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Chapter Seven:
"I can't just forget about it Jade" Tori's words echoed inside of the pale girls head like a whirling pool. She really wanted to reassure the tanner girl and say "I can't either" but her fears got the better of her, they always did.
No matter what the situation was, there was always that nagging feeling at the back of her head going;
"Don't do that, you'll end up hurt" or "It'll only end in tears".
She had managed to ignore the voice with Beck, but where had that left her?
Sure they were still friends and got along fairly well. But sometimes at night when she was alone she still missed him. Sometimes she'd remember, what it was like with Beck and feel sad. It wasn't that they were over; it was just that she couldn't believe that after three years it was just gone.
Her feelings were changing like a sky rocket, so it wouldn't exactly be very fair on Tori or herself, if she did anything about it. The whole thing confused her. Tori was the girl she was supposed to hate, but Tori was so god dammed nice that she made it so hard.
Besides even if they did start dating, they'd eventually they'd break up. Because who's been in a relationship where they hadn't broken up?
and Jade was sure that it would hurt more than it did with Beck because Jade was already falling for Tori, and she was just scared about what would
happen when she finally fell!
"I'm sorry if I led you on Tori… I was just having a bit of fun" Jade said, unaware that, that was enough to shatter Tori's heart into a thousand pieces.
"Oh…Okay... maybe we should get going?" Tori suggested, not wanting to let her true feelings show.
"Okay, let me take your case" Jade offered, taking both Tori's and her own in her hands and starting to wheel them out of the room, as if that would make up for it and of course it wouldn't!
"Thanks Jade… umm I think I left something in the bathroom, do you want to meet me in the lobby?" Tori asked
"Okay" Jade said leaving the room the room, as soon as Tori knew Jade wouldn't hear her she let out a big sob.
'Why does it hurt so much?' she thought to herself as she continued to sob into her hands. When she had agreed to come to Mexico she hadn't thought she'd be left feeling so… broken.
Downstairs Jade too had been crying, she felt awful for lying to Tori like that and letting her believe that she thought it all was some joke.
She hated herself, but at the time it had felt like the right thing to do. After all in the whole love thing it was key to look after yourself because if you didn't someone could creep up behind you and steal your heart. Tori already had her heart but Jade wasn't willing to let her know that!
Meanwhile in LA:
"So let me get this straight… you tried to match make Tori and Jade? And now they are stuck in Mexico?" Sikowitz asked, he was sitting on his knees in his empty class room and drinking a coconut through a bendy straw.
"Yes… we need your help Sikowitz" Cat said sounding desperate
"Indeed you do… I suppose you'll need me to cover for all your absences? So I'll consider this a field trip!" Sikowitz said
"Yes" Cat agreed
"So what's the plan?" Sikowitz asked
"we need you to drive this!" Cat said, showing him a picture on her phone
"That?" Sikowitz asked, with a shocked expression on his face
"Yes… it looks bad now but Beck's fixing it up as we speak" Cat explained
"Okay… where is it?" Sikowitz asked
"It's in Trina and Tori's driveway" Cat told him
"Okay, let's go" Sikowitz said standing up and exciting through the window, Cat followed with a skip in her step.
Back in Mexico-
"Welcome to Sunny Motel, how may I help you?" A bored looking receptionist asked, as Tori and Jade walked inside.
"Can we book a room for two nights, please?" Tori asked, politely
"Yes… and what kind of room would you like?" He asked, scanning his laptop
"Umm a room with twin beds" Tori replied
"Okay… that will be $50 per night" He said
"Oh… do you maybe have a cheaper room? We're a little low on cash?" Tori asked
"Yes… but it's a double bed room" He explained, Tori turned to look at Jade with an uncertain expression
"We'll take it" Jade said, taking the room key out of the receptionists hand and wheeling both Tori's and her own suitcase in the direction of the room
"You know I can take that" Tori offered, Jade just shook her off
"No, I said I'd carry it and I will" Jade protested forcefully, Tori sighed and followed behind Jade closely. As they neared the room, Jade set the suitcases down and tried to open the door but kicked it when it didn't open.
"Look, I know this is awkward… but it really doesn't have to be" Jade said, as Tori entered the room behind her and the suitcases. Tori sat on the edge of the bed, and Jade sat beside her.
"I know it's just that…" Tori said, letting out a heavy sigh
"It's just that what?" Jade asked, Tori sighed again for what seemed the millionth time that month
"That… I really like you, Jade and I don't know I kind of thought you liked me too…maybe?" Tori explained
"I'm sorry I didn't think…" Jade started
"You didn't think what? Jade, you didn't think that maybe I had feelings? And that you playing with them wouldn't hurt me? Well it did hurt me Jade" Tori said, starting to feel angry.
"No… I didn't think that things would be like this… that you'd be… I don't know, it's hard to explain… my heads all over the place… I don't know how to feel, what to think anymore… It's like I'm brainwashed when I'm with you" Jade said, with tears in her eyes
"Oh so you do like me?" Tori asked, now but she was still unsure
"Yes… but no at the same time" Jade explained, confusing herself more than Tori.
"Well that makes sense" Tori said, sarcastically.
She stood up and walked around the room nervously, in an attempt to calm herself down. She felt like the walls were crashing in on her and she had nowhere to go. It was like she was stranded, and she was but not just in Mexico with Jade but in her own head. She knew what she was getting herself into when she fell for Jade but she fell anyway, and it hurt so much because she thought that maybe…. Maybe just maybe things would turn out okay but in this second she wasn't so sure any more. It was like she had gone her life knowing one thing only for it to be not true, and now she was stuck wondering.
"Look Tori, I know it doesn't make any sense… I'm just as confused as you are, I'm sorry about that… I really am… it's just that sometimes I really want to kiss you and other times I just want to be away from you… because you drive me insane Tori" Jade explained, as she followed Tori around the room.
"I know how you feel Jade… unsure if things will work out… given our history of well not being friends… but if you don't give us a try you'll always wonder… what if" Tori said, taking Jade's hand in hers
"Give us a try Jade" Tori pleaded, as Jade looked down at her hand in Tori's.
"But I'm scared" Jade said, as a fresh tear fell down her pale cheek. Tori wiped Jade's tear with her spare hand.
"I know you are, Jade… and I am too, but can't we just try us out and if we don't fit then maybe we could try being friends?" Tori suggested
"But what if it ends badly?" Jade asked
"If it does then… we'll cross that bridge when we come to it… I just need to try" Tori said
"Okay… I think we can do that" Jade said, giving Tori a sincere smile which Tori returned, they moved in closer together and within seconds they were whisked away in a world of their own. This was sure to be one hell of a roller-coaster and each girl were holding on for dear life, well that's how they would have explained it, if asked.
A/N: Okay, what did you think? did it make sense?
It's really hard to describe when people on't know how they feel, lol. so I hope that it wasn't too confusing?
Review please!