DISCLAIMER: ALAS, I OWN NOT TWILIGHT…BUT I DO OWN THREE KIDS THAT KEEP ME ON MY TOES…

AN: HELLO MY FRIENDS…I COME IN PEACE AND BRING A PEACE OFFERING. HERE IS THE LATEST INSTALLMENT OF SO, THIS IS LOVE IN WHICH BELLA AND EDWARD FINALLY HAVE THEIR LONG AWAITED TALK. HOW FAR WILL THEY GET? WHAT WILL HAPPEN? WILL THEY FINALLY BE TOGETHER? KEEP READING FOR ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS!

AND BEFORE YOU ALL ASK ME…BSS WILL BE UPDATED TOWARD THE BEGINNING OF NEXT WEEK! MUCH LOVES TO ALL!

SONG: WON'T GO HOME WITHOUT YOU BY MAROON 5

JPOV

Well that was awkward.

I can't believe Bella's father, the police chief of her hometown, found out about his daughter's occupation because he ran into one of her films.

And I thought I had a weird family.

I glanced over at Alice who was clinging to me in my arms. I realized that though my family may not be conventional by any means, they loved me and accepted me for who I am. Alice didn't have that type of acceptance. From what she told me, she wasn't really a welcome sight to her family.

But she accepted me and I accepted her as well. We were made for each other and that was the best feeling I could've had in this whole entire world. I could only hope that Edward would one day find the love of his life, especially now that skank Tanya was out of the picture.

Oh yeah…

"Hey guys, we forgot to tell you because of all of the excitement that was going on earlier, but guess what?"

"You're taking me shopping?" Alice looked up at me with a hopeful expression on her face. I learned pretty early on not to encourage Alice in her shopping habits.

"Nooooooo, it's something better!"

She pouted, obviously thinking that there could be nothing better than shopping.

"Well, what is it? Spit it out already!" Rosalie was dying to get herself to her room and I was taking up her time with Emmett.

"Alright, alright. Edward broke it off with Tanya."

Rosalie and Alice were rendered speechless for a moment. I was wondering if maybe this news wasn't something that they would care about…

Alice shrieked and clapped her hands while jumping up and down. Rosalie had a huge smile plastered on her face, her joy radiating throughout her body.

"Yes!! So how did the bitch take it? What did Edward do? Did he take her out and physically kick her out of his apartment? Oooo, I know! He publicly humiliated her and told everyone who would listen what a no good, two timing whore she's been."

Wow. Rosalie sure was vindictive.

"Umm…no, not exactly. I suppose I should clarify. He's going to break up with her."

"Going? Going? So another words, he hasn't done it yet!!"

Yeah, Rosalie wasn't so beautiful when she was pissed.

"No, but only because she left town this morning. He wants to do it in person."

"That bitch doesn't deserve a formal break-up. He should just call her up and tell her he doesn't want to see her ever again and that he's burned all of her things."

Emmett looked at Rosalie in amazement. "That's what I said!!"

They smiled at each other, both thinking their logic was actually sane and I was secretly hoping that I would never piss the both of them off.

Alice just rolled her eyes. "Well, I just want Edward to be happy. I'm glad he's finally come to his senses. I really want the best for him. I wonder though, why was he so nervous when he walked in today? If he didn't break it off with her, why did he look like he was about to take a leap off the deep end?"

Hmm…Alice did have a point. I wasn't exactly sure what was up with Edward, but then again, nobody ever knows what's really up with him.

"I don't know. I did notice that too, but I just chalked it up to normal Edward behavior. That boy goes through mood swings like you wouldn't believe."

I looked toward Alice and noticed she was staring out the front door, looking thoughtful. Before I could ask her what was on her mind, Rosalie spoke up.

"Well, I hope that Edward doesn't change his mind when Tanya comes back. I really hope he sticks it to her."

With a far-away look on her face, Alice answered her. "No, I don't think he'll go back to Tanya. If I'm right, I think he's moved on."

She amazes me everyday. How in the world can she know something like that?

Only time will tell.

EPOV

I was a nervous wreck. I'd been waiting and waiting for this moment and now that it was here, I didn't exactly know what to do or what to say. I wanted it to be romantic and everything that Bella deserved, but the more I thought about it, the more nauseous I became. I mean, how do you tell your perfect goddess that she is nothing short of perfect and that you can't imagine life without her? And that there was no way I was leaving here without her?

