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Song: Dirty Little Secret by All American Rejects

BPOV

I awoke once again at James' apartment. I sighed as I rolled out of bed. I didn't want to make this a habit...have him get used to it.

I leaned over and gave James a quick kiss and made my way to his bathroom to shower. I stood there, letting the warm water hit me, thinking about last night.

Our kiss.

His pet name for me...love.

It was just too surreal. I mean, did I actually allow something like that to happen? How could I have done such a thing?

One thing I knew for certain. It wasn't going to happen again. I needed Edward to be happy, and he was obviously happy with her. End of story.

I heard the shower door open and I felt James' body next to mine.

I decided right then and there that I would forget about Edward Cullen and concentrate on James...my boyfriend.

He slid his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him. I closed my eyes as he started to kiss my face, my neck and my chest...finally landing on my erect nipples.

I moaned and called out his name. James was pleased.

He kissed further and further down until he reached my pussy which was wet and waiting for him. I opened up my legs and he immediately darted his tongue out, tasting me...licking every piece of me.

"Mmmm...Bella...you taste so sweet. I love licking you all up."

I threw my head back as I moaned. I grabbed the back of his head and pushed him harder and deeper into me. His tongue was strong and it felt heavenly. I knew I was going to find my release soon.

"I'm gonna cum...O God...James..." I started breathing heavier.

"Yes Bella, cum for me. Let me lick you clean." James licked me even faster, sucked me even harder. I came all over his mouth, grabbing his shoulders to hold myself steady. It felt wonderful to release myself.

When I recovered, he made his way back up, kissing me with his mouth. I could taste myself on him and the thought of him doing what he just did made me even hornier.

I brought him closer to me as I whispered in his ear, "Can I taste you now? I'd like a chance to place that huge dick in my mouth, if you don't mind."

He groaned as he gripped my waist even tighter. His erection was in between us and I could feel it on my lower stomach.

This time, it was my turn to kiss him down his body, nipping at his skin, until I was face to face with his giant dick. I blew on his head lightly and he twitched. I smiled knowing I was going to make it do more than that.

I took him in my mouth, slowly at first, and licked every spot up, nice and wet. I pumped him with my hand and sucked him harder and harder. He gripped my hair with one hand and steadied himself with the wall of the shower with his other hand.

"God Bella, I've never felt anyone as good as you. You feel...so good..." He couldn't talk anymore because he was on the brink of exploding. I sucked him a bit more and I felt his cock harden in my mouth; I knew he was cumming.

His milky white cream shot into my mouth as I took in what I could. I kept pumping him with my hand and massaged his balls with my other hand, gently pulling and tugging. I swallowed all of his cum, making sure I got every last drop.

He helped me stand up and gave me a huge kiss. "You felt great Bella. I love how we can have so much fun together."

I had to smile at that because it was true. We did laugh and have fun when we were together. I needed to remember that.

We got out of the shower and quickly got dressed for the day. We decided to go to my apartment, so I could get some clean clothes and maybe see the girls.

I walked in and saw that Rosalie and Alice were already home. Apparently, they were in the back changing while Emmett and Jasper lounged around in the living room.

"Are you guys planning on doing anything today?" I asked them.

"Actually, no we weren't. We just kind of wanted to hang out and relax here if you don't mind Bella." Jasper said as Emmett was flipping through the TV stations.

"Of course not Jazz. Why would I mind?" I put my stuff down and started to head down the hallway toward my room.

"Well, we kind of actually invited Edward over but he refused to come if he couldn't bring Tanya. I could here that whiny ass bitch over the phone. I could tell Edward really wanted to come, but he was stuck. I felt bad for him so I told him he could." Emmett explained.

This was a perfect time for Edward to spring up on me. When I least expected it. Surely, he remembered what happened between us last night?

Love.

I assured Jasper and Emmett that I didn't have any bad feelings towards them for inviting Tanya and that they were more than welcome to come over. Jasper and Emmett gave me huge hugs of thank you's.

"Don't mention it!" I said, as I made my way toward the back of the apartment, toward my room to change.

