HELLO!!! I'm not Dead and I'm Back. I cant apolgized enough for not updating but this story is close to ending i sat down and wrote this hope you like it ^-^

I Never will own twilight


By Myself – Chapter 21: Wedding.

"Twenty minutes!" Esme called from down stairs. Alice and Rose were working trying to get my hair and face perfect.

"Bella stop squirming!" Alice complained.

"I'm trying," I huffed. "You know how I hate this. The whole beauty thing."

"Maybe that was something I should have taught you," Mia said coming in. My mouth dropped when I saw her. A blue strapless that flared out and her waist and went to knees. Her hair was neatly curled and simple ballet flats.

"That looks good on you," Alice commented.

"Thank you, it was the best thing in Heidi's closet meaning whatever she chooses in Volterra. You look very pretty. Don't worry. You're in good hands." Then she gave a puzzled face. She turned Rosalie who was already in her purple halter dress hair done up perfectly. "You've had a lot of weddings haven't you?"

"Mia!" I scolded.

"What I can't help it if her memories are open to me." Couldn't blame her for that. She must have had a lot going against the Volturi, knowing their past.

"Alright you two," Alice butted in, "Your all done Bella, let's get you in your dress. You," she pointed to Eli, "Her shoes and head piece are in Edwards room you mind going to get them?" She was careful at the way she placed her words. She didn't want to seem demanding.

"Sure," she walked out humming to herself. She was so happy just being able to walk down the hall without being watched. Alice got out my dress. That was one of many things I asked to be simple. It was a simple gown style the white fabric stopped at my ankle and a tool like fabric finished to the floor. And it had tiny accents of blue crystals dressing the white fabric. The shoes un-lucky for me were heels but I could pull them off with my new grace. The head piece was a small tiara graced with small blue diamonds. When Alice finally let me see myself full mirror I was stunned. I looked like one of those bridal runway models.

"Now let's finally get you married," Alice squealed. She was jumping in place. She was in her long dark blue bridesmaids dress. I just rolled my eyes at her.

"You of all people should have seen this coming," Mia commented. As I thanked her I realized something.

"How are you going to be down there when people think your dead?" I wanted her to be a brides maid but she said she has to stay hidden.

"Me and Peter will be watching from the stairs," she said. The wedding was downstairs because it was raining. "Don't worry there are probably some people I'm not ready to see."

"That will change quickly," Alice smiled. Mia was about to retort but it was time. Charlie walked in stuffed into his old suit. He didn't seem to happy but then again what father did when he gave out his only child. Everyone filed out of room except for Mia who was now hiding behind the mirror.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked me. "You're so young." We had this conversation five times.

"Dad, I haven't been more positive about something," I said confidently.

"Alright, you look beautiful though," he caved for the final time.

"Thanks dad. Shall we get this over with?"

"The quicker the better," he agreed as he held his arm out to me. I took it and we walked out the door and to the top of the stairs. I could see he small group of selected group of people that were invited. I could see my mom and Phil, the werewolves, Jake, The Cullen's, and a few others. "You ready?" I nodded. We began to walk down the stairs as the classical wedding march began. I felt almost the clumsy human I was over a year ago as everyone's eyes were watching me. I kept all my focus on Edward. He looked perfect as always with his hair they I love it. Charlie handed me over to Edward and went to take his seat. Jasper was going to do the ceremony, there was no way we were letting Emmett do it. The would be a ticking time bomb and our nerves. I wanted the ceremony old and traditional. Like from the early 1900's, like Edward. But he insisted we do our own vows I told him mine would be a disaster but he said to try. Then I reminded him that I being gone year I supposedly had amnesia and I couldn't really say the things I wanted plus I was a horrible actor. That made him cave. He would make his own and I could improvise if I wanted to. But he knew I would prefer nothing too long. I was going to debate after he said his. Here it goes.

"Edward would like to say some of your own vows?" Jasper asked.

"Yes, I'll make it short like you wanted but don't think I would be able to sum up how much I love you but I will try. I just want to say that I will always be yours until the end of time, no matter what." That one sentence summed everything he felt by the look in his eyes he meant it. It was a good thing I couldn't cry anymore.

"Bella would you like to say anything?" here it goes.

"He pretty much said it all perfectly." That was stupid but I don't think I could top anything that that came out of his mouth. I shrunk my shield away from my mind. I love you I thought as Jasper finished off the ceremony. I looked at Edwards shocked face. I let the shield back over my mind simply smiling at him.