After the niceties were over and done with and I had gotten Bella some water, there was nothing left to do but sit with her on my sofa. I had daydreamed about having her here in my apartment and now, I was at a loss. I kept running my hands through my hair, not knowing what to do with them.

God, what would I do if she rejected me? Could I handle such heart ache?

Bella must've picked up on my nerves because she spoke up.

"Edward please, I hate seeing you like this. Listen, I'll just make this easy on you, okay? "

"Easy on me? What do you mean?"

"Look, it was nice being with you and I had a lot of fun…you are a great guy and I see how much you love Tanya. I won't get in your way any longer. I just want you to be happy and being with her makes you happy. Its fine, Edward. Goodbye."

I was too stunned to move because of what she just said. Did she mistake my nerves for not wanting to be with her? How could she even think that? I wanted to commit my whole being to her and be with only her until my dying day and she thought I picked my cheating, bitching fiancé?

I glanced up from my daze and noticed she was no longer in my living room.

Crap.

I darted out of my front door and noticed a taxi cab at the curb with the door open, Bella making a beeline to get in. There was no way I was losing her again, especially not because of some misunderstanding.

"Bella!! Please wait! Don't leave…"

She stiffened for a brief moment and then, without turning toward me, replied "I'm sorry, Edward."

I was losing her. I did the only thing I could think of and even though it wasn't terribly romantic or the way I had imagined telling her, it would have to do…for now.

"Bella please…I love you."

It seemed that my whole world stopped for those brief seconds that I proclaimed my love for her. I couldn't even breathe since I was waiting to gauge her reaction. If she still left, even after I told her of my feelings, then I knew all was lost and she didn't feel the same.

Thankfully, she turned around…and I noticed she was crying. I couldn't tell if this was good or bad. I walked up to her and placed the back of my hand on her cheek to wipe off the tears. Her beautiful brown eyes just stared right back at me, the tears still streaming down her beautiful face.

"Do you mean it?" Bella's question was barely a whisper but since I was so close to her, I caught it.

"Oh Bella, of course I mean it. I can't believe you thought I brought you all the way over to my apartment just to tell you I didn't want you in my life. That doesn't make any sense at all. I brought you here to tell you that I love you…that I can't live without you…that you're the one I want, not Tanya. If you don't feel the same way about me or don't want to give us a shot, well then, that's okay too. Either way, Tanya is out of the picture."

Bella didn't say anything but she was gnawing on her bottom lip pretty hard. I was afraid she'd bite her way right through it. After a couple more seconds, I started to become a bit panicky…I mean, do women usually take this long to proclaim their love back? Maybe she didn't want to be with me…maybe I was too late…maybe…"

"Bella, it's okay if you don't feel the same way…" That's about all I got out when she threw her body at me and attacked my mouth with hers. I kissed her back enthusiastically, letting her know how much she did mean to me.

She pulled back and half laughed, "It's about time, Edward. I was seriously starting to have my doubts about you."

I smiled back at her and was about to speak when we were interrupted.

"Sorry to break up this happy reunion, but if you're not going to take this cab, I've really got to get going."

Bella jumped out of the way and slammed the door shut, shouting an 'I'm sorry' to the cabbie as he drove away.

I extended my arm out to her and said, "So, shall we?"

She linked her arm in mine and we walked back into my apartment, sitting back down on the sofa side by side, the tension in the room finally broken. Bella spoke first.

"Did you mean it? What you said out there about Tanya being gone?"

"Yes I meant it. I was actually going to break it off with her today, but she called me early this morning saying she had to leave town on a business trip. I didn't want to break it off with her over the phone so I'm doing it as soon as she gets back. I've already informed her that I needed to speak with her upon her return."

"You're too kind to her Edward; but I suppose that's what I fell in love with…the self-less man that is inside of you."

I frowned when she said that. I hadn't been self-less these past few years by any means. "No, I'm not self-less. Not really. I mean, this whole time, Emmett and Jasper have been telling me how much of a bitch and whore Tanya was and I refused to believe it. I'm not even sure why I doubted them. They would never lie to me about something like that and I know I hurt them immensely. I've already spoke to them though and let them know how sorry I was. I can't believe what a fool I was."

