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Song: Lightning Crashes by Live

EPOV

The rest of my week seemed to drag by slowly. News of Bella was sparse. I didn't want to keep asking for her; Emmett and Jasper might start to suspect. I did hear that she and James got along well. They were seeing each other frequently throughout the week.

I tried to be happy for her; I smiled and said "That's great" when Jasper and Emmett told me the news. But deep inside, I was upset. I didn't want Bella with anybody else but me. I know it was hypocritical of me, seeing as I was still seeing Tanya, but I couldn't help it.

Thursday afternoon strolled around and I was at the airport, waiting for Tanya to get off. I really couldn't wait to see her again…it had been too long.

I spotted her coming back from the baggage claim as I took her suitcases from her.

"Edward! I've missed you so much!!"

I gave her body a tight squeeze and said, "I've missed you too sweetheart."

I kissed her fully on the lips and she eagerly responded. I had to watch myself or little eddie was going to come out to play in the middle of the crowded airport.

We walked out together and made our way back to my car.

"Where do you want to go? Have you had anything to eat yet?"

She shook her head. "No, not yet. It would be nice to get something though. I'm a little hungry."

I drove until I found a decent place to eat. I saw something shining brightly in the sunlight and realized it was her engagement ring. The sight brought a smile to my face. I couldn't believe she agreed to be my wife.

Then, I frowned as I thought about the struggle I went through with my parents, mainly my mother, when I went back home to ask for the ring that belonged to my grandmother. It was a 10 carat diamond ring in white gold. It wasn't flashy or ostentatious. It was subtle and beautiful and mine. I thought about that day.

-- Start Flashback –

My mother and I were in her bedroom. I laid down in her bed as she laid beside me, doing crossword puzzles while I flipped lazily through the TV channels. We were alone and I knew that now would be a good a time as any to bring this up.

"Mom, can I talk to you?" I sat up on the bed, looking at her.

I saw a flash of dread cross her face, but she said nothing. Instead, she smiled and put down her puzzle book.

"What is it dear?"

I looked carefully at her as I spoke. "Mom, as you know, I've been going out with Tanya for a long while now. I know she's the right girl for me. I'm going to ask her to marry me, so I'd like the ring that grandma left for me. I know you have it."

She didn't say anything at first. I could tell she was contemplating her next words to me. I hadn't expected for the next words to come out of her mouth.

"I lost it Edward. I misplaced it and I don't seem to know where it is." She looked away as she spoke to me.

I narrowed my eyes at her. I knew she was lying. I could always read my mother like an open book and I knew she had never cared for Tanya. Which was odd, considering she liked everybody.

"You're lying mom. I know you are. You would never, ever lose a piece of grandma's jewelry, especially one that belonged to me. Not giving me the ring will not stop me from proposing to her."

She looked at me then, and there was nothing but sadness and hurt in her eyes. I knew she was doing what she thought was best, but it was my life, not hers.

"I know that Edward. And I wish you all the happiness in the world, but I'm still not handing over that ring."

After a brief stare down, I got up and left her there. I couldn't believe how selfish she was being. It was my choice and I had chosen Tanya. I had left my parents house upset but determined to buy her my own ring.

And I did.

-- End Flashback –

To this day, my relationship with my mother was a bit strained. I still couldn't get over the fact that she had actually tried lying to me and refused to give up what was rightfully mine.

"Edward dear, what's the matter?"

I smiled as I looked over at Tanya. She had no clue about what happened back home. I didn't feel the need to tell her.

"Nothing sweetheart…absolutely nothing."

We quickly finished eating and I drove her to her place when we were done. I helped her unload her stuff as we walked up together.

As soon as her front door closed, she turned around to face me, her blonde hair framing her face. "I'm so sorry Edward. I know your dick must be aching by now. But I know how I can make it better…"

At the words dick and aching, my cock twitched. I had no idea how long I'd been waiting for her until I felt her hands run up and down my chest. Her fingers quickly discarded my shirt and she started working on my pants next. I groaned as I leaned against the front door, letting her work her magic on me.

I felt her hand pull out my cock and I closed my eyes, relishing in the feel of her mouth on me. It was a very bad idea for me to close my eyes because I immediately started thinking about Bella. I shot my eyes open again and stared down at Tanya, hoping her visual would block out those thoughts.

It didn't work.

I couldn't do it. I couldn't think of another woman as I looked into the eyes of my fiancée. I knew this was just an infatuation and that it would pass. Frustrated, I grabbed Tanya by the shoulders and kissed her roughly.