"I now pronounce you husband a wife," Jasper said. That was it. We were going to be together forever. I pressed my lips against his sweetly. Nothing to raw for the sake of everyone being there. When we broke apart everyone rushed into congratulate us. In the back of the room were Mia and Peter snuck down from their spot on the stairs. They both waved and Peter gave a thumbs up. Mia rolled her eyes at him. I couldn't help but laugh at them both. Teri and Peter both looked at where I was laughing. They hadn't seen Mia or Peter yet and they ran over to them embracing them both. All four looked like if they could cry they would. It was a heartwarming scene. Then I eyed Jake who had noticed he was looking at Mia with love. This was going to be interesting. We setup for the reception and the food for the humans and part humans was already. The music started to play and I realized it was my lullaby.

"May I have this dance Mrs. Cullen?" Edward held his hand out to me.

"Why certainly Mr. Cullen," I took his hand as he led me to the area we made the dance floor.

"You look amazing," he said as we started dancing.

"I could say the same about you." He smiled my favorite crooked smile. I looked around the room. "This perfect," I whispered. "We finally have our happy ending."

"Who says its ending? This is just a beginning of our endless lives together."

"I like the sound of that."

"Which part would that be love?"

"The part where we're together forever," I admitted. He gently kissed me.

"Me too."

"Edward?"

"Yes?"

"I love you."

"Forever," he agreed.

Mia POV (you thought I was just going to leave her in the corner?"

I watched Bella and Edward dancing together on the dance floor. They were so involved in their love it seemed like it was radiating off of them. I did envy that kind of love. But I was happy for them I really didn't know anyone else that deserved this more than Bella. I looked to my side and noticed Peter had disappeared from my side he wasn't with Teri or Mike. I looked over the heads of everyone there and saw him coming toward me with none other than Jake towing behind. He looked amazing all dressed up.

"Look who I found Mia," Peter said. He acted all innocent but I was so sticking Heidi on him when we got back.

"Yes I see," I noted, "why don't you go bother someone else for a while." He didn't say anything else, he ran off into the crowd. "Kids, what are you going to do with 'em." I turned to Jake. "It is really good to see you again Jake," well that was the understatement of the year.

"You to, you look really amazing," he gestured awkwardly to me dress.

"Thank you I could say the same about you," I looked down at my shoes. A new song came on 'I'm yours' by Jason Mraz.

"Would you like to dance?" he asked holding out his hand.

"Sure," I took his hand and he started leading me to the floor. "Wait, I can't really be seen being I'm not supposed to be here."

"Alright we can just dance right here," he wrapped his arms around my waist and I put mine around his neck. We began to lightly sway to the music. "I missed you," he said. "A lot actually." I smiled as he admitted that to me.

"I missed you a lot too," I said, "I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye last time."

"Why did you?"

"I thought I wouldn't be able to. It would have been too painful for me as selfish as that maybe."

"I guess you're right, I wouldn't have let you go, but they said what kind of trouble you and your brother were in it meant death."

"Yes it does but we were given a very gracious offer and we took it."

"What would that offer be?" here comes the atomic bomb, as soon as I say this he will go running.

"Three hundred years of servitude under the Volturi." I could hear the explosion in my head. He stared blankly at me.

"So will I ever see you again?" He asked. He wasn't running maybe he did care that much.

"I don't know."

"I really need to get something off my chest," he said.

"That tacky tie?" I teased. He laughed and smiled.

"Don't tell my dad that."

"My lips are sealed but you were saying?" The urge to want to know what he had to say was killing me inside.

"I wanted to say. When you left I realized something. I realized that I love you. I know it sounds insane that a Werewolf," he whispered the creatures name, "would love a vampire but I believe that I have imprinted on you." I was silent staring at him in shock that he could possible feel a tenth of what I felt for him. "Can you say something please?" he begged.

"I can't believe it," I whispered. His face fell.

"You don't feel the same way," he let me go but I grabbed his hands.

"Wait, what I mean is that I can't believe that you feel the same way I do. I love you Jacob Black. Like you said I don't know how this happened but it has and I have fallen for you." I was finally having the love I have only read in stories. He smiled and put his wonderfully warm hands back around my waist.

"That we know I love you and you love me where does that leave us?" He asked.

"It leaves us right here," I reach up on my toes and pressed my lips against his. His lips were hot against my clod one creating chemical reaction. This was the perfect person for me. Right then it didn't matter if he was a werewolf; big deal, that fact I was serving the Volturi for three hundred years; we would find a way to be together forever. What mattered is that he loved me and I loved him. We were going to make this work.

"I love you," his whispered and we broke apart and he caught his breath.

"No matter what."


Tadah! does it make up for my absence? now i don't know to make another chappie and have the epi 300 years later or have that whole 300 years later thing a completely diffrent story up to you people im game for both let me know in ur reviews which reminds me PLEASE REVIEW I MISS THEM IN MY INBOX! thanks =)