A/N: Ok, so this story was half inspired by a dream I had last night and half inspired by the episdoe of Hannah Montana when Miley breaks her leg and she imagens herself outside her body after surgery...I'm a weird person (:
Anyway, enjoy the chapter (:
I don't own iCarly or Hannah Montana :(
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Freddie's POV
"Can you believe her!" I yelled pacing around Carly's living room "Sam can be so selfish sometimes!"
"I know Freddie, but she's your girlfriend" Carly defended
"So that gives her the right to treat me like shit?"
Sam and I had been fighting yet again. We've been dating for over a year, you'd think we would've settled down by now.
But NO! We still fight like there's no tomorrow!
She stormed out in the middle of iCarly rehearsal just over an hour ago.
"Maybe you should go talk to her" Carly suggested
"No" I disagreed "I always go running to her. She should take responsibility for once in her life"
Carly let out a loud sigh.
Spencer came downstairs a minute later looking completely shocked.
"Spencer?" Carly asked "Everything okay?"
He shook his head "I just got a call from Sam's mom...Sam's just been taken to hospital"
My eyes went wide "WHAT?"
"She was in a car crash, it was so bad that it took nearly 15 minutes just to get her out of the car"
"IS SHE OKAY?" I yelled
"They don't know yet" Spencer sighed "They're doing everything they can...but it doesn't look good"
"No! No, no, no, no, no, no, no!" Before anyone could say anything else I was out the door and halfway down the stairs.
I ran out of the Bushwell loby and into the parking lot. I jumped in my car and sped off as quickly as I could.
This can't be happening...
She was with me an hour ago...
She can't die...
Please don't let her die...
I yelled at her...
I was mean to her...
I love her more than anything in this world...
She's strong...
She's not gonna die...
She's a fighter...
These thoughts continued to race through my head.
I finally got to the hospital, I jumped out of my car and didn't even bother to lock it.
I ran inside and stopped at the front desk.
"Can I help you" The middle aged lady smiled
"I'm looking for Samantha Puckett"
She typed something on her computer "Samantha is in surgery right now"
"Can you tell me what's wrong with her?...I know she was in a car crash but...what injuries does she have?...Why is she in surgery?"
"Umm..." She looked at her computer again "She's in surgery because she fractured most of her ribs and it punchered one of her lungs and because she lost so much blood. She's also got a pretty bad concussion, she broke her right wrist, her left leg and she dislocated her right shoulder. She flat lined at the scene of the crash but they sucsessfully re-started her heart" (A/N: Please excuse my weird medical terms, I have no idea what i'm on about. Lets just all prentend that everything in this story is possible.)
My jaw was hanging open "When will she be out of surgery?"
"Not sure yet. Hopefully soon, then she'll be moved to intensive care. I'll let you know as soon as she is out though"
I nodded "Thanks"
I walked over to the other side of the room and sat down on the couch.
Poor Sam, I can't believe this is happening! I wanna go back to this morning, when we were cuddled up in her bed.
*Flashback- That morning*
I traced over Sam's lips with my finger, she's the most beautiful girl i've ever seen.
I smiled when her eyelids slowly opened and she looked up and me.
"Good morning gorgeous" I smiled
"Morning" She grinned
Her head was still resting on my chest, one of my arms was wrapped tightly around her waist and the other one was tracing small circles on the side of her neck. Our legs were tangled together, I just loved being this close to her.
"Do you have any idea how much I love you?" I whispered
"Mmm, I have a pretty fair idea" She giggled "Because I love you even more"
"Nah" I smiled "It's not possible"
I put my lips on hers before she could argue with me. I felt her softly bite my bottom lip and her hands tangled in my hair.
Words will never be able to describe how much I love this girl.
*End of flashback*
I turned around and I saw Carly and Spencer come through the front door. Carly had a few tears running down her face.
I stood up and pulled her into a hug.
"What's going on?" I heard her ask
"Sam's in surgery. She broke most of her ribs and it punchered a lung. She also lost alot of blood" I answered "...She think's I hate her" I said quietly
Carly sat on the couch next to Spencer "No she doesn't"
"The last thing she'll remember is me yelling at her!...What if she doesn't make it?"
"She will" Spencer said "Sam's not gonna let a car accident stop her. She's gonna get better, get out of hospital and then track down the guy who crashed into her and probably put HIM in a hospital"
I smiled slightly, she'd do it too!
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2 hours later
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I was starting to fall asleep when the lady from the front desk walked over to us.
"Sam's out of surgery and she's in the ICU. You can go upstairs and talk to her doctor about seeing her" She smiled
I nodded tiredly "Thank you"
Carly and Spencer had gone home, I told them I would ring as soon as something happens. They tried to convince me to go with them, but i'm not leaving this hospital until I see that Sam is alive and breathing!
I got in the elevator and went up to the 4th floor. I walked down the hall and a doctor met me at the desk.
"Are you Freddie?" He asked
"Yeah, are you Sam's doctor?"
"I am" He nodded
"Is she okay?"
He sighed "She made it out of surgery, but she's gone into a coma. It could only last a few hours, maybe a few days, possibley a few weeks, months or maybe years...Or there's the chance she may never wake up"
"What are the chances of that happening?"
"Pretty low. She flatlined at the scene of the crash and then again here at the hospital. We brought her back both times and we are praying she won't flatline again"
"Can I see her?" I asked
"...Yes, just...Don't try to wake her up, ok?"
