A/N: The bold writing (written like this) is translation to English, it's not actually spoken by the character.

Sam's POV

"Good rehearsal" Freddie smiled

"Thanks" Carly smiled grabbing her water bottle off the ledge near the elevator

"I want ham" I said

"We're all out" Carly replied "Spencer hasn't been shopping yet"

I frowned glaring at her.

"Not my fault" She laughed

"Whatever" I sighed falling onto one of the bean bags

I heard a phone beep and Carly pulled hers out of her pocket.

"Who texted?" Freddie asked

"Gibby. He's over at the Groovy Smoothie and he has the Spanish notes I wanted to borrow. Will you guys be okay for half an hour?"

"I guess. I'll try not to kill the nub" I smiled

Freddie rolled his eyes and Carly left the studio.

"So Frederly. Wanna go get me some ham?" I asked

"Nope" He answered not looking up from his laptop

I frowned glaring at him.

"I'm bored!" I groaned

He let out a loud breath and looked up at me "And what do you want me to do about it?"

I shrugged "I dunno"

"Well then stop bugging me. I have to fix the photo page on the iCarly sight"

"Sorry your royal technerd" I smiled


"Watcha doin boy?" I asked walking up behind him and looking over his shoulder

"We're 18 Sam. You're seriously still gonna keep calling me boy?"

I nodded "Until I feel it's time to call you a man then yeah"

He rolled his eyes "Y cuando el infierno es que va a ser?"

"Don't speak Spanish!"

"I said, and when the hell is that gonna be"

I shrugged "I dunno. When you prove it to me"

Everything happened so fast I didn't even realize what happened. Freddie had pushed me backwards against the wall, Pinned my arms above my head and pressed his lips agaisnt mine.
I kissed him back straight away...It's been three months since we broke up and i've missed kissing him.

I tried to free my hands but lets face it...he's gotten strong.

He moved his mouth off mine and down to my neck.

"Freddie" I moaned "...What...What're you doing?"

"Proving it to you" He whispered against my neck

Oh god...what the hell does that mean?


Freddie pushed me up against his apartment door still not breaking the kiss. He grabbed his keys out and pushed me inside. We went down the hall to his room and he shut the door.

He walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I felt him move my hair aside before kissing my neck. I tilted my head back to look at him.

"Eres tan hermosa Sam (You are so beautiful Sam)" He whispered in my ear "Te he echado mucho de menos, nunca debería haber roto (I have missed you so much, we never should've broken up)"

"That's soooo sexy" I moaned

"No es tan sexy como usted (Not as sexy as you)"

"I don't know what the hell you're saying" I smiled turning around to face him "But I don't care cos it's hot as hell"

He placed another kiss on my lips before pushing me backwards onto his bed. He climbed on top of me and went back to sucking on the side of my neck.
I felt his hands move under my shirt and he ran his fingers over my waist.

I reached for the bottom of his shirt and pulled it over his head, my eyes went wide when I saw his abs...shit, when did he start working out so much and why the hell didn't I notice this when he was still my boyfriend...Speaking of boyfriends...how far is he gonna take this?...How far do I want him to take this?

"Freddie?" I breathed

"Mmm?" He mumbled against my neck

"How far is this gonna go?"

"I don't know" He said moving back up to look into my eyes "I'll stop as soon as i've proved to you i'm a man not a boy"

"Don't think you've done that yet" I smiled

He reached for the bottom of my shirt before pulling it off and throwing it on the floor with his.

He kissed over my chest and around where my bra wasn't covering.

I moaned when he found a senstive spot on my collarbone. I sat forward and he unhooked my bra letting it fall down my arms.

I went for the button on his jeans but he stopped me.

"We don't have to do this if you don't want" He whispered

"I want to"

"You sure?"

"Yeah. You?"

He nodded "Yeah"

I undid his jeans and pulled them off, they joined the pile of clothes on the floor followed by my jeans and my boyshorts.

"You're beautiful, Sam" He whispered kissing my neck again

I felt his hand run over my waist and onto my thigh.

"Touch me" I breathed

He put his lips on mine and I felt his finger run over my dripping wet folds. I groaned against his mouth and tighted my grip on his rock hard biceps.
His finger slid into me and moved in and out slowly at first but getting faster.

"Shit" I moaned arching into him "That feels so good"

He added a second finger causing me to throw my head back in pleasure.

"Boxers...off...now" I panted flipping us over

He did as I asked and took them off. My eyes went wide...holy shit his dick is huge!

"You're gonna kill me with this, Benson" I smiled wrapping my hand around it

He let out a quiet groan as I got faster.

"Fuck...Sam" He breathed

I smiled slowly sucking on the side of his neck. He flipped us back over without warning.

"Are you SURE you wanna do this?" He asked again

I nodded "Yeah, just one thing...The night we broke up...You meant what you said right?"

"Of course I did. You know I love you"

"I love you too" I smiled "By the way, i'm on birth control so don't worry about condoms"

He smiled before placing a soft kiss on my lips. He slowly slid into me, it hurt like hell but felt amazing at the same time, being this close to him.
I felt a tear fall down my cheek and I burried my head in his neck.

"I'm sorry, Sam" He whispered rubbing my back softly

"It's okay. Just give me a minute"

"Let me know if you wanna stop"

I shook my head "No. I don't wanna stop...Just go slowly"

He nodded before kissing my forehead and pulling out slowly. He kept the slow pace until the pain started to fade away.

"Go faster" I breathed

He picked up the pace and I dug my nails into his shoulders.

"Oh god" I moaned "Shit, that's so good"

I wrapped my legs tightly around him causing him to go even deeper inside me. He reached down between us and started rubbing my clit.

"Fuck" I yelled arching my back off the bed

It didn't think it was possible but he got even faster.

"I'm so close" I moaned

"Let go, Sam. I wanna feel it. Loose it for me"

I went over the edge and he sooner followed before collapsing next to me. We both lied there catching our breath. He wrapped his arms around me from behind so we were spooning.

"Boy or man?" he whispered in my ear

"M...Man" I panted


*The next day*


I saw Freddie walk into the studio.

"Hey, Sam" he greeted

"Hey, boy" I smiled

He glared at me "seriously?"

"Think you might need to prove it to me again" I grinned


A/N: if it's okay with you guys I'm gonna answer your questions in the next chapter. I'm updating from my iPad and it's too hard. I promise I'll answer them though. Ask more if you have them (:

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