I quickly threw on a pair of dark skinny jeans and a dark green tank top. As soon as I was done, Rosalie and Alice barged in.

"Hey Bella! So, how's Mr. Wonderful, Mr. Perfect, hmmm?" Alice smiled hugely at me.

I smiled back at her and said, "He's actually pretty wonderful Alice. I'm very happy right now."

Alice jumped up and down and Rose acted a bit more civilly. She's the one who asked the next question. "Do you think he's the one Bella?"

I had no idea. All I knew was that I was happy when I was with him and I wasn't ready to let that go. And Edward was definitely not the one.

We finished in no time and when we emerged, Edward and Tanya were seated in the living room as well. My eyes immediately began their search for him, eyeing everyone until they finally fell on his face.

Same beautiful face.

That belonged to someone else.

I wanted to cry.

But instead, I found James' hand and led him to sit down.

I caught Edward's eyes and they penetrated mine, looking for answers that weren't there. Pleading with me about last night. But I didn't want to hear it. I needed to forget Edward, even if he was sitting right next to me.

Alice had come up with a great idea of playing Monopoly all together. I got up to grab it from my room and made my way back. It was set up for everyone and the game started.

I had no idea how competitive Emmett and Jasper were with one another. They were determined to beat not only each other, but everyone else too. Jasper owned all the red properties and soon had up hotels. Emmett ended up with the yellow ones and part of the green ones as well. As soon as he could, he put up hotels on all the yellow properties.

I was out of the game as soon as it started to get too competitive. I noticed that not long after, everyone else was slowly evacuating the game. As I studied the board game, I realized that the one person buying us all out was not Emmett or Jasper. It was Alice. And the boys were too engrossed with one another to realize who the true champion in the game was.

It didn't take long though when Emmett landed on Boardwalk which had hotels and was owned by Alice.

"What the hell?" Emmett yelled as he stared at the board in disbelief. "Alice? When the hell did you get all these properties?!"

"When you and Jasper were busy bickering like an old married couple. Obviously, you guys thought that the biggest competition you guys had was with each other. So, while you were distracted, I bought everyone out. Now, it's your turn to succumb to the master!"

Emmett had to forfeit everything he had and soon, Jasper had to do the same. There was no way he could hold out for that much longer.

I stretched in my seat as James wrapped his arms around my waist and nuzzled my neck. I giggled when he did so. It tickled.

"Rose, Alice? You guys want to help me make some lunch for all of us?" I said as I stood up. I noticed Edward was eyeing James, and not in a pleasant manner.

"Sure, of course." Rose said and she and Alice stood up.

"Bella, I won't be able to stay for lunch. I've actually got a meeting I must be attending in about an hour or so." Tanya said as she stood up.

Apparently, this was new to Edward since he looked just as surprised as we did.

"You do?" he said. "Well then, let me drive you to where you need to go."

"No, its fine Edward. Don't worry about me. You stay and have fun with your boys. I'll call you later on tonight, is that fine?"

"Of course sweetheart."

Sweetheart…ugh.

We said our goodbyes to Tanya and we three girls headed out toward the kitchen.

"Good riddance, that's all I have to say." Rosalie said.

"Yeah, I have no idea what Edward sees in her." Alice added.

I just shrugged my shoulders. I mean, really what could I say? Yes, she not right for him at all, but you know who is? Me! Yeah, right.

We quickly made some tuna sandwiches and grabbed some chips and headed back toward the living room. The boys had made themselves comfortable as we found a movie we could all watch together.

We ate as Mr. and Mrs. Smith played on our TV. We started talking about the plot of the movie, and thought about how wonderful it would be to be invincible…to wield a gun and shoot all the bad guys…and to top it all off, to have a body like Angelina Jolie.

I myself did not care for Angelina, but she sure was hot in that movie. Of course, Emmett had to comment.

"She sure is smokin' huh guys?" All the guys nodded in agreement. Then he said, "Though not as smokin' as my Rosalie. She'd blow Angelina out of the water!"

I rolled my eyes at his comment. Alice scoffed and Rosalie smiled broadly at him. Somebody was going to get lucky tonight.

