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I was still staring at the five boys in our room, suite thing, when Noelle started saying who was staying where.

"Ok, so Dash and I are going to stay in the main room seeing I am paying for the suite", I rolled my eyes at this, it was just such a Noelle comment, "London, you will stay in the one down the hall", She said this pointing to the door of her room, "Vienna, you will stay in the one opposite London's", again she pointed to the room she was talking about, "Gage you will stay in that one, Trey you can stay there, Astrid you can stay there, Constance and Whit, that's your room", She stopped for a few seconds then slowly said, "Josh and Reed, I am really sorry but you are going to have to stay together. I hope you two don't mind?"

"Why would I mind", I tried to say this as nicely as possible, but it still came out a bit harsh.

"I'm sorry, but it's not like I could put Trey and Astrid together", that's when I realized that she didn't know about Astrid and Trey.

So, I did the only thing I could, I smiled, picked my bag up and started for my room. Josh followed my suit after a few seconds.

I opened my door and walked in; I dropped my bag and fell on to the bed.

"Wow, Reed I never thought it would tire you out to have to lie about minding being in same room and bed with me."

"How do you know I was lying?" I said this with a seductive smile on my face.

"Well, I'm hoping you were. So, I was thinking we should maybe stay here for a while and meet up with the others a little later"

"Oh, I like the sound of that", he was about an inch away from me now, so I leaned in and I was about to kiss him, but then I span right past him, picked up my bag and went in to the walk in closet.

"Reed, that was so unfair!"

"Oh, don't worry Josh; I'm coming out now, now, unless you don't want me to look nice for you?" He didn't answer so; I guessed I had made my point. I quickly changed in to a black pleated babydoll from Victoria's Secret. I knew he was going to love it especially with the black stiletto pumps I was wearing with it. I walked out and he was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling. I stared at him for a few seconds, wondering if he was going to notice me there. He didn't, so slowly I walked over to him and stood in front of his legs.

"Hello, Josh?" He suddenly noticed me and looked at me, I was even sure I saw him stop breathing. He slowly sat up and put his hands on my waist. I put my legs on either side of his legs and lowered my mouth down to his. I slowly undid all the buttons on his shirt and pushed it off his arms. All the rest of our clothes followed suit within minuets.

We were lying on the most comfy bed I had ever been on. I was wrapped in his arms and just thinking about when we were together, was it better than now?

"Josh?" I asked pulling him out of his thoughts, "was it better when we were together or is it better now?"

It was silent for a few second

"I think it was very different when we were together. I loved being with you and being able to show people, but I also think that it's nice this way, we don't have all that pressure we use to. We never fight; we are the perfect couple now, even though we aren't technically a couple."

"You really think its better this way?" He looked down at me.

"I think that we are perfect no matter what kind of couple we are."

"Then why are you still with Ivy?"

"Reed, we have talked about this, I'm with Ivy because she needs me."

"So, how long do I have to wait?"

"Just give me a little while, please Reed?" I looked in to his eyes, I could see how desperately he wanted to be with me, but I could also see that he felt he had to stay with Ivy; at least he had to for a while.

"Ok, I'll wait for you. I'll wait as long as you need me to", he smiled and kissed me.