Bella reached over and grabbed both of my hands into her soft, warm ones. "Edward, don't beat yourself up over it. Tanya's job is to sell. She sells whatever people want and to you, she sold you the perfect image of what a fiancé is supposed to be. What your fiancé is supposed to be. You were just blissfully ignorant for a long while."

I nodded and then realized that I wasn't the only we had to discuss. "Well, what about you? Last I heard, you and James were hitting it off pretty well."

She had a peculiar smile on her face that I couldn't quite decipher. "Oh yes, James and I had a ton of things in common, one thing in particular that really bonded us together; but we both decided that it would be for the best for us to just remain friends."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing…she was available. "You broke it off with James?"

"Mmhmm. We're just better off as friends. Besides, he's got his sights set on someone else, and honestly, I didn't mind because I had my sights set on someone else as well."

I couldn't stop the grin from forming on my face. It felt so good to just hold Bella here in my arms and not have to ever let go. From here on out, we were going to be an item.

Wait.

Were we? I mean, I hadn't officially asked her. I'm just assuming…

"Bella, I have to ask you a very serious question." I turned my body in to her and took her face in my hands and faced her to me. I wanted her to see that I was serious about what I was asking her.

"Of course, what is it?"

I took a deep breath and asked, "Will you, officially, be my girlfriend?"

The smile that broke out on her face and the love that shone out of her eyes were enough to make any man's heart break. She was an angel…and she was mine.

"Yes!! Yes, Edward, of course. There is nobody else I'd rather be with than here, right now, with you. I love you"

I picked up her hands and kissed every one of her knuckles before I looked back into her eyes. "Bella, you have to know, I have to tell you just how sorry I am. I sent you on this roller coaster ride with me, dragged you through my own problems as I tried to figure myself out. I shouldn't have done that to you and it would mean so much to me if you accepted my apology."

She stared at me for a brief moment before responding.

"No, Edward. I can't accept your apology."

I was a bit shocked, but I took in a deep breath, prepared to tell her that she had every right not to forgive me when spoke again.

"I don't accept it because there is no reason for you to apologize. I'm a grown woman and I made my own decisions when it came to you and me. There is no reason for you to have to apologize to me. I knew what the consequences would be if I continued to allow myself to pursue you and I took them."

I quirked my eyebrow at her when she was done talking. "Pursued me, Miss Swan? I had no idea that I was being pursued and stalked in any way."

She smiled at me, a hint of fire in her eyes. "Well, if I recall, the object of my affection was actually sexually harassing me on the job. I don't think that was acting in a very professional manner in the slightest."

"Hmm…," I replied, tapping my finger against my chin. "I do believe you might have a case there, except for the fact that you didn't really stop me…nor did you even try to."

Bella made a faint shocking noise, dropping her mouth open in shock. "Why Edward Cullen, you sure are full of yourself."

"No, Bella love, I'm not full of myself…I'm just sure of one thing."

"And what is that?"

"Us."

I leaned in then and captured her mouth with mine once again. I had had enough small talk. I really just needed to feel her on me, to feel that she was, in fact, real and really here with me in this moment.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me in closer to her, moaning. My kiss turned from one of love and passion to one of lust and want. I had been waiting for a really long time to have Bella all to myself and proclaim my love for her. There was no way in hell I was stopping now.

I leaned forward and laid Bella down on the sofa putting my body above her, steadying my weight on my arms. Her kisses became as urgent as mine, as wanting as mine were and I knew I had to have her…no cameras, no witnesses, just the two of us, making love and sealing our fate to one another.

Bella opened her legs so that I could settle myself in between her, my dick resting right in the middle of her sweet center. She wrapped her legs around and started grinding herself on to me, making me groan in response.

I pulled my head back and muttered, "Bella, you're going to be the death of me, you know that?"

"And what a wonderful way to go Mr. Cullen."

I laughed at that as I let my hands wander up the sides of her body, lifting up her shirt in the process. Her stomach was taught and smooth and creamy and I leaned down to give her kisses, starting with her belly button and working my way up. She moaned in pleasure, running her hands through my already messy hair, urging me on.