I was snacking on my chips when Jasper said, "Hey, you guys think he really cheated on Jennifer Aniston with her? They claim he didn't, but I don't know who's telling the truth. I mean, even flirting with her would be considered cheating in my book, let alone physically touching her more than he should."

I sucked in a load of air as that reality hit me, and when I did, I almost died by choking on my chips. I started coughing as everyone stared at me.

"Bella? Are you alright?" James was looking at me with nothing but concern in his eyes. I felt awful as I recovered myself. I waved everyone off letting them know I was alright.

"Are you sure Bella? You look kind of green and sick. I mean, if you want to believe that Brad Pitt didn't cheat on her, then go ahead. No one's stopping you. We all know how you like to believe the best of everyone." Rosalie said, in a poor attempt at humor. She had no idea how right she was.

"Geez Bella, just because you'd never do it doesn't mean real life isn't like that. Who really knows their circumstances, huh?" Alice said as she smiled my way.

I looked toward Edward and was shocked to see he was staring at me intently, worry in his eyes. I knew he felt awful and he was trying to convey as much toward me.

But this was the past. I would not let that put a damper on my mood. I smiled at the girls and said, "I'm not as big a prude as you guys think I am. I did follow you idiots into the porn biz, am I correct?"

They laughed at that. James got up then and said, "I'm sorry guys, but I must be going. It's getting a bit late, and I stayed here longer than I really should've." He turned to me and said, "Bella, I'll see you later? I'll call you."

I smiled up at him as he gave me a chaste kiss and walked out.

"And then there were six." Jasper said.

"Question. Were you girls serious when you said you've made a video all together?" Emmett asked.

"You've been dying to ask that for a while, haven't you Em?" I asked him.

"Yes! But I really would like to know. I think we all would, don't you agree boys?" Emmett said, as he looked around the room.

All the boys nodded in agreement.

"Alright, we'll show you, but not today. We'll hold that as leverage and show you some other day." Alice said smirking at the guys.

"Okay then, answer us this at least," Jasper said. "Does this video show touching and kissing?"

Rosalie rolled her eyes and said, "Yes of course. You really think porn would sell if we just sat and stared at each other?"

All three of the guys looked about ready for heart attacks. I had to laugh.

Alice had an idea. She looked at me and Rosalie, signaling us to just go with the flow. "You know boys, we could show you a demonstration of our kissing techniques with each other for a small fee."

This sounded interesting.

"What fee would that be?" Edward asked narrowing his eyes at Alice. He knew it would be steep.

"We'll kiss for you, tongue and all, if you guys give each other a quick kiss as well. It doesn't have to be long, but it does have to be on the lips and all three of us girls do have to be present for it to count. We have to see you guys do it."

Jasper and Edward looked like their faces were permanently etched with grimaces while Emmett asked, "Does it have to be tongue too?"

Jasper and Edward looked at him like he was insane. They couldn't believe he was actually contemplating it.

"No, no tongue. We won't force that on you...unless you want to."

"Emmett! Don't be an idiot. We are not going to kiss you!!" Edward yelled.

"Yeah man. I can't believe you're even considering it!! I'm really starting to wonder about you." Jasper added.

I decided to up the ante. "We'll even throw in boob action."

All three of them stopped in the middle of what they were doing. They slowly turned to face me.

"You do what Alice asks, we'll not only kiss on the lips with tongue, but we'll feel each other up as well."

I looked over at Alice and Rosalie and noticed they agreed.

"Dude!! Boobage!! Come on guys! Don't be a stick in the mud! It'll be quick and painless. You won't even know what hit you!" Emmett was pleading now.

"Trust me! I'll know what hit me." Edward said. "And you will too if you come anywhere near me with that foul mouth."

"But guys!!"

"NO!!" Jasper and Edward yelled.

We girls knew this wasn't over. Emmett wasn't the type that gave up easily. He'd do what he could to get what he wanted...and as I recall, the rules never said it had to be consensual.

I sighed as I got up and started cleaning up our mess as Alice and Rose helped. We walked into the kitchen and I realized I really wanted something sweet to eat.

