Hello my lovelies, hope you all had a very merry Christmas and got what you wanted had a nice diner etc. this chapter was written ages ago in my old note pad but then Christmas came so I wasn't allowed on the PC then on Xmas day I got a brillopad note pad so I wrote up this story and the next chapter or two. Anyway I probably wont put up the next chapter for a while because I'm really slow at typing so I don't really like it and it's still the holidays so I'm still banned from the PC at my mums ( I'm at my Dad's at the mo) lol sorry to bore you with all that crappy rambling.
DISCLAIMER: MWHAHAHA!!! I get to make Annie cry by telling her she doesn't own Jasper or any other Twilight characters!!!
Annie:* sob* so harsh! *sob*
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Oh by the way! There was some confusion in this story. This is just to make it clear if it wasn't on the summary. This is not a JasperxAngela story. Sorry if you wanted it to be that but I think the only people jasper should be with is Alice or me (I don't think it's ever going to be me though : ( )
I was hunting away from Alice. I hated her seeing me hunt in case I scared her, I know that's ridiculous but I can't help0 but worry about my little honey- bee. I smelt a herd of deer running not to far away from me. I let my senses take over, I crouched low a small smile appearing on my lips. I heard the hooves and heart beats of the deer 100 yards away. A loud snarl bubbled up from my chest and I started to run parallel to the herd, quickly getting closer until I could see them through the trees.
They were strangely slow so I ran at human speed instead of vampire speed. I took down a large buck easily. The buck struggled under my iron grasp, I watched him struggle for a while and took pity on the defend-less creature. I snapped its neck with a satisfying crack. The snap however did not break the skin so I sliced its neck with my little finger. I watched the blood the warm blood build and then burst from the slit. As soon as the blood started flowing I couldn't wait any longer: I put my lips around the cut and began to drink deeply. Once I had finished the deer, which was my sixth, I heard a small gasp.
I froze. Crap that's not any of my family! I turned around to see a girl in Bella year with light brown hair; I think her name is Angela something. Her emotions were all over the place as she stared at me. I wiped my mouth as I analysed her feelings: there was a lot of shock, not surprisingly since she had just seen someone from her school brutally kill and drink a freaking deer, she was also feeling guilty and embarrassed. I took a breath and immediately regretted it: her blood was so appetizing…
It wouldn't take long to drain her
NO! I couldn't drink her; I won't let Alice and Carlisle down
But she will know our secret the monster inside me reasoned, desperate to feel her blood sliding down its throat.
Who says she's going to tell, Bella didn't my good side objected.
I felt concern coming off Angela as she stepped forward.
"Don't come near me" I whispered "I won't be able to stop myself from killing you if you don't" I added too quietly for her to hear. She ignored my plea and took another step forward; I felt my eyes blacken even though I had just hunted when she sighed, her breath tickling my face.
Before she could do anything else I was sniffing her neck with pleasure. Her confusion was hitting me hard and I could vaguely feel her sweaty hands try to push me away. Her panic sent her heart beating faster, pumping her blood quicker through her veins, the heat radiating off her pulse point drove me crazy. I bit into her soft flesh when I heard Alice's voice; I blinked in shock and with-drew my mouth from Angela's sweaty neck. I looked around for my honey-bee but I couldn't see her, I could hear her though:
It doesn't matter jazzy-bear I'm still proud of you, even though you fed on her, you managed to keep control and not go on a rampage through town.
I could hear the smile in her tone as she said that. I looked wildly around to see my angel but I still couldn't see her. That's when I realised that it was all in my head. I shook my head at what my imaginary Alice had said: it sounded exactly like her and what she would say, it would be a lie. I would know deep down inside her she would be disappointed I wasn't strong enough; she wouldn't say anything or act like she was angry or disgusted at me. But I would know because, after all, I was the empath.
A loud scream of agony jolted me back to the present as well as her pain that was paining me as well. Shit. I looked at the bite mark I had made but the damage was already done, the wound have sealed itself with the venom and now the venom was spreading right this second. I picked her thrashing body in my arms and began to run home. We would have to move I will have, by doing this, have ruined every thing Carlisle and Esme have built for us here. I pushed my legs faster. I hoped I had done the right thing, man; Bella is going to be so pissed off.
So, yeah. Jasper point of view. What did you think? Please review and tell me good and bad review welcome. I will try to post the next chapter quick but I can't promise you anything!