I made my way to her bra, not really sure if she had wanted to go this far. It seemed ridiculous considering we just filmed a move together, but that was so impersonal. This was something that I wanted us to do together and I need to know she was ready for this…for us to take the next step.

"Edward? What's wrong? Why did you stop?"

I lifted my head to make sure I captured her eyes with mine. I wanted her to be able to see how sincere I was.

"Bella, I want to make sure this is what you want. I don't know how much further I can go without spontaneously combusting. If you want to stop, please, tell me now."

She took my face into her hands and looked me right in the eyes to erase any doubt in my mind about what we were about to do.

"Edward, I have waited and dreamed and fantasized about this night with you, right here, right now. Please, make love to me."

That was all the reassurance I needed. I lifted her up from the sofa and carried her bridal style to my bedroom, gently laying her on my bed. I straightened my self up and took a moment to look upon the beauty that was lying there. She looked 100 times better than I ever could've imagined.

I leaned back over her, picking up where I stopped off at in the living room. Nipping at her skin on her stomach, I worked my way up, picking up her shirt as I kissed along. Her skin really was smooth and soft. She smelled wonderfully of strawberries and freesia and I knew that I would never get enough of her.

I lifted up her shirt, exposing the midnight blue bra that she had on. The color against her skin looked lovely and I found myself wondering if she had on matching panties. Well, there's only one way to tell, isn't there? I reached over to her hips and pulled down her pants, revealing a matching set of panties. The good God was with me tonight, most definitely.

"Bella, you look simply delicious…I could just eat you right up."

She smiled coyly at me. "Then why don't you Edward?" She sat up quickly on the bed and unhooked her bra and made quick work of her panties. All too soon, I was staring down at my beautiful goddess, naked and writhing before me.

"You just going to stand there and let your food get cold Edward or are you going to come and eat it like you said you would?"

Hello! That statement definitely sprung my already hard cock to life. I quickly threw off my shirt and pants and all other unnecessary articles of clothing until we were together again on my bed, our naked bodies reacting to one another.

I leaned my head down, mesmerized by her perfect tits and took one into my mouth. Her moan spurned me on further and soon I was palming her other one as she writhed underneath me. I could hear her saying my name over and over again and it was truly driving me insane. I knew I wouldn't last long once I entered her, so I wanted this to last for her, making sure she received her pleasure.

I kissed my way down her body until I reached the promised land, kissing my way up one thigh and down the other. I could smell her arousal and saw how damp and moist her pussy was for me.

I knelt in front of her, making sure her legs were wrapped around me, resting on my shoulders. I leaned in closely and gently blew right across her swollen clit earning a moan from her. She bucked up to meet my mouth and without warning, I dove right in.

Her juices were sweet and plentiful and even though I was trying to take it all in, it was just too much. She buried her hands in my hair and pushed me in as my tongue swept all over her, not missing any part of her swollen and aching body.

"Ugh…Edward! So close…"

I continued to suck and lick up and down her swollen lips until finally, realizing she was on the verge, I bit down gently on her clit causing an explosion in her body. I put my arm across her waist to settle her down so she could stop writhing and I could drink her in. She yelled my name over and over until she had come down from her high.

Once I was sure I had licked up any remaining remnants of her cum, I kissed my way back up to her, landing my kisses on her neck. She weaved her hands through my hair and pushed me back to look me in my eyes.

"That was…wonderful…fantastic…I don't even know if there are words to tell you how good you are at that."

Well, if that's not an ego booster, I don't know what is. I was about to respond when she spoke again.

"How did I taste?"

"You tasted heavenly, Bella. I licked up all of your juices, making sure there was none left."

"Really? Well then, can I have a taste?'

And before I knew what she was doing, she grabbed me by my head and pushed my face into hers, our lips smashing into one another. Her tongue swept into my mouth, tasting me and herself all mixed into one flavor.

I groaned wondering how much more she could surprise me and how much more I can stand. I was about to bust and I hadn't even entered her yet.

"Edward, please take me. Make love to me and show me how much I'm yours."

My beautiful vixen didn't have to ask me twice. With her legs curled around my waist, I guided myself into her, instantly groaning when we made contact. She was so warm and wet and I had never been with anyone as tight as she was.

