So, this is love? Chapter 2: My Eyes!, a twilight fanfic

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight people. Thank you.

AN: So, I hope you like this chapter. I will be writing from the other girls perspectives too, but only if you guys want it.

Anyway, enjoy!

JPOV

"Guys, I'm leaving!" I yelled to no one in particular. I was going to be late if I didn't leave right now. I barely got up in time and was now struggling to get my self out the door.

"Dammit, Emmett where are my keys?! I'm gonna be late!" I had become a little more than irate at how Em treated my things.

"Calm down Jasper, don't get your panties in a bunch. I put them on top of the t.v." Emmett said, totally unfased by my snappy attitude.

I took a glance at Emmett and realized that he hadn't even gotten dressed yet, let alone showered. "You do know you have to report to work at 8:30 today right?"

"Of course I do." He replied. He actually looked offended.

"Well, I was just wondering, considering that you have to be in earlier than Edward and yet you let him go in the shower before you. I don't want you to be late."

Emmett looked at me with a smirk on his face and said, "Don't worry about me mother hen. I'll be fine. Besides, you should be worrying about yourself. I thought you said you were running late?"

"Oh shit! I've gotta leave. Hey, tell Edward that I'll pick up the pizza since he's got the late hours today. We'll meet back here at 6."

I flew out the door and barely heard him respond, though what he said, I had no idea.

I quickly jumped on my motorcycle and headed toward TeaseMe Entertainment. I would be doing a short movie with Bella Swan where we would be acting out a classic fantasy, boss and secretary. I had briefly looked over my lines, but let's face it. You don't watch a porn movie for the lines. So, I just had to play my part and act like I was totally into this scene. I'm not sure how many porn scenes I had done, but I had to use lots of concentration when doing them. It's not that the girls weren't beautiful, quite the opposite. They just had horrible attitudes. Sometimes, I wish that I didn't have to hear my co-star open her mouth until the scene was over, just so that I could imagine her actually being beautiful and nice. But this was a tough business and the women in this industry just weren't made out to be that way. I guess, if I inspected my life and was honest with myself, I could say that I was lonely. I wanted, no, needed a girlfriend to spend my days with. To laugh with and cry with. To just be plain old me with. But, any attempts at dating outside of the porn industry was soon shot down. You would think that women would want to be with a man that was well enough endowed to be in movies. But they didn't. As soon as they found out what I did, they bailed. I couldn't give up what I did. It was something I was actually good at, and I made a good amount of money too, but I'm not sure if this job was worth it anymore.

I let my mind drift to my co-star. I had met her at a dinner to get to know each other and she actually seemed very nice. She wasn't tall, about 5'5" with long, brown, wavy hair and big beautiful brown eyes. She had a cute nose and full, pouty, pink lips. I could see why they picked her to do a secreterial scene. She was actually more than perfect for the part. We talked about the scene and what we would do and wouldn't do. Of course, since this was one of those soft porn movies that we were filming, no actual penetration would be necessary. We would just be acting like we were having sex. But oral was something that we knew we had to do. It was part of standard procedure. Bella and I agreed to the terms and agreed to the date and time to start shooting. I had a feeling this would be an interesting day.

I pulled into the parking lot and quickly jogged inside. I made it up to the third floor where we would be shooting and went directly to make-up. This was the part of the day that I really couldn't stand. But, they were paying me good money to look good. So, I sat back and let the lady work her magic.

After about 30 minutes, I put on a robe and strolled out onto the set. I found Bella sitting in chair with a similar robe on reading a book. Huh. Well, this was a first. She sat there casually reading a torn up book like she was waiting for a dr. appointment, instead of getting ready to do a seduction scene. This confused me. I wasn't sure if she would like me bothering her or not. I walked closer to her and sat in the chair right next to her. I figured we might as well break the tension now, considering we would both be fully naked in about 10 minutes.

"Hey Bella, how are you?" I asked. She looked up from her book and looked at me with her big brown eyes.

"Oh, hello Jasper. I'm doing good. How about yourself?" She answered me and smiled.

"I'm fine, just got ready in the back for the scene we'll be doing today. I suppose you know what it is?"

"Yeah, I think if I heard correctly, we will be doing the oral scene where I give you a blowjob. Is that right?" She scrunched up her forhead trying to see if she had got it right. I wanted to laugh, not at her, but because she was so cute when she was trying to figure something out.

Wait. Cute?

"Umm, yeah, that sounds about right. I think we'll be doing the actual seduction scene tomorrow along with the sex scene. But I'm not sure. You know how these things go. You can plan all you want, but that doesn't make things go any smoother." I said.

