I do not own Private; don't get me wrong though I wish I did! But, I like Kate Brian owning it, because if it were me I would take forever to write the book.

I arrived in front of room 4007; I took a huge breath in and then let it out.

Knock, Knock, Knock

"Come in!" A very awake Ivy screamed back.

"Hi" I poked my head in to the room.

A huge smile lightened her features and I couldn't help but give the same smile back. She gestured me to come over. I cautiously walked over.

"How are you?" I asked with a soft smile.

"I feel so good! I feel like I have gone to heaven seen it then still remembered it when I came back down and you?"

"I'm great", I lied.

"You sure? You don't look like your "fine". If I didn't know better I'd say you are so badly lying to me!"

"I guess you caught me", I fake smiled.

She laughed. "So, have you talked to Josh?" She asked this very seriously. I felt guilty.

"Um, yeah."

"Oh."

"Why?"

"Reed, I'm going to be totally honest with you. He's still in love with you and I always think he will be. But, I still really like him. So, I need you to tell me honestly do you have feelings for my boyfriend?"

Oh, shit! "Um. Ok, Ivy I'm going to be completely honest with you too. I do, but these feelings aren't just feelings they are true love and I know they will never go away. But, I also know that I can't play on them, he's your boyfriend now, not mine and I would never even touch him while you two are together. I hope you believe me, but if you don't I will prove it to you. I think you and I could be good friends and I know that won't happen if I'm trying to get your boyfriend.

She just stared at me and then she smiled. "Thank you for being so honest and you think that we could be good friends?"

"Yeah! I know we could"

Then I hugged her, I didn't realize what I was doing till I had done it. I quickly pulled away. "Sorry". She just laughed and pulled me back in to a hug.

My mind started to drift to what I had just promised and I went over what I had promised.

I had promised to basically stay away from her boyfriend, not even talk to him.

Damn, what did I just get myself in to?