed a hand on Fenris' solder but that didn't seem to help any. Sobs shook Fenris' shoulders and he continuously mumbled 'why' over and over again.
Danarius wrapped his arms around Fenris. He had never seen Fenris like this so he asked if he was happy. Fenris nodded enthusiastically but still kept asking why. Danarius leaned into his pointed ear. He told him the reason why was for coming back and for understanding everything after Danarius had explained and for remembering all the things he had lost.