"Don't I know it." She said. "So, we've got about 3 minutes till show time. Do you need a few moments to gather your thoughts and get yourself, ummm, ready?"

She pointed her finger down to my lower half and blushed. I understood what she meant after she had done that. I smiled and told her I wouldn't be but a moment.

I stood off into a corner and took a deep breath. I tried to think about things that would make me horny. Like huge tits or a nice round ass. But try as I might, it was difficult for me to do it. After about a minute, I started panicking a bit. I know that they had pills you could take that would take care of my problem, but the guys and I had always prided ourselves into being able to control it on our own. We didn't need pills. We could also hold out for a pretty long time while we were shooting and would release when the director said it was o.k. Well, there was no way I was going to go for pills. I would never live it down with the guys. I looked over to the set and my mouth popped open. There was Bella, naked and waiting, sitting on the desk that would be used in the scene. She was talking to the director. Suddenly, I had all the inspiration I needed. I pictured Bella kneeling down in front of me, her eyes looking back up at me and her mouth curving into a smile. She was stroking me and teasing me with the tip of her tongue. I had my hands wrapped around her hair and was gently tugging on it. Then, out of nowhere, my name was being called out. It was Bella. She was ready. And so was I.

BPOV

I decided to sit in my chair and read for a bit before we started shooting. I was nervous, as always, and tried relaxation breathing. What is going on with me? Why am I more nervouse now? I decided it had to do with my very good looking, blonde co-star Jasper. He really was a looker. I knew he was incredibly toned with his clothes on, I can just imagine what he must look like without them. Hmmm...I actually will see what he looks like without them. I smiled to myself. Now, how many girls can actually say that?

I sat there just staring at my book, not even reading anymore when I saw a shadow being casted over me and then movement to my left hand side.

"Hey Bella, how are you?" he asked. Yep, he looks just as good now as he did at the dinner. Play it cool Bella.

"Oh, hello Jasper. I'm doing good. How about yourself?" Yes. That sounded good. Nice and calm. Oh! Don't forget to smile!

"I'm fine, just got ready in the back for the scene we'll be doing today. I suppose you know what it is?" Do I know what it is? Is he kidding? Of course I know what it is!! Play it cool...

"Yeah, I think if I heard correctly, we will be doing the oral scene where I give you a blowjob. Is that right?" Oh.My.God. Did I just tell him I was giving him a blowjob?! Geez, he must think I'm some kind of crazy sicko! But I can't help it. He makes me feel so down to earth and comfortable. Like I can really talk to him.

"Don't I know it. So, we've got about 3 minutes till show time. Do you need a few moments to gather your thoughts and get yourself, ummm, ready?" I pointed my finger down to his lower half so he could understand. Great, I'm blushing. Very charming Bella.

I watched him walk away and wondered whether he had a girl friend or not. Surely, someone like him had to have a girlfriend. I mean, just look at him. My mind tended to wander off on it's own and that's exactly what happened now. What was it about this Jasper Whitlock that has me on edge? Sure he's good looking, but so were the majority of the people that they hired here for these movies. Was it his personality? He hasn't done anything that made me think he was a sleazeball yet. I didn't think he would either. He just didn't seem like that type. I closed my eyes so I could think better. Attracted to him? Check. Nice guy? Check. Smart? Check. So what was the problem? It must just be me. This is a perfect catch, and if he doesn't have a girlfriend, I would be stupid to not persue him.

I heard a voice suddenly call out my name. Great. The director. I guess it's time.

I stood up and took off my robe walking over to her. We were talking about the things that I needed to do during this particular scene. After I knew that we were ready to go, I called out to Jasper. He looked over at me and smiled while walking towards me. Oh god. This was going to be hard.

He stopped to take off his robe and lay it on the chair he was sitting at. I tried hard not to look at him considering I would be doing so in just a few moments. Deep breathes Bella. Dont' faint, you can do this.

Jasper came and positioned himself in front of me. After the director cleared herself from the scene, I gave Jasper a smile.

"You ready?"

"Yep. You?"

"Yeah, no problems."

I got down on my knees and finally took a glance at what was in front of me. Holy Shit! This guy is huge! Maybe I should've practiced on a cucumber or something massive at home. I knew I was going to make a fool of myself sooner or later. God, I hope I don't look like an amateur.

I let a pool of my saliva gather in my mouth, since the director said she wanted it to be a little more wet than actually necessary. As soon as she said action, I opened my mouth and tried to take him in. Of course, he didn't fit. I really didn't expect him too; I mean, I'm no expert on blowjobs, I just look good giving them.