I started rummaging through our closet when Alice saw me.

"What are you doing Bella?"

"I've got this urge for something sweet, but I can't find anything."

Rosalie opened up the freezer and said, "I thought we had some ice cream here, but I'm not sure, let me check."

She came back out holding a Big Shot. "I found this!"

Alice frowned. "But we only have one. I want some too."

"Yeah Rosalie, and we can't exactly cut it into pieces."

Rosalie's forehead wrinkled as she was thinking of a solution. Suddenly, she had her evil smile in place.

"I know how we can all have a piece of this. Come here girls."

She filled us in on her plan and I had to say, Rosalie was the most evil woman on the face of this earth.

EPOV

I was so worried about Bella. She nearly choked to death at the mere mention of cheating on your significant other. I mean, it's not like we had sex with each other. It was one kiss. That was all.

But it was one hell of a kiss. I craved more from her. I wanted to hold her and touch her. Make her scream my name out.

I sighed as I sunk deeper in my seat. I mean, what the hell was wrong with me? I wanted her sexually, that was for sure. But I still loved Tanya. That much I also knew. But was there a deeper connection that I felt with Bella than just a sexual one?

I didn't know and it was wrong to try to figure that out with Bella. It wouldn't be fair to her, to James or to Tanya. I was in deep shit with no way out.

Just when I couldn't be any more confused about her and what I felt for her, she comes out of the kitchen with Alice and Rosalie, wearing evil grins.

Shit.

Bella walked out with a Big Shot. She had unwrapped it and was licking it up, attempting to put the whole thing in her mouth…but it was too thick.

I was in hell, pure hell.

Jasper and Emmett looked up and just stopped to stare. There were no words as our perverted minds took us down a road we couldn't come back from.

"Bella! That's not fair! I wanted some too!" Alice pouted as she watched Bella lick up the popsicle.

"Yeah Bella. I wanted some as well and you took the last one!" Rosalie said as she too, watched Bella.

Maybe I was wrong. Maybe we were just too perverted for our own good.

Then again, maybe not.

Bella offered to share her Big Shot.

Aw hell no.

Instead of switching out with the girls, all three of them started licking it, at the same time.

I couldn't help but groan and I noticed Jasper and Emmett were in no better shape. Emmett looked to be in pain and Jasper was having a hard time breathing.

This time, my dick was really aching. I wasn't sure how long I could take this torture. If they didn't quit their shit, I was going to cum right here in front of everyone, and I'm sure Emmett and Jasper wouldn't be pleased.

"Mmm…this tastes so good, doesn't it girls?" Rosalie said.

"Yes, it does. It feels so good in my mouth." Alice answered back.

"I love sucking and licking on this popsicle…mmmm." Bella said. I was a goner, I couldn't believe Bella would do this to me.

Emmett could take it no longer. "Rosalie, come here." He got up, rather painfully, it looked like and grabbed her by her waist to walk her to her room.

"Emmett! You took me away from my popsicle!!" She said.

"I've got another popsicle you can suck on Rose…"

Yuck. I did not need that mental image.

Jasper was next as he also grabbed Alice and threw her over his shoulder. She giggled and yelled out, "Bye Bella!!"

It was just me and Bella now.

I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She looked so gorgeous. And I wanted her.

Now.

"That was very mean of you Bella, to do that to me."

"What do you mean Edward? I was just eating my popsicle. I wasn't trying to do anything else."

I groaned in frustration as I quickly made my way over to her and pulled her into my body.

"Bella…love…you left me with a huge problem. What am I going to do now?"

"I don't know Edward…but from what I can feel, it is a big, big problem."

Apparently, she could feel me up against her.

I crashed my mouth down to hers, roughly taking her mouth into mine. She eagerly responded, feeling me, tasting me. I didn't want anyone as much as I wanted Bella.

I grabbed her and made my way toward the sofa so we could lie down. I couldn't take her to her room; I'd never be able to explain my way out of that one.

I started roaming my hands up her sides, feeling every curve of her body. I couldn't stop myself. She felt wonderful. I made my way up to her bra line as I was kissing her jaw and making my way down her neck. Every part of her tasted sweet.