"I think it's time to go to the bedroom."

She didn't fight it. We got there and I ripped of her clothes. We both landed on the bed as I gestured for her to get on her hands and knees. To do this, I needed for her to not look at me.

I slammed myself into her, imagining once again, it was Bella. I grabbed onto Tanya's hair roughly and pounded into her, all the while imagining it was Bella.

It didn't take me long to cum. Tanya found her release and a while later, I found mine. I flopped down next to her as she snuggled peacefully in my arms.

I lay awake thinking about what just happened. What had I done? I just had sex with my fiancée while thinking of another woman. That is so wrong on so many levels. Isn't that cheating?

No, no it's not. The irrational side took over my thoughts now. It wasn't cheating because I never touched Bella. I only thought it. It was a weak excuse but it would work for tonight.

I fell asleep with Tanya in my arms, but Bella in my dreams.

BPOV

I awoke on Thursday morning with a lot of thoughts going through my mind. Today was James' birthday, so we were spending the day together.

I also remembered that today was the day that Tanya was coming home. I sighed as I thought of her and Edward together. My stomach twisted as I thought of them together in bed.

Ugh.

I quickly made my way to the living room to wait for James to arrive. Rose, Emmett, Alice and Jasper were all there talking and laughing. It felt nice to see them all there, like they belonged. The problem was that Edward also looked like he belonged…

No! Don't do that to yourself. You're walking a dangerous path Bella. Stop while your ahead.

"Hey everyone." I said cheerfully.

"Hey Bella, wow you look nice today." It was Emmett. Jasper smiled and nodded in agreement.

"So, you planning on giving James a birthday gift?" Emmett wiggled both eyebrows up and down.

I frowned at him as I said, "No, who do you think I am, you and Rose?"

As I predicted, they took it as a compliment instead of an insult.

The doorbell rang at that time and I went to answer it.

"Bella, you look beautiful!"

I smiled. "Thanks James. Happy Birthday!"

He pulled me into a hug and found my mouth to give me a kiss. I kissed him back eagerly, craving his touch. I may be thinking a lot about Edward, but James sure gave him a run for his money.

I invited him in and we all sat down together, talking about the day's events.

"Why don't we invite Edward and go out as a group?" James said to everyone. Apparently, he knew Edward. I found out they worked together on some gig that involved another woman and the two of them. It didn't bother me as much as it should've…it was a common thing in this business.

"Can't. Edward is picking up Tanya at the airport today and they'll probably be together all day catching up, if you know what I mean." Jasper smiled at James. I think we all knew what he meant.

"Well, that can't take all day, can it?" I said. I knew I was asking for trouble inviting him and Tanya along, but I'd gladly take that over not seeing Edward at all. I was going through withdrawals.

"You don't know Edward." Emmett said, laughing to himself.

Great, like I needed a visual. Well, I asked for it I guess. Then again...could he go all day long?

We all decided to go out to eat and then catch a movie. We didn't actually leave the house until about 6 as we made our way to the restaurant.

We sat down and each placed our order as James found my hand under the table. We held hands and I had to admit, it felt nice. I wanted to belong to someone and James was honestly the most wonderful guy I had ever gone out with.

James cleared his throat as we had finished our meal. "I just wanted to say that I'd like for all of us to go out tomorrow night at that new club, Club Fuego. Emmett, Jasper, please extend the invitation to Edward and Tanya. I would love to see Edward again and meet his girlfriend Tanya."

All of us looked at each other as we agreed with him. I was a bit more excited than I had a right to be. I would get to see Edward tomorrow, maybe. That's if he decided to go.

We walked out and headed toward the movies, hand in hand. James kept sneaking kisses my way and I didn't mind. It felt nice.

My mind was going to later tonight. I knew it was James' birthday and it was no secret he'd been wanting to go further with me. I wanted to also, but my stupid mind kept Edward there, and it was hard to have sex with someone when you're thinking of someone else. I wasn't sure if that was fair to James either. But my body ached to be touched by a male that wasn't acting. I decided to just wait and see how I felt about it later on tonight when I'm sure the opportunity will present itself.

We got to the theatre and found our seats. I sat back as James held onto my hand. We watched the movie in comfortable silence when I felt James' hand suddenly on my thigh. I inhaled sharply, wondering frantically what I was going to do. I had prepared to move his hand off of me, but then I wondered why I would do such a thing. Is that what I really wanted?

I felt him kneading my thigh, squeezing it in between his fingers. I sat there, biting my lip wondering what I should do. I knew he was waiting for my reaction as, I'm sure, he saw me contemplating.

