Hey! I'm so sorry for the very long wait. It's just that I've been busy; I had to shoot videos, study for midterms and make a speech! It was crazy! This was the first thing I did when the inspiration came. I'm really sorry, I hope you understand and still love me.
So this chapter basically takes off from where we ended last time. I hope you like it. I've been suffering from lack of inspiration and sorry if this one does not reach your expectations. And please review, it means so much to me. I want to know what do you think or what do you feel about this story. For those who reviewed last time, thank you! You always make me feel like I'm good at this. Sometimes I think of just stopping writing, but I think of you guys and how you accepted my work. Love you all.
Well, that's lengthy! Disclaimer- you know what.
"Are you fucking kidding me, Isabella Swan?" Alice screamed at me. She stood, and paced left and right and left and right in front of me.
"Do I look like I'm joking? I'm so serious Alice. You know me, when I want things to be done, I do it seriously." I said. I was looking at her moving figure. This little pixie somehow doesn't know how to stay still.
"you can't do that! Bella, please stop this twisted game of yours!" she's a little mad. I can't understand why, though. She is supposed to be at my side not that jerk's.
"Why not, Alice?" I asked. I stood up and walked to the front of my desk. I sat at the edge as I continued speaking to her, "I mean, he broke my heart, Alice. You were there. You saw me. the only way to inflict the same hurt I felt on him is to do the same with him. I'll make him fall in love with me, then break his heart."
"But you'll get hurt too." Alice explained. "if you date him, he'll fall in love with you and you might fall in love with him too. And if you break up with him, you'll cry all over again." She stopped in front of me and put her hands on my shoulders. She is shaking my shoulder as if it will cleanse my mind and change my plan.
"No. I will not get hurt." I said through my teeth. "I'm not going to fall in love with him, Alice." I removed her hands from my shoulders and said, "I am over him. He means nothing to me now. I do not love him."
"If you don't, then why are you doing this? Why do you want to hurt him?" Alice softly asked. Her eyes were soft. Trying to talk me out of what I am going to do."Bella just let him be. Forgive him for what he had done."
"Alice, I need to do this. I can't just forgive him like that. I want it to be fair. I want to do this so I will feel that it's not only me." I looked at her pleadingly. "I'll do this whether you want it or not." My decision was made and I don't plan on changing my mind.
"So there's no changing your mind then?" she asked and I answered by a simple nod. "Just please be careful, Bella. I don't want to see you hurt again. Think about your actions. Take care of your heart."
"I will, Alice." I hugged her tightly to show how much I appreciate her. "You're such a good friend."
With a soft smile, she left my office. It felt so quiet, but her words still echoed in the room. "You might fall in love with him too."
I realized that my plan is not so brilliant after all.
"You are so fucked, Isabella Swan." As said as I walked back to my desk and continue my work.
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I thought about it the whole night. I thought about how I was going to do it, or should I retreat and let him be. I wanted so bad to do it. I want to hurt him the way hurt me. I want him to feel the pain. I want him to feel unwanted because I felt that I am.
I took my phone from my handbag and looked at it as if it will give me the right answers. I opened it, and typed the numbers I've memorized because of the countless times I've read the messages from this person. I am so damn nervous. My hand was shaking as I pressed the call button and pressed the phone against my ear.
"Hello?" the person answered.
I took a deep breath and then talked, "Hi. This is Bella."
"I know. Why are you calling?"
"I want to know if the offer is still up." I said.
I heard a chuckle at the other end. This person is clearly delighted with what I said.
"Of course. You know I'll still want to have dinner with you no matter what."
"Ok then. Pick me up at 7, next Thursday. Ask Alice for my address." I replied.
"Ok. See you Bella." He said. His voice is full of life. He's happy. He's happy that I'm finally giving him a chance although he thinks that I cannot remember anything. He's happy because he thinks we'll be together again. "And thank you for this."
"No need to thank me. Bye Edward." And I hung up the phone. I can't get his "happy voice" out of my head. He thinks this is a good thing.
But this is my revenge. I get to tell what will happen. I get to control this thing. And I'll make sure that his expectations won't ever get to happen. Because this is my revenge, it's my turn to make him hurt like hell.
Hey! I am super super super sorry for the long wait.
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I was pretty sad the last time.