After his dick was considerably slick, I used my hand to start stroking the area that I couldn't reach. I made a smooth rhythm of bobbing my head up and down. Soon, his hands started to tug and pull at my hair. I started moaning and closing my eyes all the while making sure I kept him nice and wet.

It probably would've really been turning me on had not all the cameras been in my face trying to catch me from every angle. That really does put a damper on your mood. I took a glance up and saw Jasper had his head tossed back with one hand gripping the desk and the other in my hair. He really looked like a sex god. The camera was positioned right at his face. I would've loved to see the look he was giving.

After about 10 minutes of sucking, licking and tugging, the director yelled cut. I stopped what I was doing and wiped my mouth. I looked up and Jasper was looking down at me and smiling. He offered me his hand so that I could stand up next to him. The director came marching up to us with a look on her face. I couldn't tell if it was good or bad.

"I have to tell you guys that right now, I am speechless. SPEECHLESS! What you guys were doing was pure gold! I swear, I think I almost wet my panties, and that's not something easily done, let me tell you."

I really didn't need to have that mental image in my head. She was close to 50 years old. Brilliant at what she does, but there was no way I wanted to know what effect we were having on her.

"Anyway, I just wanted to say that I need a little bit more breast action from Jasper. Don't be afraid to touch her, she won't break. You don't mind a little nipple pinching, right Bella? Good. And when I say go, you will end up releasing yourself all over her face. Bella, when he gives you the signal, just tilt your head back and open up your mouth. Keep your eyes open. It adds to the effect. Got it?"

After we nodded yes to her, she made her way back down and started to get things rolling again.

"So, what's your signal going to be" I asked him.

"What?"

"Your signal. Of when I should stop sucking and try to look sexy for the camera's while you shoot yourself all over me." I hoped I sounded sarcastic and funny. I didn't want this to be akward.

"Hmm...well, there's really not much of a signal I can give you without it being picked up by the cameras. How about I just grunt and tug on your hair a little bit harder than usual so you'll know?"

Just the sound of that started to give me that very familiar tingling feeling between my legs. No, I can't afford to let this affect my work performance. How ironic is that? I seriously needed to look into therapy.

"Sure, that sounds great. Oh and by the way, I'm not breakable. She's right. You can do a little bit of nipple pinching. I'm not going to bite you."

"Considering where you are, I surely hope not." He chuckled.

I got back down on my knees and proceeded to take him into my mouth when she yelled action. I bobbed my head up and down for about 5 more minutes when I heard a grunt and felt a firm pull of my hair. I pulled my head back and tilted my head up as Jasper looked down at me. One of his hands was twisting my nipple while the other was stroking his dick waiting for his release. At that moment, I saw his milky white cum shoot out of him and I tried to move my head to where it was headed. I kept my eyes and mouth open and watched him. God, he was even more attractive when he was cumming, if that was even possible. His hand started to slow down and he released my breast from his hand. I was using my tongue to lick all around my mouth and when the director said cut, I stood up.

Jasper couldn't help but laugh out loud when he saw me. Oh, he thought this was funny did he?

"What is so funny?"

"You are. You should see yourself covered..."

"Covered in your cum, mister!" Suddenly, I had an idea.

"Oh Jasper...come here." And I lunged at him. He didn't even have time to move. I was about 2 inches from his face before he stopped me.

"Ewww, Bella, don't! Get off of me!! This is totally gross!" He yelled.

"What, don't you want to kiss me? I mean, this is totally all you right here on my face. You should embrace me!" I laughed at him. He really did look freaked out that I was trying to get it on him. I would've thought he was mad but the look in his eyes told me otherwise.

"Ummm, Bella, your starting to run. Here, you can wipe with this towel."

I snagged the towel from him and tried to wipe my face off but it was too late. Some had fallen into my eye. This had only happened to me once before, but I knew well enough what would happen. My eye becomes all red and swollen and looks like someone punched me in the face. I had to get out of here and fast.

"Crap! I got some in my eye!" I yelled.

"What? Are you ok?" Jasper asked, clearly concerned.

"Yeah, I'm fine, I just need a shower. Listen, I'll talk to you tomorrow for our other shoot. Good job by the way." I said, keeping the towel over my eye.

"Hey thanks. You did a great job yourself you sexy vixen. If you're sure your ok, then I'll see you tomorrow. See ya Bella."

I grabbed my robe and headed to the bathrooms. Great, I made a total ass of myself, again. How embarrasing. I just finished a scene with one of the sexiest and nicest guys I've ever met and I become a klutz at the end of the day and get his cum in my eye. Brilliant.

I need to get out of here and talk to my girls. Speaking of which, I wonder how their day treated them?

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