Hello my dear friends! I know, this is late again. Sorry. School just started here and I'm so busy. I've decided that I will be updating every weekend. Yay!
Anyway, thank you for your kind reviews for the last chapter. You guys make me happy! I love you so much! You are all amazing! I hope you'll enjoy this one too. And I freaking wrote this at 2 am!
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I don't love him. I don't love him. I don't love him.
I kept on repeating those words in my head. I wanted to get away from him. I want to be nowhere near him.
I don't love him anymore! I can't. after everything, I just couldn't let that happen again. But why do I feel this way? why do I feel like I'll never find someone like him ever in my life?
I guess what we have is a once in a lifetime love. Something that I can only find in him. Sadly, it's all over. Did I get the closure I wanted? Well, I don't know. It seems like it only opened the wounds that I was desperately trying to heal for the last two years.
Why did he have to come back?
My vision is blurry because of the tears in my eyes. I can't even see where I am going. I just let my feet drag me to wherever. I just let the pain take me away. I honestly don't know why I am crying this much. I mean, I am pretty sure that I don't care about him anymore, I just can't help the tears. I stopped in front of a bookshop, probably a block away from the café. I closed my eyes, trying to not cry anymore.
I turned around.
He's not there. He didn't follow me. he didn't fucking follow me! he doesn't love me.
Somehow what I saw made me cry more. I guess I was hoping he would.
I was hoping that he would kneel in front of me and beg for forgiveness. I wanted him to do it.
I guess it won't. I'm wasting my tears for him.
I promise myself, this is the last time I will be crying because of him.
Everyday, for the past week, I have been receiving bouquets of red roses from that asshole Cullen. Yes, Edward Cullen. Isn't it enough that he made me cry the last time I saw him? It doesn't help that he's been sending messages with the flowers.
A week. That's how long it has been since I walked out that café. I have been thinking a lot. I have been thinking how to get back at him. I'm thinking of hurting him as much as I have experienced. Or maybe, stab him to death and make it look like an accident. Would that work?
"Isabella Swan, I hate you so much right now." a high pitched voice screamed as my door opened.
"thank you so much Alice, I hate you too." I said as I took a sip of my coffee.
"Don't you know how worried I am? Are you hiding?" Alice asked me. I don't know what to answer. Maybe I was hiding. I was too focused on my plan.
"oohh, flowers." Alice gushed over the roses that fucking Edward sent me. in front of me are the five cards sent along with them. "and there are cards. I wonder who sent them." She said as she picked one.
"Bella, I'm sorry about what happened, Edward." Alice read.
"aren't you going to speak? What happened Bella? I need details!" Alice sat on my desk. She's obviously eager to hear it.
"We just talked. Nothing else. Oh, by the way I left him there. That's all." I explained to her.
"What did you talk about?"
"nothing much." I said. "just about my ex-fiance."
"Bella, don't you think it's too much? I mean you're pretending that you lost your memory, isn't that unfair?" she said as she read the remaining cards.
"Unfair? Isn't what he did to me unfair?" I hissed. "Alice, I'm doing this to be FAIR!"
"Bella, I've seen him the whole week. He barely ate. He looks terrible!"
"then good for him!" I almost screamed. My life is so complicated right now. maybe I should move away. Away from everything. Away from Edward. Away from everything that fucking hurts!
"he really wants you back. He is miserable Bella. He is sorry." She explained.
"I don't care. He deserves it."I replied coldly.
"are you still going to continue with your plan?"
I just nodded. What made her think I wouldn't? I'm not stupid. I won't let Edward get away with what he did again.
"so what is your next move?" she asked. I thought for a moment. What is my next move? I opened the last message he sent me.
Bella,
Have dinner with me?
Please.
Edward
I smiled a little. I faced Alice and said, "well my dear Bestie," I smiled a little wider and continued, "I am going to date him."
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