I gazed into her eyes, wanting her to see me, to see the love that I had for her. I steadied my rhythm, going slowly at first, savoring every part of her.

"I love you, Edward. More than anything in this whole world…I love you."

I ran my hands through her soft hair and replied, "You are my life now."

I picked up my pace, my thrusts becoming quicker and harder. Bella moaned underneath me, yelling at me to go harder and faster. I could feel my release coming but I needed Bella's release to come before mine. She was so close, so I leaned into her ear and whispered, "Cum for me, Bella."

"Ugh…Edward!! Fuck!"

Her body convulsed around me, her walls tightening around my dick. With two more thrusts, I came as well, positioning myself deep inside of her.

We were both panting hard when we were done. I looked down at Bella lying underneath me. She was certainly a sight to behold. There was a pinkness to her face and she was breathing hard, her chest rising and falling with every breath she took. Her brown hair was splayed around her face and placed upon said beautiful face was the most enchanting smile I'd ever seen her give.

"Oh, Edward. Do you mean it? That you want to be with me?"

"Of course, Bella. I cannot have you out of my life. Not anymore. You are mine, whether you like it or not."

She smiled then and wrapped her arms around me. She managed to pull me down to the bed next to her but before we settled ourselves in, I pulled her into the covers snuggling up behind her. As far as I was concerned, there was nowhere else I'd rather be.

"I hope you don't mind spending the rest of the day here with me, Bella, because as far as I'm concerned, the rest of the world can just disappear."

She snuggled closer to me, allowing me to wrap my arms around her. "I agree with you, Edward. Staying here in bed sounds like a pretty good idea to me."

And we did.

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BPOV

Monday morning came and I opened my eyes to greet a brand new day. I had this wonderful dream consisting of me, Edward and his bed. When I opened my eyes though, I realized I wasn't in my room and this definitely wasn't my bed.

His scent was everywhere.

Holy Shit…I wasn't dreaming.

I turned slowly in his arms, looking behind me and sure enough, there he was. He looked so peaceful and he was sleeping with a slight smile on his face. I couldn't blame him. I had one on my face when I had woken up as well.

I thought back to yesterday's events and almost squealed with joy. I couldn't believe it.

He picked me.

He picked me.

He picked me.

And then, against all odds, he told me he loved me. I was his forever.

There were just no words to describe how I felt in this moment. Edward was the perfect man for me. I loved everything about him and apparently, he felt the same toward me.

My mind continued to think about yesterday. How he kissed me. How he touched me. How he made me squirm under his powerful arms.

I had to have him again. Or better yet…taste him.

While he was still sleeping, I shimmied my way underneath the blankets, realizing he was already up and hard for me this morning. We both slept without any clothes on, so it made what I was about to do that much easier.

I grabbed his dick in my hands and in one motion I put him in my mouth. The taste of him was unbelievable. I moved my head up and down and soon, I heard him moaning.

"Bella, love, what are you doing?"

"I'm waking you up, what does it look like I'm doing?"

"Oh…it feels like…you're…doing an excellent job."

"I'm glad you think so."

I continued to glide my mouth over him, making sure he was nice and wet. My hand stroked his balls and I could feel him tensing up. His hand came and rested right on top of my head, guiding me up and down with quick motions.

Edward filled up my whole mouth and before long, I could feel him hardening, signaling his release. With one final squeeze of my hand and a final suck on his head, he erupted in my mouth. Every part of my mouth was coated with his warm cum and I greedily sucked it down, swallowing every last drop that he had to offer me. I sucked on him until he had nothing left and he tasted amazing.

"Bella…that was…"

"I know…"

I rested myself on top of him, gazing into his eyes. He really did have such beautiful green eyes. The color of emeralds…

"You are so beautiful, you know that Bella?"

I smiled at him and was about to answer, when we heard sounds coming out of his living room. He closed his eyes and muttered, "That has to be Emmett and Jasper. I suppose we should get up. I didn't want them to know we're together by finding out like this…"

I giggled and replied, "I concur. I kind of wanted to be clothed when we told them we're together."

We shared one quick kiss when we heard it.

"Edward!! I'm back!! My meeting was cancelled! Are you awake?"

HOLY FUCKING SHIT…

It was Tanya and she was headed our way.

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