A/N: This is similar to one of the 1st one shots I wrote in this story, but still different to it.
I don't own iCarly or any songs used in this chapter.
Freddie's POV
I just sat this watching her. It's been nearly 3 months since we broke up and every single day has been bad. I hate it, I hate her not being mine anymore...I need that girl, I need her in my arms again.
But I missed my chance. I was still watching her, she's sitting at a table across the cafateria with Carly and her new boyfrind Zack. Zack moved her last month from Boston and Sam instantly fell for him. Not only is he a year ahead of us, making him a senior. He made the football team the first week he got here(I have no idea why girls go floppy around football players) His dad has money, so he drives a bright red sports car. He sounds like your typical school jock, but he's also getting straight A's in all his classes...I just have to face it. Mr Perfect came to our school and MY girl-...ex-girlfriend got him.
So, I'm never gonna be able to compete with him.
"You okay...Freddie...FREDDIE?" I snapped out of my thoughts and remembered Brad and Gibby are sitting with me.
"Oh, sorry" I apologized
"What were you thinking about?" Gibby asked
"Nothing" I lied
Brad looked in the direction I was just staring in.
"Sam again?" He asked
I nodded slightly "It doesn't matter anyway. I missed my chance. I had her, she was mine and I let her go"
"Dude-"
"No, I shouldn't of let her go that night. Why did I break up with her? I'm freaking stupid that's why"
"Freddie" Brad sighed
"I'm never going to get another chance with her. Look at him" I said motioning in the direction of the table they were at "He's the guy every girl wants. I can't compete that!"
They both looked down not knowing what to say.
"I'll see you guys later" I said before getting up and walking out. There was still another 2 periods left of school but I didn't want to be here right now.
I left the school and got in my car, I pulled out of the school parking lot and turned the radio on.
'No Air' by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown came on...Perfect right!
I listened to the lyrics.
But how, do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cos my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how i'm suppose to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
No air no air
I turned the radio off getting depressed listening to the lyrics. It's like the radio new what I was feeling and played the perfect song to describe it.
I stopped the car when I got to the lake, I used to bring Sam here when we wanted to be alone. Nobody really comes here anymore and it kinda became 'our place'.
I got out of the car and walked over to the rocks we used to sit on. I looked at the big tree behind me, it had FB and SP 4Ever carved into the wood. Sam got bored one day so she wrote it there.
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2 hours later
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I was about to leave the lake when my phone beeped. I picked it up and saw a text from Sam.
Sam: Where r u? Need to talk
Freddie: At the lake
I replied before putting my phone away. I sat back on the rocks and waited for Sam.
About 15 minutes later I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around to see Sam, my jaw dropped. She had tears running down her face.
"Sam?" I stood up and walked over to her. She didn't say anything, just wrapped her arms around me and burried her head in my chest.
I rubbed her back as she continued to cry. Something really bad has happened, Sam NEVER cries.
I can only list 3 times i've seen her cry and i've know her for 7 years.
1. When her and Carly were fighting about the cuttlefish tickets and that iCarly t-shirt
2. When she had to get a job
3. When her and Carly almost fell off that winow washer platform
"Sam what happened?" I whispered
She pulled me over to the rocks and sat down, I sat next to her and wiped the tears off her cheek with my thumb.
"Zack cheated on me" She finally said
"What?" I asked shocked "Who the hell did he cheat with?"
"Patrice"
My eyes went wide "I'm sorry Sam"
"Nearly every guy I go out with breaks my heart"
"Nearly?" I asked
She looked up at me "You didn't...But Jonah used me to get to Carly, Pete left me for Wendy, that guy Aaron only dated me because he wanted me to sleep with him and now Zack. What's wrong with me?"
"Nothing" I answered "There's nothing wrong with you Sam. Those guys have no idea what the hell they lost" I sighed "...But this guy does"
Her eyebrows went up "Huh?"
"Look I know any chance I had with you is long gone. But any guy lucky enough to get you should feel honered. You're the most amazing person i've ever met Sam, you're funny, you're sarcastic, you're alot smarter than most people think, you're interesting, you're entertaining and you are INSANLY beautiful. Any guy that doesn't see that doesn't deserve you"
Before I knew what was happening Sam's lips were pressed against mine. I sat there in shock for a moment before wrapping my arms around her waist. My lips moved against hers in perfect time.
God this felt amazing, for the first time in 3 months I was happy.
Sam pulled away and put her forehead on mine.
"Why'd I let you go?" She asked
"I was gonna ask the same thing"
"You're amazing. You were the best boyfrind someone could've asked for and I lost you. You didn't break my heart"
"I would never break your heart" I whispered
"I know" She kissed me again
"I love you" I said when she pulled away
"I love you too"
Hmm...Maybe there is such a thing as second chances.