I felt him stop just then, squeeze me one more time and then grabbed my hand again. I breathed a sigh of relief. I wasn't sure if I wanted to do this yet. The great thing about James was that he didn't push me too far. He let me make my own decision, but he didn't make me feel guilty about it.

The movie was over without another incident and we all walked outside to stand around.

"That was a great movie!" Rosalie and Alice gushed.

The boys just rolled their eyes. They had graciously let us pick the movie, even though it was James' birthday and we picked a romantic comedy. The boy and girl meet, fall in love, there are problems in the middle which prevent said girl and boy to get together, obstacles are overcome and they live happily ever after.

Yeah right.

Anyway, the girls were feeling particularly romantic tonight, so Emmett and Jasper had goofy grins on their faces. They knew they were getting some tonight.

"So, what are you guys going to do tonight?" I asked them, wondering what was going to happen now.

"I don't know, boys?" Alice said.

"Hmm, we could go back to our apartment. If you girls want, just spend a night with us since it's getting late." Emmett said, looking at the two of them.

"Wait. Isn't Edward there with Tanya?" Apparently, Rose had something in common with Jasper and Emmett. She also disliked Tanya...a lot. "I don't want to have to see that whore."

Alice rolled her eyes.

"Don't worry. I think Edward is spending the night with her at her apartment." Jasper said, so carefree, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

I felt sick.

"What?" I said, hoping I didn't sound desperate.

"Yeah, he always stays there after she's returned from a trip. If you want, I could call and check for you." Jasper said, looking at Rosalie.

"Please. I really don't want to have a run-in with that she-devil."

So Jasper placed the call and we could only hear his side of the conversation. I listened carefully.

"Hey Edward, how's it going?"

"Everything's fine here. Em and I just wanted to know if you were going to be home. We'd like to take Rosalie and Alice over."

"Yeah, that's what I thought."

He nodded his head thoughtfully. "No, no."

What did that mean?

"Alright, see you tomorrow morning Edward."

Jasper hung up the phone and I felt my stomach drop from my body.

"Well?" Alice said.

"Yep. Just as I predicted. He's with Tanya and he said for us to have fun. He'll be at the apartment in the morning."

"Oh, you forgot to tell him about my outing tomorrow night!" James told him.

Jasper smiled and said, "I wasn't sure if he was busy at the moment, so I'll just tell him in the morning."

Everyone nodded their head in understanding. Everyone but me.

"So Bella, would you like us to take you home?" Alice asked.

This was where my decision came in. I could have them take me home and so, sealing my fate for tonight.

OR

I could have James take me and make a detour at his house instead. I mean, honestly, would it matter? Everyone was having their own fun tonight obviously and I was the only one that wasn't getting any. Hell, even Edward was getting it on with Tanya.

I made up my mind.

"I'll let James' take me home Ali. Don't worry about it. I'll see you guys in the morning?"

"Sure."

"You bet Bella."

We all said our goodnights as I followed James to his car. He looked over my way but didn't say anything. He opened my door for me and then climbed in himself.

We were on our way when he asked, "So Bella, do you want to go home?"

I steeled myself and said, "No actually, I don't. Can we go to your place?"

There was a huge smile on his face as he made his way to his apartment. There was no going back now.

We walked in and I immediately attacked him. I don't know what came over me. I think it was just the anger and resentment that I felt toward Edward, even though he had no idea how I felt. James responded immediately quickly disposing our clothes on the floor.

He moaned my name over and over again, kissing my neck and making his way down my body. I closed my eyes and pictured Edward with me, even though I knew it was wrong.

I rushed the experience, throwing any type of fore-play out the window. We quickly got down to business as we made it to his bed.

"How do you want this Bella?" he asked me.

I only had seconds to figure this out. I couldn't bear to have him towering above me. At least, not tonight. The thought of Edward was still too strong.

"Get behind me." I quickly said. Apparently, this turned him on even more. He moaned.

Within seconds, we were fucking like animals. I kept my eyes closed, thoughts only on Edward, wondering what it would be like to do such things with him. Don't get me wrong, James was a good fuck. He just wasn't Edward. Regardless, I came within minutes, James quickly following suit.

We collapsed on the bed, breathing heavily. He pulled me close to him and I found myself extremely tired. I didn't want to move so I snuggled closer to him and allowed him to cover us with the blankets.

"You were perfect Bella." He said to me. "You are so beautiful."

"Mhhmm..." I was too tired to respond. He kissed me on my forehead as I fell asleep, Edward plaguing my dreams.

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