iGo Too Far Part ll
Freddie's POV
It's been a week since I got out of hospital. I haven't talked to Sam at all, Carly's tried to tell me how upset she is but I don't want to here it.
Sam isn't sorry, she loves to see me hurt. The time I saved Carly from the taco truck, If I hadn't of jumped in front of it Sam probably would've pushed me.
She pushed me out of a plane, she pushed me off the side of the boat, I'm supprised she hasn't tried to push me off the side of a building yet!
I walked into Carly's apartment. No one was in the living room so I headed upstairs. I heard talking coming from Carly's room, the door was slightly open, I could see her and Sam sitting on her bed.
"He'll come around soon" Carly said
Sam had tears running down her face "No he wont! He HATES ME. He never wants to see me again...I just don't know what else to do Carls, he's one of my best friends. I love him, i'm fucking in LOVE with him and he's never going to talk to me again"
"Oh Sam" Carly put her arms around her
"I miss him so much" Sam cried "I just want to rewind and change EVERYTHING. I wish I hadn't of done it. I'm stupid, I'm freaking stupid. And now i've lost him forever"
Carly didn't say anything.
"I hate this so much, you never realize just how much you love someone until they're gone"
I finally decided to stop listening. I opened the door and they both turned to look at me.
"...How much of that did you hear?" Carly asked
"Most of it" I rolled my eyes
Sam was just staring at me "I'm sorry"
"Whatever" I mumbled
"Freddie I really am" She cried standing up "I'm so so sorry. But I miss you so much, I miss your nerd talk, I miss arguing about stupid things, I miss having you behind the camera during iCarly, I miss talking to you and seeing your face everyday. I miss everything about you. I need you in my life, i'm so in love with you, you have no idea how much. I can't stand this, I just want it all to go away. I wish i'd never have done it, I never thought anything like this would happen. I don't know what else to say or do. Except tell you i'm sorry, I can't live without you. I can't just forget about you, it's not that easy...I just"
She fell to the floor in tears. I looked over at Carly who always had tears in her eyes. She got up and left the room.
I couldn't do this anymore, I can't see her like this.
"Sam" I whispered kneeling down in front of her
She looked up at me. She was crying so much I thought she was going to start vomiting or something.
"I'm sorry" She cried "I'm so so sorry Freddie. Just please, please don't do this to me. I need you to talk to me, I need you to be my friend"
"Sam shh"
"No!" She cried "I can't take this anymore. I don't know what to do! I just-"
I cut her off by pressing my lips against hers. She was frozen for a minute but soon started kissing me back.
"Just calm down" I whispered putting my arms around her
"How can I calm down when you want me out of your life"
"I don't want you out of my life. I'm so sorry for saying that. I don't hate you, i'm not done with you, I don't never want want to see you again. I'd die if I never saw you again"
"Really?"
I nodded "Really. You mean everything to me...I love you"
She put her lips on mine again.
"I'm so sorry" She whispered
"It's ok Sam"
"So...Do you forgive me"
I nodded "...Yeah"
She wrapped her arms around me tightly and burried her head in my neck "Thank you" I heard her whisper.