I nodded.
I followed him down the hall and he stopped in front of a door.
I took a deep breath before walking inside.
She looks so small and helpless. She had casts, bandages, stitches, cuts and bruises everywhere. She's still the most beautiful thing i've ever seen though.
I sat in the chair next to her bed and grabbed her hand, the one that didn't have a cast on it.
The room was dead silent, the only noise was the beeping coming from the heart monitor. But the noise didn't bother me, the beeping meant she was alive and breathing.
I kissed the back of her hand before interlacing her fingers with mine.
"I love you so much baby" I whispered feeling a few tears fall down my face "When I last saw you we were yelling at each other and i'm sorry. I'm sorry I yelled at you, i'm sorry you left angry and i'm sorry for everything I said. I was still pretty mad...until Spencer came downstairs and said you were in hospital. He said you had been in a car crash and they didn't know if you would make it. Something inside me snapped when I heard that, I can't loose you Sam, not yet. I wanna marry you and have kids with you and spend the rest of my life with you...You can't leave me baby. You're my hold world, we fight alot but you will always be EVERYTHING to me...and without you here my world will fall apart. Just please don't leave me baby, please come back"
Sam's POV
What the hell is going on...What the hell is that annoying beeping?
I opened my eyes and looking around, i'm in a hospital room?
There's a bed...Why am I in it?...How can I be in it if i'm over here?...Am I dead?...Of course i'm not dead, the stupid heart monitor is still beeping!...It's giving me a headache!
Wait so i'm not dead, so i'm not seeing myself as a ghost or anything...Am I dreaming?
Hey there's Freddie!
"Freddie?" I waved my head in front of his face "Dude!"
Why is he crying?...Maybe I am dead...
Nah...
"Sam please wake up" He whispered, tears still falling from his eyes "Im miss you so much, you have no idea"
"How long have I been asleep?" I asked "Freddie?"
So he can't hear me then...
"I'm sorry baby, i'm sorry I yelled at you, I'm sorry we fight so much but I love you to death and I need you back here with me...Please come back to me Sammy"
"Baby i'm right here" I whispered, I really wish he could see me
I saw the door open and Carly walked in, she walked right passed me...great, she can't see me either!
"Hey" She said to Freddie
"Hi"
"How are you doing?"
"What if she never wakes up Carly? What if I never get to hear her voice again, what if I never get to kiss her or hold her or tell her I love her ever again?"
"Don't give up hope yet" Carly whispered "It's only been 3 days Freddie"
3 days? I've been asleep for 3 whole days?
"Anyway" Carly sighed "It's getting late...Are you sure you won't go home tonight? You need a good night sleep"
"Carly I told you, i'm not going ANYWHERE until my girlfriend opens her eyes!"
She nodded "Ok, i'll see you tomorrow"
"Bye"
He's been here for 3 days straight?
"Freddie?" Carly said as she opened the door
"Yeah?"
"Just cos she's asleep, doesn't mean she can't hear you. Talk to her, tell her how you're feeling, tell her you miss her and that you love her" She turned around and left the room.
"I wish I new if you could actually hear me or not" Freddie chuckled taking my hand in his
"I can hear you!" I said loudly "But you can't hear me!"
"Do you have any idea how hard it is not having you around Sam? I miss hearing your voice baby, I miss the sound of it. Whether you're insulting me, yelling at me or just talking to me, I never get tired of hearing your voice...I also miss your eyes, your gorgeous blue eyes. One glare from them and you can send guys twice your size running. I'll never get tired of seeing that" He smiled "God I miss you so much...So, so much"
"I miss you too" I whispered
Freddie's POV
I woke up when I felt something move against my hand, I rubbed my eyes and looked at the clock on the wall, 3am.
I looked around the dark hospital room, I looked down at my hand and my eyes went wide. Sam was moving her fingers...
A minute later I finally saw her eyes slowly start to open. She blinked a few times before looking up at me.
"Sam" I whispered still in shock
"Hey" She smiled
"Oh thank god!" I instantly put my lips on hers being careful not to hurt her. I pulled away a minute later.
"Baby i'm sorry. I'm sorry I yelled at you and i'm sorry about our fight. I love you so much, you're eveything to me...I thought I'd lost you, I didn't know if I was ever gonna see you again and -"
"Shh" She whispered "I'm right here, i'm not going anywhere. It's not that easy to get rid of me...And I love you too"
I kissed her again.
"How long have I been out?" She asked
"About 5 days"
"Oh my god" She laughed
"I missed you so much"
"I missed you too baby"
"Thank god you're okay!...Are you in pain?"
"No" She shook her head "I can't feel anything actually"
"Good" I smiled
"What's wrong with me?"
"Broken ribs, you had a punchered lung. You have a broken leg, broken arm and dislocated shoulder"
She nodded slightly "Can I asked a favour?"
"Anything gorgeous"
She moved over slightly "Snuggle with me"
"I don't want to hurt you baby" I tucked her hair behind her ear
"I told you, I can't feel anything...Please"
"Sure" I smiled. I climbed into bed next to her and I put my arm around her back. She had her arms wrapped tightly around me and her head was burried in my chest.
"I love you" I heard her mumble
"I love you too sweetheart" I smiled
It wasn't long before all I could hear was the heart monitor and her soft snores.
"Thank you" I whispered looking up at the roof "Thank you for not taking her from me"