Title: I still cry

Disclaimer: I do not own Castle or any of the songs.


Chapter Two: If This Was A Movie- Taylor Swift

Kate's Point of View

I know it's been six months, but I can't help searching for him on the other side of my bed. Last night, at my dad's cabin, I thought I heard footsteps on the steps leading up to the pourch outside. My heart skipped a beat then. I wish this was like a movie, then he'd come and kiss me. 'If this was a movie he'd be here by now' I think to myself. Six months ago he'd be here, kissing me, holding my hand, his hand would be on my lower back.

"Katie?" My dad asks, waving his hand in front of my face, "Katie?"

"Huh? Yeah." I say, snapping out of my memory, "What?"

"I said your name about six or seven times."

"Oh, sorry." I say.

"What were you thinking about?" My dad asks, handing me a plate for dinner.

"Rick."

"Oh, what about this time?"

"Just how if I would have ignored him he would've pinched me or poked me to get a response or reaction."

"You know I still don't know what the fight that ended things between you was about." My dad says, I thought he'd have given up by now, I guess he really wants to know.

"I'm not so sure myself, it was about so many little things," I pause, thinking about everything Rick and I had been through together, "I wish we would've payed more attention to the big things, insted."

"I understand, your mom and I almost got a divorce because we only payed attention to the little things."

"Really? I didn't know that."

"It was when you were about, maybe, a month old."

"The big picture is always a prettier sight."

"Yeah, I agree with that."

We eat dinner, talking about all kinds of things.


Please review, I will always be happy to except any kind of reviews; just please, don't be to harsh.