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DISCLAIMER: I am in no way,shape or form associated or affiliated with Stephenie Meyer. She owns everything apart from the plot. (Im The Genious That Came Up With That)

And now that we've cleared up the fact I'm just your average Joe (or Beckky?) shall we continue with the story?

I think we shall...


A heart cannot be fixed with Sellotape, only Glue will hold

***Chapter Four***

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Fighter - Christina Aguilera

I woke up to the sounds of 'Dangerous by Akon' coming from my phone, I reached out blindly and finally found the offending device.

"Hey Rose." I said my voice still thick from sleep.

"Hiya Bella, sorry did I wake you? It is 12 o'clock."

"Yes, but its okay, I needed to wake up anyway." I got up as we were talking and went downstairs to grab my coffee that the machine automatically dispenses.

"Oh, okay. Well I was just ringing to see if we were still on for lunch today."

"Yeah, we are don't worry I'll be there."

"Okay, well I'll see you then, Bella." I said goodbye and hung up. I only had about 45 minutes before I would have to leave so I got into the shower quickly shaved my legs and washed my hair before I got out. I decided to scrunch my hair after I dried it, to give a 'sex-hair' effect and used some black and grey eye shadow to create a smoky effect, applied a thick line of black eyeliner, mascara and some clear lip-gloss I stuck in all my piercings and put on an outfit that I'd brought into the shower with me. I grabbed my bag and keys and left.

When I got to the restaurant I realised I was early because of my manic driving so I went straight to the bar and ordered myself a beer. As I sat drinking said beer, I felt someone tap me on the shoulder, I turned to see Rosalie.

"Heya."

"Hi Bella. Sorry I'm late, were you waiting long?"

"Not really and its okay I was early."

"Oh right, well, did you want to grab a table?"

"Yeah sure." I grabbed my beer and followed Rose to a table outside away from the others. We both sat down awkwardly.

"Right well, this is really awkward so why don't we say what needs to be said and move on." Rose laughed.

"Okay, I'll go first. I'm sorry about how I treated you when you and Edward dated, I was a real bitch back then and I still am now, it wasn't anything against you personally it was more the fact that you had everything I wanted and was willing to give it all up for the piece of shit I refuse to recognise as my brother."

"What did I have?"

"Well for starters a working womb."

"Ah, see I dont have that, I was born infertile. Honestly, didn't you guys ever notice how there wasn't a 'lets-all-go-after-the-human' fest, once a month? I don't ovulate and I dont get my period." Rose looked stricken.

"Oh my God, I'm so sorry Bella."

"It's cool. I'm used to it. Now it's my go. Rose, I have always loved you like a sister, even when you acted a bitch towards me, it's because you were so loyal to your family that you were mean to me because you perceived me as a threat to your secret and to be honest I respected that. So, as much as I loved this little heart-to-heart thing we had going on, it's making me want to gag a little, so I'm gonna order my food and y'know, the Latino boy behind the bar probably wouldn't mind if you ordered him." I winked at her and she laughed.

"Jesus Christ, Bella! You're terrible."

"Why thank you, thank you very much!" I said, butchering an Elvis impersonation. Rose laughed again and signalled for a waiter. The Latino guy I was just talking about walked over, I looked at him then back to Rose and broke out laughing.

"Sorry about that, erm, could we just have the Chicken Caesar baguette on white bread to share, please?"

"Of course, Madam." He left us and came back ten minutes later with our -well my- food and set it down. I ate and talked to Rose, she commented on my piercings: 'holy shit! I can't believe how many you've got!' I told her to wait until she saw my tattoo's she almost fell off her chair in shock. We were well on our way to being sisters. I finished the meal and we stood to go to the bar and pay for the bill, I got out my purse and paid with no protest from Rose. That surprised me.

"Wow! A Cullen who doesn't offer to pay for my every whim and need, what has happened to world?"

"Har, har! I just know it always made you feel uncomfortable when we did that and I know that you can afford it, so why shouldn't I?" I smiled at her that always was one of my pet peeves; I'm too independent for my own good.

"Thanks Rose."

"So I was wondering; would you care for a sleepover tonight?"

"Yeah okay, how about you follow me home and I'll get my shit and then we drive to yours?"

"Okay." We went to our cars and Rose followed me back to my place, when we got there the alarm system that I had was going off in my car - it was a safety thing if the alarm was going off inside the house it would send a signal via Bluetooth to a device in my car letting me know there could be an intruder in my house. I grabbed the gun I kept locked in a concealed area in my glove compartment and got out and walked over to where Rose was.

"Okay, shut up and lets go around the back, my silent alarm is going off so the police are on their way but I have some important shit in there so I need to go inside now, I don't know what position we'll be in, hence the gun." She just looked shocked.

I ran around the outside and in through the back placing my hand on the special slab on the door to open it. I held my gun out in front of me as I walked around after I'd checked the apartment and determined there was no one here except me and Rose and my office was still locked and according to my computer operated security system it hadn't been opened since I was in there last night. I finally took notice of my surroundings. The place was trashed to fuck but only two things caught my immediate attention, the big professional photo of me and Charlie that hung above my sofa had a bullet hole through it, right between my eyes and my infamous gut was telling me it was someone's sick idea of symbolism. The second thing was slightly more gruesome, my cat Selene had been cut open so her insides were hanging out and she was hanging to the front door where someone had stuck her there by nailing her neck to it.