"Edward...Edward, I can't." Bella was attempting to plead with me, but it sounded more like moaning to me.

Regardless, I knew she wanted to stop. I pulled back.

"What is it Bella? Do you want me to stop?"

She looked into my eyes, pleading with me. "I...I just can't Edward. We're moving too fast. You're engaged and I have a boyfriend...this isn't right."

I groaned because I knew she was right. I closed my eyes and pushed myself off of her.

"Your right Bella. I'm sorry I did this. I shouldn't have touched you, kissed you...felt how soft you were in my arms..."

I couldn't help it. Everything about her screamed for me to take her.

"Edward...even though we can't touch each other doesn't mean I can't please myself to you."

What did she mean? And then it dawned on me.

OH...

Her eyes were still full of lust, of desire. She leaned back up against the arm of the sofa, and made herself comfortable. Her hand slid inside of her shorts and I could see her as she slipped her fingers inside of herself.

This was true torture.

I watched as she pumped her fingers in and out of herself, slowly at first, picking out a rhythm to go by. She slid her other hand underneath her shirt and under her bra, till I could tell that she was now playing with her nipples while fingering herself. I couldn't take it, my cock was aching and twitching, needing its own release.

"Edward, I need you to stroke yourself...I need to see that I turn you on."

God, she didn't have to ask me twice. I quickly found my button and zipper and opened them up, pulling my cock out so she could see. She moaned at the sight.

"Oh, you look so much better than you did on the TV Edward. You look hard..."

"Yes, love, I am extremely hard for you. I wish I could slam into you as hard as I can, and make you yell out my name."

"Give me your hand Edward."

I had no idea what she wanted, but I complied. I gave her my hand and she took it and licked it all up.

My hand was now wet where Bella's mouth had just been all over.

"Now, jack off to me Edward. I need to see you."

That was all it took for me.

I used the hand that she had made wet and started stroking my self while watching Bella finger fuck herself as she watched me. I was already turned on and I wasn't sure how much longer I was going to last.

"Edward, I'm using three fingers to fuck myself with and my hand is full of my pussy juices. You're making me so wet and horny..."

God, she was going to kill me. I pumped harder.

"My nipples are hard for you Edward...I'm pinching them right now."

I pumped faster.

"BELLA...I'm gonna cum...cum with me love...I want you to cum with me."

She quickly grabbed a pillow and put it to her mouth to muffle her screams. I saw her body tremble as she came, her fingers pumping even harder.

I came too and I shot out far, trying to stifle a moan as I watched Bella cum before me. God, she was so sexy.

She removed her face from the pillow and her hand from her shorts. I picked up her hand that she had used to fuck herself and put her fingers in my mouth, sucking off all of her juices. She tasted sweeter than I could've imagined and smelled even better.

She smiled at me as she took my hand where my cum landed and licked that off of me. She swallowed all of what I had and said "delicious."

Yes...she will officially kill me.

We couldn't hear noises coming out of the back rooms anymore, so we quickly shifted our clothes back on. Bella turned up the TV and sat at one end of the sofa. I stood up to walk toward the kitchen, but knowing I wouldn't be alone with her again for the night, I walked toward her and leaned down, my face inches from her.

"I'm sorry that I'm putting you through this Bella, love. But please know that I care a lot about you. You have to know that."

She looked back at me, and for a brief moment, I thought she would cry. But she smiled and said, "I care a lot about you too Edward. And don't blame yourself...I've got a lot to do with this mess as well."

I reached down and cradled her face in my hands and kissed her. It wasn't rough, or rushed, but it was enough to show her how much she meant to me. That she wasn't just some other girl...she was Bella, and that meant the world to me.

I rushed over to the kitchen and washed my hands off, thinking of the wonderful moments I had been able to spend with her. Bella meant something to me, and even if I didn't exactly know what it was, I knew it was important. I had no idea what the hell I was doing, but I'd figure it out...I hoped.

I heard a crowd of voices in the living room and knew everyone was out and about. I dried my hands and prepared to walk out there, putting on a face for everyone's benefit, including my own.

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