"Hey Rose, how do you feel about a tabby cat for lunch?" I joked trying to lighten the situation.

"What the fuck, Bella? How can you joke about this?"

"Because its not too bad, it's easily fixed and nothing sentimental was damaged all my photos were copies, the real ones are in storage."

"But it looks as though someone is trying to kill you and we don't know who it is."

"I do actually, but let me get stuff and we'll go back to yours and then I'll tell everyone together."

"Okay." Half an hour later we pulled up to the Cullen mansion to find everyone out on the porch awaiting our arrival, I guess Rose phoned them on the way. I got out of my car and pulled my gun out with me I put the safety catch on and stuck it in my bag. I looked back at the Cullen's and smiled.

"Shall we?" They nodded. I followed them inside into the living room and took a seat on the sofa in between Esme and Carlisle.

"Be quiet and listen, I'll answer questions after. So, after work on the first day you contacted me, I was attacked by some twat in the car park, he told me to - and I quote- 'stay the fuck away from the Robertson case. Blah, blah, blah or I will be back, with friends and we will kill you, slowly and very painfully.' I told him to fuck off, broke his nose and his jaw and stabbed my six inch heel into his face, I don't know what happened to him last I saw he was unconscious. Anyhow, I'm guessing it was the mafia who broke into my apartment and trashed it, as another warning, hence my dead cat and the 'bullet' through my forehead. Any questions?" I smiled at their shocked faces.

"Why didn't you tell us or report him?" Emmett asked.

"One, I didn't wanna worry you guys and two, report the mafia? Are you fucking serious Emmett?" He looked put out.

"Oh yeah... I guess... So you're staying here though right?"

"Until my house is okay, if that's alright..." I said looking towards Carlisle.

"I wouldn't have it any other way, sweetheart." I smiled and hugged him tight.

"Does this mean I can call you daddy again?" He grinned and hugged me tighter.

"Always." He whispered into my hair. I felt a breeze whip around the room. I spoke into Carlisle's shoulder.

"Don't you dare Emmett." I looked up and sure enough Emmett's arms were a centimetre away from enveloping us into a hug. I laughed at the shocked look on his face.

"How... how... how did you know I was there?"

"Felt a breeze and on my way inside I saw none of the windows open, only vampire speed could've created it."

"Oooh, get you and your smartyness!" I laughed.

"Nah, it's just common sense but I guess if one lacks it, one doesn't recognise it." Jasper laughed, he has such a nice laugh... WTF? Okay... yeah... I didn't think that...

"Baby, you just got burned!" Rosalie gasped out between chuckles. Emmett pouted at me.

"Fine. I can see you all think I'm stupid, so you know what I'm gonna go talk to the people that really appreciate me, my Xbox buddies!" I just looked at him.

"Aint half those so called 'buddies' like pre-teens? Dayum, just when I thought you vamps couldn't get any weirder, Emmett starts pulling out paedophilia shit..." He just glared at me and stalked off, shortly followed by Rose. Before she left she turned to me and winked.

"I'm gonna take him away from those pre-teens and take him for a hunt."

"Bullshit Rose, you're gonna take him into the woods, fuck him senseless and then when you come back with your clothes in tatters you'll blame it on some innocent grizzly!" She laughed and nodded her head.

"You know me too well, Bells!" With that she walked out of the room. I let out a huge yawn. I got up and stretched out

"Ugh... sleepy time for the human, nighty night. See y'all in the morning!" Esme and Carlisle stood to hug me.

"We might not be back before you leave for work because unlike our children, we do actually need to hunt."

"Sure, sure. Have fun." They left out the front door, I turned to Jasper who was sprawled across the couch with his eyes closed, breathing through his nose. He may be my brother, but fuck me; I would definitely save a horse if it meant riding that Cowboy... Mmhmm... The man himself broke me out of my internal wet daydream.

"That's some serious lust you're throwing out there, Bella. Care to share?" He opened his eyes and smirked, probably expecting me to blush or stutter an excuse, hell no, I aint no prude.

"Oh you wish, Darlin'. I'll give you a hint though... you like my boots Cowboy?" I smirked whilst walking over to him swaying my hips seductively. He looked at them and chuckled.

"Definitely, although, they'd look much better on you with your legs wrapped around my waist." I smiled.

"Ooh, I like you. Great imagination and a sense of humour, now as much as I would love to oblige by your request, I really am fucking shattered, impending doom does that to us human gals." Jaspers look suddenly turned serious.

"Aint nobody getting past five vampires Bella, I don't care if it's the Lord Jesus H. Christ himself, so don't you worry your pretty little head." I walked over to him and gave him a hug and a chaste peck on the cheek.

"Thanks Jazz, night." I pulled back and walked up the stairs as I heard a quiet 'G'night Bella' echo through the halls.


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